..::|| a busy, crowded, totally hot christmas... ||::..

*greetings from ur fav eccentric geek...
i have return from the land of the ...*


oh wats up with the sudden geeky-star-wars like accent...


let me start again...


sutalabibo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




hahaha...


just came back from Singapore and it was fabulicious!!!
went there for Christmas with the entire family...
ate like there is no tomorrow...
didn't shop much... oh well... at least i have money to buy that ubber-ly comfy sweater from sg. wang... hehehe
i did took loads of pics but i left my camera in my uncle's car in Singapore... stupid paul...

but i'm gonna grab and steal some pics form sue lynn instead cause we took most of the pics in this trip from her camera instead... pro one ok... dyamnnn nice one la...

so yup...





and OH!!!

i found out that my aunts and couz read my blog...
*sob*
i know that this is a public blog and that people would eventually read some of the crap i post but i never actually like really REALLY thought that people read this!!!

i mean, if like you just drop by and say "hi" on the chat box on ur right screen there... i would literally freak!!!
seriously!!!

(btw... big shout out to sue lynn, kim, nat and my dearest kat and rose koko... can't believe you guys read my blog...)


yup yup yup...


now i have to think where to celebrate new year...


feel like going somewhere super crowded with loads of strangers and allowing ur feet being abuse by them... let me think...























*still thinking*
















*staring into oblivion*












dot dot dot...



Paul Wong... stillthinking-ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
lady gaga - just dance

..::|| why me?! ||::..

hmmm... interesting title isn't it?!
well, i remember ever so clearly i wrote a post on my secret crush in college like last year... it was hilarious and stupid...
times when we were young and free...

those were the times where crushes and puppy love dominates our Emotional Resources Center in our brain...
you might think that once you hit the big 20 , all these things will be a thing of the past and it doesn't register anymore in our so-called-more-sophisticated-and-matured brain...

siapa cakap!!!

i'm one of those idiots that look mature on the out side but damn soft and super childish and totally still an adolescent in the inside...

yes... that's it... i'm admitting that i still do have crushes...

but checking out guys while walking down the streets and you know... the double-take-look stuff are so not consider as crushes... its call...

"cuci mata"

super popular with my bitches... Dyammnn

anyway... back to the story... yes, my type of crushes always starts out very slow...
slow as in begins with the

"oh, he's cute..."

then it progresses to

"wonder he wanna go out..."

and of course

"why is he not like msn-ning me?!"

and lets not forget

"i wonder he likes me or not... "


pathetic, yes... avoidable, not a chance...

who am i crushing on right now?! i would love to upload pictures and stuff but because it does involve the other party, i shall respect his privacy and NOT reveal him... although its kinda fun this way right... make you guess who in the world is this mysterious dude...

but some of you probably know, or guessed correctly... yes, its him... no doubt...

usually, crushes come and go... cause i'll give up pretty fast... you know... we need to explore all the options baby!!! =P

but he is the first ever guy i ever asked out and not to be exclusive or anything... (not that i have to try... XD) i don't usual ask a person out cause you know, it will be embrassing if like they turn you down and stuff... and of course i wanna know for sure they are interested in me... hehehe

But fortunately he agree to watch a movie with moi, we had a great time.. or at least i think we did...
sigh...

i hate this...
this feeling of uncertainty and total insecurity...
stupid feelings...
i feel like a stupid fool in front of him...
i feel like a stupid fool chasing after something that i know for sure i would not be able to reach...

why the sudden emo-ness and topic?!
we sorta didn't communicate for a week... main reasons because most of the conversation, if not ALL the conversations are initiated by moi and typical after a day or two i will stop and just let go... try not to force stuff you know...

but well, like i said... its different...

then i sorta read one of the friend's blog ( blame my boring social life... i'm the scary, pathetic stalker that read people's blog and like you know... feels more pathetic la...)

he was mentioning about the movies and makan outing and stuff... and he was there...
i kinda felt like... you know... jealous... pathetic... i guess i should change the title of this post to


..::|| the pathetic life of paul ||::..


that would suit this better... sigh...
can you spell desperate and totally pathetic much!!!





urgh!!!




another emo post...
stupid emo...



Paul Wong... thiscrushwon'tbegoingaway-ly OUT

ps : yes, i took it from david archuleta...

pss : and no, we didn't hang out ever since that day... tried too... but somehow just unable to hang out...

psss : and duh, i am talking about a GUY...


..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
HSM 3 senior year - can i have this dance

..::|| i'm getting fat... ||::..

yes people... i AM getting fat... or at least i think i am...
cause i have been eating like a lot... seriously... A LOT!!!
i feel so like fat and bloated...
let me tell you what went down my throat, passed thru my stomach and to my thighs and belly...
let me start from friday...
the journey down the "river money"
(translate literally to BM)

*******************************************************
FRIDAY

after like weeks of planning... the shopping spree-cum-therapy with vince finally came to be as we decided not gonna wait anymore since Christmas is around the corner and new year is approaching... i need some new wardrobe...
so anyway, we met in central and took a monorail to hang tuah, went down the station and walked to times square...
the walk would be enjoyable if it's wasn't for the hot blaring sun and the polluting vehicles...
we arrive and i realise i haven't eaten anything yet... i felt so like thin at that moment so... told vince maybe grab something light and start our retail therapy...

it sorta have been like SUPER LONG since i've walked in BTS (Berjaya Times Square) and it was wow... totally different crowd like seriously... i mean i'm so used to curve and one u that sorta in a culture shock... ( sigh, i can get culture shock by just hanging in a different mall... pathetic-ness)
i guess its because the crowd in one u and curve are majorly like quite casual and not really THAT extreme in their dressing BUT in times square and the area surrounds that area... like totally speechless... =P ( no offense to all )

i mean like wow... i felt like a total fish-out-of-the-water sorta way... =S

so we walked around and decided that you know, might as well go to sg. wang and just shop there cause that's our main destination anyway... so off we go...

we end up spending like almost 1 hour just walking around aimlessly searching for this shop that vince's bro like wanted something from... ( dyamnn, i'm sure there is something wrong with the grammar in this sentence...)

i told vince that i'm my feet was killing me already and he sorta confesses the same thing...

*sweat*

Neway, i gave up trying to find THE shop that has like ridiculous discount and settle for this shop on the 3rd floor and it was pretty cool... saw this amazing black v-neck top and totally fell in love with it... then walked around some more and saw this amazing sweater like hand knitted and it was kinda of budjet but it was like really REALLY comfortable to the max and the best thing is that the sleeves are like over the top long so it literally covers ur entire arm... SWEET!!!

the shopping ball finally got rolling and vince finally decided to spend some money... on a pair of balet-for-guys shoe... i mean those type la... he totally pulled it off...

i was looking for scarfs, skinny tie, and cardigans but most of the thing there was sorta out of budjet for me as i didn't expected it...

so in the end i found this small stall that sells ties and scarfs, end up buying this white scarfs and a black skinny tie...

so all in all i bought...

black v-neck top : RM 28
black skinny tie : RM 19.90
white-creamish scarfs : RM 19.90

total : RM 67.80 ( dyamnn, 6-7-8... )


(thats not the black top i bought... its from tesco and its hush puppies... damn comfortable la...)

then went back to times square and vince again after much contemplating he finally decided to buy a pair of skinny jean...

and finally ate something... yes people... i didn't consume anything the entire time we were hunting for goods...

we went to "Gasoline"... very hong-kong-style-cafes and i love the miny cubicles seats... its fabulicious!!!


yummy fillet chicken salad rice sets... with raisins and a yummy sticky whitish sauce... ( sounds darah-ly wrong la...)


and i ordered this HUGE and i really mean HUGE glass... no... jar of longan drink... it was really satisfying man...

*******************************************************
SATURDAY

my dear old haggy... ( ok i shall explain this once and for all... it was said that all "to-the-left-to-the-left" people will have a girl best friend... which is called a "fag-hag"... i felt this title was so appropiate to describe my own fag-hag but not to make it TOO obvious... i just gave her the nickname... haggy... BIG SHOUT OUT TO YA~!!! ) asked me to hang out at her house to copy some movies and shows la... so i thought to myself... i'm free as a bird... might as well...

again... i only ate like a small-really-tiny bowl of noodle and some curry... super light...
then off i went to her house and just hanging around and i wanted to eat something desert-ish, sweet-ish, and tea-ish...
and a sudden craving for the hot banana pancake nearby her house...

after copying everything i want... we went there... with rajiv... hahaha... super funny and totally like... FINE!!! *snapping fingers three times from left to right*

=P

this is wat we ordered...

~ hot banana pancakes ~
~ raisin scones with butter, strawberry jam and whipped cream ~
~ shepherd's pie ~
~ hot blueberry creamed combo ~
(the last one i'm not so sure as in i forgot the name but its something like bread pudding in a pool of creamy cream but its not exaclty bread pudding... )

silly rajiv and his fav hot banana pancake... he totally like ate half of it and me being the "self-less-totally generous" dude... gagahahahaha... offered him the last piece of the wonderfully creamy bite...


the scones and all its wonderful toppings... and on the far end of the right is the almost finish shepherd's pie...

we chatted and chatted and chatted...

*******************************************************
yup... and not to mention i have been going supper two nights in a row with my family...

Now tell me... am i'm fat?!

*NO UR NOT DUMB DUMB!!!*

ok ok fine... i admit i didn't eat THAT MUCH but still..
maybe i should really consider becoming a anaeroxic-ish person.................





















NOT!!!




hahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahha




Au Revoir...




Paul Wong... lovingfoodandwhocaresaboutgainingweight-ly OUT!!!



ps : those specs keep falling off... traces of oil at the nose piece... is that wat you call it?! or maybe my head is too small compare to my dad... hahahahhahahahha... XD

..::|| love between the lion and the lamb... ||::..

ok... no offense to all twilight fans out there but initial before the movie came out and like i heard from my couz a bout this book on teenage vampires love story...
i was thinking in my mind, what is so interesting about vampires and their love life...
then when the world is going all crazy about the movie before it release... i was thinking great... another franchise made big... harry-potter-mania anyone?!

when i was (yes people... was... cause i'm official no longer a borders staff...) working in borders, almost 60% of the customer that inquire at the info counter was looking for non other than... Twilight...



I mean seriously, wat is so interesting about it?!
I kinda like told myself i shall not read nor watch nor care about this cause... i don't know... its too popular... lol... weird reasons...

then my dear haggy ajak me to go out for a movie and guess wat she suggested... TWILIGHT!!!
i was like... ok... guess i can't run away can't i.. might as well just see wats all the hype about...

i expected it to be like horror and like really plotless storyline and loads of action and blood sucking scenes... (typical stereotaiping me...) guess i was totally wrong about the movie...

It was not what i thought it was... in fact... (can't believe i'm actually saying this out loud on my blog...) i kinda like it...

there you have it... after much comments and no-reasons criticizing... i admit it... i like twilight... so much so that i might even go and buy the books and read it for myself... sigh... such a typical paul... the same thing happen with LOTR (stands for lord of the rings)... don't like it when the first movie came out but when i watch the second one... i became a fanatic...

anyway... back to twilight... all i can say is that... if ur expecting like blood and gory and super action pack kinda movie... be dissapointed... cause the thing that i like about this movie is that its super like romantic and it tells the tale of forbidden love... which is a very very attractive plot if you ask me...

my fav part of the movie was when they are dancing in the small shelter and when bella wanted to become a vampire but edward don't want to bite her... it was such a... AAaawwwwww moment... for me... hahahahhaha...

anyhoo... i'm getting the dvd and even the books... hahaha... when i like something... i'll just go for it... but then again... i probably wait a month or two before buying the books cause i know everyone and i mean EVERYONE is buying it... so most likely its out of stock and kinda expensive... just gonna wait till the hype dies down before i move in... hahahhahahaha... weird choice of words i may say...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
twilight soundtrack - bella's lullaby

..::|| sacrifices... ||::..

totally random and sudden emo post...

deal with it...

Yesterday, had a major argument with me dad out of the blue... probably because we hadn't had like a major drama moment la... so yup... anyway

it started out when me dad ask me to give some money to me brother as in like some pocket money la since i got my salary already...

Cut long story short, i said like can you guys like chillax first... i haven't even enjoy it yet you guys are like demanding for it already... like seriously...

me mom wants Rm 200 and dad the same... then like there's christmas shopping and not to mention my own like retail therapy... so yea, lets just say my salary doesn't have the capacity to support much...

then me dad said that i'm selfish and stuff... i was kinda shock and a bit insulted in a way... sorta... so yesterday night didn't end well...

Then this morning started with a few silent greets and small conversations... then after church and during lunch... the awkwardness sorta lifted and we started talking again...

it's kinda ok already now as in like he's not giving the silent treatment... which is good la...

then me dad and bro rented like this singapore movie called

"Money no enough II"

such a tear-jerker movie man... so many scenes that can seriously make you cry like a fountain... although there is this one particular scene which totally like slap me in the face and like major wake up call la...

so... how does this movie and the argument i had with my dad have in common?

It make me evaluate again my values towards my family...

Although i had a revelation about the way i felt about my family before... this is a totally different revelation...

It taught me that how much my family have sacrifice their lives to raise my brothers and myself up...

the meals they have to give up just so i can have a brand new game station

the clothes they never get to buy because i want a better looking top

the KFC crisspy skins they save for me to enjoy

the ice-cream they always love to eat but gave me instead

the money for their own enjoyment yet gave it to me just so i can go out with my friends

and will i do the same for them when they are old?!
when they are incapable of taking care of themselves?!
when they can't go to toilet without any assistance?!
when they have to be in constant care 24/7?!

Will i send them to the old folks home?
will i hire maid to take care of them?
will i give half of my salary just so they can enjoy the life they sacrificed away?

What will i do?!

I realise that the argument i had with my dad was not completely random... it was a major wake up call for me as i was having this thought that the salary in my bank account was all my own... in fact not even half of it i deserve it...

So what should i do with it?!

- Belanja my parents and brothers a majorly awesome feast!
- Buy christmas pressie...
>dad = watch @ books
>mom = wine or liqour (i have a drinking kaki! =P)
>alan & alvin = no idea... but i'll think of something...
-and last but not least... retail therapy for myself but if my calculation is correct... most likely i can only afford a scarf... o.O

Oh well... at least others are happy... that's what christmas is all about isn't it?!

Time to give!!!



Paul Wong... totallysortabrokeevenbeforespending-ly OUT!!!

..::|| chocolate craze... ||::..

i have no idea where this came from or where it originate or what tiggers it but somehow, i have been bombarded by cravings and especially, chocolate...

Luscious, dark, creamy and totally rich chocolate...

such a sinful temptation... and yet oh so worth it...

AAHH!!

now i remember, it started when i had this conversation with one of my gurl in borders... we were talking about taking orders in starbucks or something like that...

*the conversation below is just a reenactment... there is a possibility that it might not be as accurate, probably NOT accurate at all to the actual conversation...*

Moi : you know, sometime people who go to starbucks have like super long orders...

Lisha : really?! like wat?

Moi : For example... "i want a mochacino-java-chip-ice-blended-de-caf-with-a-little-topping-of-whipped-cream-and-a-sprinkle-of-cinnamon-on-top."

Lisha : then i'll answer like this "so its coffee for you sir?"

Moi : *sweat*

*as i've mentioned before, its not the exact words but you get the idea...*

so, i think that is where my craving for chocolate begins... because i remember having that conversation and then seriously wanted a mochacino java chip, then went home and wanted a moist chocolate cake which somehow, me dad read my mind and bought like two slices of chocolate cake and two tiramisu!!! Yummy-ness!!!

but my craving didn't stop there... it went on to chocolate brownie, kindo bueno, and ice-cream and cookies... wait... i didn't crave for ice-cream and cookie... crap... now that i mentioned it... i'm craving for it... crap crap crap...

Alan-the-emo-boy-wannabe : You ah are like a pregnant lady...

Moi : Oh shuddup...

Yup, i do have the cravings of a pregnant lady...

I just realise something... my entire post this time talks nothing but crap... and for those who actually read the whole post... congrats!!!

Thank you from the bottom of my stomach for teman-ning me wasting the 10 minutes-or-less-depends-on-how-long-it-takes-to-read-this-post of ur life...

Thank you!!!

Paul Wong... kokolate-ly OUT

..::|| three more days... ||::..

don't you just wonder what i meant by three more days?!
it means i'm gonna be resigning in three days
No more shelving / alphaing books...
No more pantri hanging out moments...
No more store-closing-paging-war between retards...

Honestly saying... i'm gonna miss the whole entire thing...
I never thought that it would actually become part of me... thats a surprising fact actually...
Like i only started working like last month and so much so it became such a part of myself that now that i'm gonna leave soon, i'm already missing it... =(

sob sob...

For those who haven't been reading my blog... which is like so punishable by the law of fabulicious-ness... hahaha... dyammnn...

anyway, yup... its official... i think, Sunday is my last day in borders... sigh... gonna miss them all... but then again... quite a number of the crazy homosapiens i met there has already left... which is like wat the right?!

So yea... preparing myself mentally, physically, emotionally, and fabulously... hehe... i love this word la... FABULICIOUS!!!

anyway... today was my off day... nothing much happen... hanging around in the house... donig nothing other than doing chores... yadda yadda...

then went out for dinner with the CF gang... the occasion?! A thanksgiving dinner with Ms. A
and she freaking paid for the entire dinner!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH MISS A!!!

BIG GIGANTIC SHOUT OUT TO MISS A!!!

Yup, dinner was yummy... had it in Paris... yup you heard me... P-to-the-A-to-the-R-I-S... PARIS...

hehe... its a normal chinese restaurant la... that serve delicious-ness on plates... yum!

then tried to like ajak vince to yam cha but instead... went back home... hmmm... weekends still empty...

I WANT TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sound desperate and pathetic... oh well, they are my middle name...

Paul-Desperado-Pathetic-Wong...

Sounds quite good actually if you pronounce pathetic as PE-TA-TIK... lolness

hmmm... gonna watch ANTM...

OMGosh... just remembered...

ANTM this season is like wat the?!
The futuristic theme is like ok?! but i love the gurls this season... especially Marjorie!!! me fav!!!
she is so european high fashion couture... like dyammnn!!!

And of course Isis... love her/him... hahahahaha

wokie... i'm so totally watching it now!

Loving Marjorie!!!

Au revoir

Paul Wong... fierce-ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
jessica simpson - with you
HSM 3 senior year - can i have this dance
HSM 3 senior year - a night to remember
hilary duff - love just is

..::|| i'm actually... ||::..

hmmm... super-ly ubber-ly boring and slow day today...
i have done nothing even close to productive today but i did manage to watch "love actually" which has been on my list ever since it premiered like... i don't know, quite some time ago?!



the movie caught me off guard in their language department as i didn't expect it to be so... so... vulgar... i mean like there is almost the word "Fornication-Under-the-Consent-of -the-King" (short form for... you know wat i mean...) in every scene... and guess wat.. i watched it with my brothers and me mom... W to the T to the H right?!

So anyway... the movie was ubber-ly kewl in a sense that it told 8 different stories, all under the time line of 1 hour and 30 minutes and amazingly, all were sufficient enough for you to understand and get into the story line yet short enough not to bored you... total romantic movie of all time for me...

sigh... bored...

Au Revoir...


ps = i wrote this post few days ago and saved it in blogger... and totally forgotten about it... WTH... so its kinda like a delayed post... sorta... pretty much la... hahahahha... =P

..::|| in an empty bookshop... ||::..

In a blink of an eye... ok, not literally, but few days ago, it has been exactly one month period of my self-proclaim "border's boy" title... hmmm... fast isn't it?!

yup... i do still feels like a rookie but technically, i'm one of the seniors there already... like seriously... cause there is like a new badge of new-comers coming in tomorrow... whoa... and its the second badge ok?! Damn i feel old...

Anyway... its sorta kewl to know that i'm not one of the new guy anymore cause honestly saying, its not fun being THE new guy, caused you know... being rookie and all that stuff is boring and so not kewl... hahaha...

so yup, one month anniversary... and how did i celebrate it?! By true borders style... working afternoon shifts... hahaha... lol-to-the-ness...

I made like a bunch of crazy-and-as-weird-and-goofy-as-i-am friends and i'm telling you... its all capital F-U-N!!!

lol...

what do you get when you put a bunch of crazy-almost-retarded-yet-still-have-the-ability-to-be-in-customer-service homosapiens in a stranded empty book store?!




CAMWHORE BABY!!!!!!!!!!



this is Suraya... she has glitters as her eye-shadow cause she said she ran out of the eye-shadow or something... i forgot... =P... which btw, is super like totally FABULOUS!!!


and of course... ya'll know me... when i pose i'll go to the extreme and be as fabulous as ever!!! that's why i'm the winner of the posing competition ok?! thank you thank you, you're far too kind!!!

head shot!!!


guess wat... three of us as in -suraya-me-natalie- wore the same darahly shoe man!!! kewl-to-the-ness!!!
Although suraya always complain about her shoelace was made out of other synthetic material and always comes off (which i said was polysterene... dumb dumb) while i rub it in her face by saying mine made out of cotton so it won't untie itself... hehe... =P


and this is our beloved Siti Aminah... which was spell as CT Aminah in the schedule... for short-from reasons... and she resign already and is on her way to Penang right now to further studies... sob sob... we'll miss ya!!! *tear*

so there you have it... 1/10 000 000 of wat happens in borders... hehe... no worries.. i'm so gonna like cam-whore with EVERYONE and post them here... and of course... there is no picture perfect moments here (except for moi), only bloopers and goofs... hahahahahahaha...

Au revoir!!!


Paul Wong... supertheexcited-ly OUT!!!

ps = i'm going out tomorrow!!!
pss = Elvis came to the store today!!!
psss = i'm so darahly excited about tomorrow!!!

..::|| do-re-mi||::..
Beyonce - if i were a boy
S.H.E. - zen me ba
Fahrenheit feat SHE - xin wo
Fahrenheit - bu hui ai

..::|| grinning non-stop ||::..

hmmm... guess wat... my hotmail account is like flooded with facebook notification emails la... like seriously...

sigh...
the reason being is because of the party last fri which was superly ubberly KEWL!!!

some of us who became the photographers of the night, posted our pics on facebook... and like everybody... and i literally mean EVERYBODY started commenting on them and totally like spamming our emails... hahahahahaha...

the best part is, most of them are my pictures!!!

i feel so darah-ly famous!!!

anyhow... one of the picture posted was like super kewl la... one of the guys i met at the party was so creative and did this amazing poster of the night...

(can you spot me?!)

and the pic receive like over... wait... let me count the comments...
eerrr...
crap there's too much... how do you see how many comments there is?!

Oh forget it...

anyhow... people are still talking about this party... like totally... whoa... i'm grateful to be in a history-making party... like dyammnnn...

hahahahahaha...

tomorrow working afternoon shift... sigh... there goes my almost-non-existence social life...

hmmm...

gonna watch a movie and call it a night... tomorrow is gonna be a long slow day... but i'll still put on a grin on my face... yup you heard me... a grin... not smile... *wink wink*

au revoir

Paul Wong... grinning-ly OUT

ps = i still can't tell how many comments are there?! AARRGGG!!! fine i give up... millions upon millions of comments!!!

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
Wong Lee Hom - forever love
David Archuleta - crush
Danity Kane - show stopping
Belinda Peregrin - why wait

..::|| give me fierce! Ur the tiger... growl... ||::..

i have disappear from the blogging world for almost a month now i think... was it?! oh watever... anyways... i have tons and tons to tell... hehe...

last friday... i was like invited to a birthday party like really a REAL BIRTHDAY party complete with chicken wings (somehow, it was the main star of the night), deliciously fattening cake and of course BOOZE!!!

but first... let me start from the beginning...

i receive a sms from the birthday boy a couple of days earlier and it was like a typical birthday invite... a very VERY detailed typical invite... haha...

so i was quite taken back and not expecting it at all but still was thrill to know that my presence in this world is not as invisible as i thought it was... (going for self-pityness here... =P)

so i was thrill but then a twick of nervous juice begins to spread as i remember i have not official hang out as in HANG OUT with Ryan before... so wouldn't it be awkward and like totally weird-to-the-ness...

So out of desperation, i called up me major-bitch a.k.a Vince and ask for his opinion, he was all "you should totally go and have fun" kinda attitude and i naturally asked him to tag along... he agree right away as though that it was meant to be... turns out... it was!!!

anyhow, i finish my work right on 6.00 while Vince was patiently waiting in borders, laughing at me struggling to like straigthen up books and mooking me at work... sigh... friends...

so i finally tag out from borders, rush home with vince by the KDU bus... and the pre-party-preparation started... honestly saying... the theme of the party was "america's next top model meets the apprentice" , so i was at lost of what to wear... i was actually considering of going out and buying meself a nice looking button-down shirt... but fortunate enough, i found two of the most amazing looking shirts from my dad's wardrobe... i know, it weird and totally uncool to wear something from ur parents wardrobe but hey, its like super nice and kewl looking ok and totally fits me and i won best pose ok!!! haha... confidence boost...

so yea... we arrived at royale bintang and was taken up to the "location" and at first... i was kinda like you know.. shy la... but once the ice is totally broken... the fun begins!!!

anyhow, to cut the long story short... at the end of the night... i was introduced to a bunch of new friends while vince... the tagged along guest... left with a "special" gift... =P

at first i was totally out of words and like totally hating him la... was joking about the hating part... but now, i'm just so happy for him and like, laugh at him whenever i tease him and you know... kacau him la... (sori eddy... =P)

of course... i would not be a qualified-self-declare-cam-whore if there were no pictures...

Of course, we need to take pics of ourself when we arrive to check our hotness right?! hehe...


yummy food... and they prepared like two basket fulls of chicken wings... alamak... sudden craving for chicken wings... sigh...


OMGosh... wats with the facial expression dude?! haha... and he won best dress... nice right?! and you know wat... vince was actually complainning and saying that he will be the odd one out... well, it turns out he's the odd one out to win... haha... and here's a little secret... i kinda like have to pin behind the back of his vest to make it look like fitted... so i kinda like contributed to his crown of best dressed!!! hahaha... thank you thank you...



then, somehow, they decided to start dancing and jump around on the bed... i think by this time, both vince and sherry was already half way UTFI... Under The Fabulicious Influences... haha...


tired huh?!



sherry looks so pink!!! OMGosh... like totally man... haha...


i think she put too much blusher... hahahahhahahahaha... =P


*wide grin* hehehe... i shall say no more...




winners of best pose and best dressed... did you notice i had the same bloody smile in all the pictures... sigh... i need to be more versatile in my face... OMGosh.. that sounded so dyammnnn wrong... hahahahahhahaha


birthday boy!!!

the yummy fattening cake...

All in all, it was a wonderful fabulicious night... like seriously... although the potong-stim-ness thing was that i had to work the next day... from 9.00 in the morning to freaking 11.00!!! i don't know how i manage that... like seriously... whoa... i did it... and now i have like two of the biggest eye bags and panda eyes i ever had... YIKES!!! =S


wowkay... thats it for now... time to go to bed and of course get my beauty sleep... tomorrow is another new day and i'm working... crap... good feelings gone...


oh well... chao people...


au revoir...

Paul Wong... womanizer-ly OUT

ps = i'm totally feeling like a super stalker la... OMGosh... you have no idea... like seriously... a really REALLY crappy freaky S-to-the-T-A-L-K-E-R!!!


..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
various artist - just stand up
britney spears - womanizer
danity kane - bad girl
Pink - So What
Cobra Starship - I Kissed A Boy

..::|| sudden memory flash back... ||::..

i was watching a show just a sec ago and some how it reminds me of my gran...

a sudden flood of thought enter my tired mind...

is my gran really gone?

it seems a bit surreal as she was always there...

i know i should move on already but sometimes i just feels like it's not real and that she's probably sitting at her comfy massage chair and watching some chinese soap opera and smoking a cigarette or two...

but then the harsh stonish truth sinks in...

she's not here anymore...

i'm so bad in this... i can never fully accepts the fact that someone is really REALLY gone...

sigh... i'm tired... its has been a long freaking day...

sleep time...

sawadee...

Paul Wong... totallyrandom- ly OUT

..::|| good morning... how may i help you?! ||::..

i am so freaking tired... both physically as in my bloody foot and mentally as in not enough sleep...

today was my first day at work and let me tell ya... it was awesome-ness...

i actually planned from the beginning that i'm gonna cycled to work everyday... but as it turn out... going there is not that tough but coming back was such a pain in my 20-year-old buttocks... anyways...

i arrived there like pretty on time ok... like 10 minutes earlier... and then i realised like where should i go, who should i meet and stuff...

and Hallelujah, one of the part timer came in just in time and me, being a total noob in this asked her and she said, ooo... you can just come in and i'll go get the manager... i was like... ok...

and it was my first time in borders before it was open... and it was so COOL!!! like seriously... then they had this briefing thingy and i was at total lost... so dun udnerstand what they were talking about but anyway, the manager added that "we have a new kid" and everyone was like clapping and like saying welcome... i felt like a star for one second... hahaha...

then it was time for the morning roun ds... the manager show us what to do and where to like pay attention to and like where to improve and stuff... i was still at total lost but tehn the manager said that i can't start the training which i was suppose to be doing before like START WORKING officially but she was like "you can help out in the info center for today and ur training will start tomorrow"

I was like cool... then i was assigned there and also i got the uniform... i was assigned to some senior staff there and they were like so sweet and kind and they like showed me everything i should do and how i should handle customer and stuff there... it was fun...

i cna't believe i'm saying this but the first four hours passes by very quickly... it totally was!!!
then i have my break and continue for another three hours and guess wat... it was freaking RAINING!!!

i was like... shoot... its gonna get messy... thank God the rain stop but still wet road... puddles of water everywhere... lets just say i got home with like millions of mud pokka dots on my shirt and jeans... sigh...

oh well... anyway... i'm super tired now and tomorrow is another morning shifts... hehehe... i'm actually excited man... =P
au revoir people!


Paul Wong... sototallyabordersboy-ly OUT

ps : i'm gonna ask me mum to send me to work tomorrow... too lazy to cycle again...

..::|| excitement-ness overwhelming ||::..

two more days before i enter the so-called 'real world'... totally excited yet with a touch of nervousness... sigh... everyone is like telling me that i can't handle the real world... bla bla bla... i mean... i know i have been like sheltered all my life and i'm totally grateful for that yet i'm already entering... wait... let me rephrase that... IN the big '2' world... so i guess its time for me to take on the real world right?!

i am emotionally and mentally preparing myself to "face" the world and to tell you the truth, i do hope its not as harsh as everyone says it is... i'm totally fragile and my patients is not as gracious as some other people... sigh-to-the-ultimate-ness...

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today i went to subang parade with me parents and brother and was just reminded how things changed without waiting for anyone... there were so many things in subang parade that i totally don't recognized anymore... most of the restaurants there changed their look completely... totally chic and stuff...

i used to hang out there with my family last time before curve, ikano, cineleisure and new wing of one u was built... it was a fav hang out place for us... but it was far i have to say and it was like a breath of fresh air going there...

sitting down in mc d... eating mc flurry ( the strawberry flavoured one was fabulous... me fav ice cream at the moment...) and just looking around... such a different crowd... a nice change of view and it was just awesome...

walking around window-shopping and me dad end up buying himself a super-ly kewl sunglasses... which like cost around RM 500 and above ok!!! i asked him why and he said "its one of the things he enjoy in life..."

so totally true man... in life there is no point being stingy and all money-oriented... we should enjoy life and not worried over petty things and totally just be grateful that we are still breathing and healthy... dyamnnn... sounds like a sunday morning sermon...

think i'll open that bag of chips now... new obsession... wat to do... i love food too much to be aneroxic... thank the Lord!!!




Paul Wong... munching-ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
Jesse McCartney - It's Over
miley cyrus - 7 things
jason mraz feat colby callat - lucky
chris tomlin - how great is our God

..::|| something funny, something lame... ||::..

i heard this on the radio just now on my way to 7-eleven...

kinda lame yet funny...

what do you call a deer with one eye?
one-eye-deer

haha... moving on

what do you call a deer with no eyes?
no-eye-deer

lol to the ness...

what do you call a deer with no eyes and no limbs?
still no-eye-deer

ok last one and this one is the lameness of all...

what do you call a deer with no eyes, no limbs and no balls (as in testicles...)?
no-f***ing-eye-deer!!!

aahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahhahahaha

Paul Wong... noeyedeer-ly OUT

..::|| gratitude-ness and grateful-ness ||::..

Wassup bitches...

ok ok, you know the drill.. laziness... no mood... so the blog seems like a bit dead... but i'm here!!!

And i have like some totally major updates...

(OMGosh!!! i just like totally saw a weird like stain-kinda on my keyboard... eewww-nesss!!!)

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update No. 1

previous post i did mentioned that i've applied to borders right?!

I FREAKING GOT IT DUDE!!!!!!!!!!

haha... like seriously man... i got it... honestly actually, i kinda like give up already that day when i called them and like ask la why they hasn't like call me back or something... the proper words are "checking my application status"

anyway, the woman on the other line said something like because i mention that i'm not free on sundays... thats why she hasn't call me back...

maybe thats why i didn't get a call from starbucks too... cause like i think i said i'm not free on tues and thurs and like other stuff la... sigh... i should seriously NOT do that anymore...

Anyway, i told her that i'm not available only in the morning as i need to attend church and stuff.. so she said... ok... i'll give you a call back afterwards... So i waited... and waited... and waited...

so it was like two days later you know... totally given up... then she suddenly called me up and told me to come for interview... apa lagi... terus shouted and start dancing around la...

then i went for the interview... talk like stuff... turn on my formal-almost-robotic-yet-a-with-a-slight-touch-of-personality... lol.. haha...

yup... then that night... she called me back and told me that i got the job and on the 20th Oct, i will start my three day training... WOOHOO!!!

Like totally excited la...

ok... so thats the first update...

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update No.2

for those whom have in the past hang out with moi... you'll notice that my hp is always like behind the trend one... not purposely... its just that i think having a super-ly high tech phone has no purpose wat so ever... and besides... its like super-ly outrages-ly expensive...

So thats my opinion...

then like after my entire family on my father's side settled the stuff they need to like settled after the passing of me gran (may her soul rest in totally fabulous-ness... =P), she left like tons and tons of like stuff!!! like capital S-to-the-T-U-F-F!!!

So they all decided to divide it equal to all the brothers and sisters... and me dad got like a good sum of money... i mean... its not a lot but its a good load sum la...

he decided to give me mum instead... (all together now... *aawwwww*) yup, then me brothers and me found out... apa lagi... we demand some too!!! hahaha... lol... so she decided each of us get like RM 500... which is like a lot ok...

then like i'm thinking what should i get... i'm thinking of ipod but like the entire family is like against it which i have no idea why... like seriously...

so finally... one day we were walking around The Store (in sg. buloh... all those sg. bulohians holla back!!!) cause me dad wanna like buy a "gigi-biru" punya accesories ma... so went to this hp shop.. and i decided to like just scan some phone and asking the promoter aka Kok Soon, my highschool friend... super sweet guy...

Then like me mum start like nag and like force me to buy a hp cause like mine can be consider as antique... no kindding...

so after much delibration and consideration and watevertion... i bought a new hp...

Like its totally against my personal principles but still, when i got it... i was smiling like non-stop... me dad said that i look like a kid in a candy shop... which i totally agree... hahaha...

So yup... i'm now a proud owner of a Sony Ericsson W660i... =)



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update No. 3

Ok... just bear with me ok... last one... we trade in our family Kancil car and change it to a Myvi... which is super kewl but like kinda sad cause that Kancil was the first ever car i drove after i got my license... and i didn't even have the chance to say goodbye... sob sob...

moving on... the new Myvi is like super cute and totally kewl and HOT!!!

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hehe... ok... i'm getting bored of blogging... so yea... thats all for this update...

I'm like totally grateful and full of gratitude... =)


Au Revoir...


Paul Wong... gratefulandfabulous-ly OUT!!!

..::|| do-re-me ||::..
cobra starship - the city is at war
cobra starship - Damn You Look Good And I'm Drunk (scandalous)
Alicia Keys - As I am super woman
Katy Perry - Hot N Cold
Kelly Clarkson - Miss independent
Kelly Clarkson - Thankful
Puddle of mud - She fucking hates me
raymond lam - love with no regrets
Rihanna - Disturbia

..::|| thou shall dwell in total drama land ||::..

Ok ok ok ... i know i should be stoned for not updating my blog with new posts but you know, just been lazying around and waiting for replies from borders which did i mention that i went and applied to?! hahaha... yup yup... one of my dreams is to be a "borders boy"... ahahhaha

which originally was meant to be starbucks boy but oh well... guess starbucks and moi are not meant to be... like seriously...

Anyway.. i went to curve the other day and applied for the position they offered which was book-seller... part timer so to say... and i've been waiting for their interview call ever since... sigh... is this a sign or something to say that i'm not suppose to like work or stuff? i'm so totally bored at home that its almost a crime for me... like totally la i tell you... i am literally rotting at home doing nothing except sit in front of the computer reading manga... and let me tell you... the manga that i found was like superly totally utterly disturbing to the highest order... that's is another totally interesting post which i will post after i return to johor... and did i forget to mention that i'm in johor right now?!

hahahahah...

i know, you guys totally hate me right for like totally NOT blogging... oh well... i'm too fabulous to be hated...

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Ok... so previously i said that i was in Johor right?! Before i can finish blogging the entire family decided it was time to go for dinner so i have to like halt and continue now... which btw did i mention that i'm in college right now?! Hahahaha...

Like totally, after like who-knows-how-long i've not step foot in this sanctuary of education... more like torture in other words... so yea... decided to come to college today as a certain SOMEONE plans to go to one u and like hang out but then like suddenly changed plans... i'm so gonna like KIRA with him man... ggrrr.... =P

Anyway, back to the original purpose of moi posting this time... something truly crazy and totally over-the-top drama happened... and the best part is it was on facebook... hahaha... WTH right?!

So the story goes...

"once upon a time in a kingdom far far away..."

Ok... lame... too much...

Anyway... this is the dirt... One of my friend is like organizing a party la... and its for like all the Oct babies... so like she and another friend organized it and invited a few people... i suppose those "few" people are like closest to her la... so ok fine...

Then right, when we are all in the party itself, it was enjoyable and like totally fun and stuff... we ate... and cam-whore... and talk and gossip... so ok... the night ended very nicely.. and it ws a good party...

Then when i reach home... decided to like online and check my facebook profile.. and i notice this small tiny annoucement saying that a certain someone has posted a "note"

I was curious and read it and was totally utterly shock by what it said... it was posted by another friend whom i know from college and he was saying a lot of things which i felt like i don't really think i have the right to mention here... Cut the story short, he was basically complainnin why he was not invited... i mean i have personallyt experience it before, yea i know right... sigh... even a fabulous person like me have flaws you know... =P

But i have never met another person whom take it so personally and like totally LOUD about it... it was almost funny and yet sad at the same time... i'm really like blown away by this person's frusfration but at the same time, its totally unecessary... haha...

anyway, it turns into this massive drama episode and like everyone who attends the party, even those who didn't attend knows about it... like seriously into a huge frenzy la... then like he was spamming the photos uploaded about the party... commenting about the note he posted and sutff la... then right... a lot and i mean A LOT of people responded, around 70 comments man but it was ugly... some like agree with him and some like totally asking him to get over it...

So yea... i have not commented nor like bump into him yet... but it will be totally interesting to see how this goes from here... its just utterly hilarious man... the things human do when being affected by emotions...

Yup... thats the scoop... haha... no offense to whomever that this concern to but i shall add my own opinions to this since this is MY BLOG!!!

People should just be more open minded and not jump to conclusions all the time... another lessons that i'm totally grateful to learn is that we should always ALWAYS put ourselve into the other party's shoes before any comment nor decisions are made... i'm not taking any sides here... just being a superly humoured spectator... lol...

Paul Wong... laughingly OUT

..::|| do-re-me ||::..
david archuleta - crush
cobra starship - i kissed a boy
cobra starship - Guilty pleasure
metro station - shake it

..::|| First ever tagged post ||::..

What is the most important thing in your life?
My bible... my family... and of course, my health and all my working senses...

What is the last thing you bought with your own money?
A super nice jacket from Romp that i have been eyeing on for a month...

Where do you wish to get married?
In a huge open field garden with white coloured clothed and humongous tents or by the beach with loads and loads of lighted torch and beautiful white flowers...

How old do you think you'll be permanently owned by your lover?
Whenever i find that person...

Are you in love?
Nope...

Where was the last restaurant you had dinner?
Carl's junior

Name the latest book you bought?
P.S. I love you

What is your full name?
Paul Fabulicious Wong

Do you prefer mother or father?
BOTH of course...

Name a person that you really wish to meet in your real life for the first time
Oprah...

Christina or Britney?
"Hit me baby one more time!!!"

Do you do your own laundry?
Sometimes... when i'm force too... lol-ness...

The most exciting place you want to go?
MELBOURNE BABY!!

Hugs or Kisses?
I'm gonna be greedy and say both... xoxo you know you love me... =P

Point out 5 things about the person who tagged you
She is as crazy as Vince...
Her ex-hot stuff is so hot...
She love to boogie!!!
She look hot in the outfit she wore during law ball
and of course
she is fabulous!!!

8 things i'm passionate about
Performing to massive cheering crowds
DANCE !!!
spread happiness to those who needs them
DANCE !!!
creating one of a kind art for people
DANCE !!!
Sing my lungs out
and
DANCE TILL THERE IS NO TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

8 books i've read recently
P.S. i love you - Cecelia Adhern
Rainbow boys - Alex Sanchez
Rainbow high - Alex Sanchez
Rainbow road - Alex Sanchez
Devil wears Prada - Lauren Weisberger
The five people you meet in heaven - Mitch Albom
Bridget Jones's diary - Helen Fielding

8 songs i could listen to over and over again
Taylor Swift - Tears on my guitar
Super junior - U
Avril Lavigne - The best damn thing
Mariah Carey - Bye bye
Demi Levato feat Joe Jonas - This is me
Jesse McCartney - Leavin'
Katy Perry - I kissed a girl
Shayne Ward - If it's ok with you

8 things i learnt this year
Family is very important (that includes ya haggy... =P)
Trusting in God, for He will always make a way and always have you in mind
Things doesn't always work the way you want to
Life is truly absolutely wonderful
There is no point being sad and emo...
A smile is the best gift to give and present to receive...
Treasure what you have, for when it's gone, you'll miss it...
Only seek what you need, not what you want...

8 people you tag
Rachel
Vince
Sue Lynn
Natalie
Lee En
Munnie
Ryan
Kenny

ps = first ever tagged post ok people... i'm so proud of moi...

Au Revoir...

..::|| interesting-ness ||::..

Do you want a boyfriend or a girlfriend?
A homosapiens
(shuddup people... especially you vince!!!)

How many texts are in your inbox?
Handphone = 44
Hotmail = 531
Yahoo mail = 1345
Gmail = 19

When did your last hug take place?
Somewhere near centre point...

Who was the last person you talked to?
My mom

Is the last person you held hands with attractive?
Ok ok la...
(OMGosh... lol... dun be insulted d... =P)

Name one person on your top friends who is the most like you?
Ashley!!!

Do you get butterflies around the person you like?
Like duh...

Will you get married?
Yea... if its legal that is...

Have you ever been too drunk to remember a certain night?
Not that i can think of one...

When was the last time you smiled?
Just a few seconds ago when i'm answering question no.5

Does anyone like you?
I'm too fabulous to be hated...

Who was the first person you talked to today?
My mum

Who do you fel most comfortable talking to about anything?
Ashley and Vince

What are you NOT looking forward to?
Working life

Do you plan on moving out within the next year?
Like totally... not that i don't love my family... just need to be independent and some personal space...

Are you a forgiving person?
Yes i am...

What's something you really want right now?
A freaking Ipod!!! and of course a hot stuff... like dyanmmmm...

Have you ever kissed anyone named Michelle?
No i haven't and don't think will ever be... no offence to all the Michelles in the world... nothing personal seriously...

Who was the last person you drove with?
Vince

How late did you stay up last night and why?
3.30 a.m. and i was playing PSP

If you could move somewhere else, would you?
Yes...

When was the last time you cried really, really hard?
I don't remember... OMGosh... i seriously don't remember... =S

Can you live a day without TV?
I will die instantly...

What is your ring tone?
Love song by sara bareilles and mario theme song as sms

When was the last time you were extremely dissapointed?
Two weeks ago...

Has anyone ever told you they were in love with you?
Nope...

Do you still talk to the person you were dating 14 months ago?
Nope... they are probably hating me right now... sighness...

Are you pregnant?
Do i look like i'm capable of getting pregnant...

What did you do this past Saturday?
Chilling at home with family...

When is the next time you'll hug someone?
Hopefully soon... wait... i'll go hug my brother now... =P

Are you wearing anything on your feet right now?
Nope... totally naked...i mean my foot...

What are you doing this coming weekend?
Might be going to Singapore

What do you want?
A freaking Ipod!!!

What are you eating?
Nothing...

Who do you miss?
My dear old haggy!!!

What is your mood?
relaxed...

Are you happy with life right now?
Like totally !!!

Who was the last person you texted?
Victor

Do you believe that everything happens for a reason?
Yes... for the better in fact..

First person under 'J' on our cell phone...
Jack fun 2.. who the heck is Jack fun 2? =S

Paul Wong... Total-ly OUT!

ps = special recognitions to sue lynn... my couz gurl for all the questions... =)

..::|| my heart ||::..

..::|| another new change ||::..

as ya'll can see, i've change mine template once again... and i'm back to basic... hahaha...

nice right?! i accidentally like discover this new software that my brother downloaded quite sometime ago... and it has this function called "collage"... so i experimented and ta ta ta ta!!!

I'm such a genius... =P

Anyway... i wanna share something serious...

Yesterday the whole family went out for like supper aka yum cha la... kinda like tradition already... so we all when to mc d and had some burgers and just basically talk la...

Then like when we arrive there right... me dad asked me to like go buy and order la... i being the lazy bum i am... trying to like divert the attention to my brother instead... the second one... and being the person i am... i'm like you know, pretend to like "used force" la so to say...

then i give up trying to ask me brother to go and then like me dad started with his "lecture" mood already.. saying la "come out happy happy why la be like tat"... he said...

so i went and buy the stuff and things and brought to the table... then like we were eating and i don't really remember what i did and somehow my brother out of frus-ness said "kill me la!!!"

i mean i know he's joking and stuff... but that was when me dad started his lecture on why treat my brothers so bad and all those things la... and it kinda made me think la... like i can like show affections to my youngest brother but to my second brother i seems to be having hesitation... so then me dad tried to like psycho me and stuff la... and i was like true also la... i kinda like sometimes put my friends first before my brothers which is like so totally not right and like yea lo... so i kinda like make peace with him and like make a pack with myself to like not to treat my brothers badly and to always show them affections and stuff lo... cause like blood is and will always be thicker than water... in my case ... ice lemon tea... XD

so now, i'm kinda like grateful that my whole family is learning every single day about the importance of famiy and like totally psych that the family bond between us are all stronger than ever... and i do hope that we stick together...

NOTHING MORE IMPORTANT THAN UR FAMILY...

like seriously... lol

Oh yea, vince stayed over day before yesterday like lolness... he was saying like he's tired from cheer pracs and other stuff but like when he came over... he started to like online till like 3.00 am and then only decided to call it a night but then we started to like talk and talk and talk to like 6.00 am ok... like wat the heck la seriously... lol... then right the next morning we both were like talking about last night and then he like said that he was waiting for me to like sleep or doze off i was like saying that i'm waiting for him to like stop talking la... lol... wat the... hahahahahahah

so i'm like dead tired right now, cause not enough sleep but it was like super fun la... bitching and gossiping and like talking crap all night long... hahahahaha....

so yea... that was my weekend and i'm glad its over and can't wait for next weekend... =)

Paul Wong ... yawning-ly OUT!!!

|| do-re-mi ||
Final Fantasy X-2 soundtrack - 1000 words
Teresa Tang - Tian Mi Mi
Westlife - Something right
Christine Glass - My love will get you home
Gavin Degraw - Im in love with a girl
Demi Lovato feat Joe Jonas - This is me
Michelle Branch - Breathe

ridiculous-ness to the ultimate

ok.. i have been like super the bored and you may ask why not go out and find something to do... like a PART TIME JOB!

But life is wonderful and mysterious in its own weird twisted way that it does not allow me to... well, lets just say my current situation right now are forcing me to just glue my really-not-that-big of an arse to my couch...

So without a part time job nor any outdoor activities that i can do, i begin to discover hobbies and other useless but at the same time funny things to keep me occupied...

like this new interest of mine to see who block me on msn...

I know i know, its super lame and totally unnecessary but still i thought it would be fun to know who thinks i'm their enemy and who doesn't...

so went to youtube... what would this world be without youtube... and search for "msn block contacts" and found like millions upon millions of video teaching ya how to check...

so after a few tutorials... i manage to capture the complicated method of checking ... lol to the ness...


and i found out that i was blocked by some people... and though i kinda like guess it or like erm... expected it... but still its like kinda insulting la... i mean like, what have i done to like totally have you blocked me?! like seriously right?!

In my entire life as a msn freak... i've only like block one person and i have a major like seriously good reason to do that but that's a whole other story...

Anyway, i begin to like wonder and thought to myself that is it like wise or i mean even make sense to block someone?

I mean, i do understand some people whom have blocked me... i mean guessing la... like they might just wanna like NOT talk to me... and something else...

But isn't it a bit childish? a bit highschool if you ask me... something like

"i don't like you... stay away"

"i don't wanna talk to you..."

this is ridiculous and almost stupid if you ask me... if you don't like that person... then just like tell them off and like settle it you know... but i can totally imagine a young person whom like... i don't know maybe have not reach that level of maturity like the most of us have come to discover in our lives to be blocking contacts on their list...

i just felt like it is a super childish thing to do and like... totally funny and cracks me up everytime i discover new people who block me... makes my day...

oh well... i guess you can't make everybody happy... i just wish the best of luck and to whom ever have block me... keep blocking me!!! =P

Au revoir...

wait...

i used to do this ...


Paul Wong... blocking-ly OUT!!!

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Falling tears...

Ok... just a quick post...

Lately i have been hook to this song... and i felt like it is totally appropriate describing me right now... well... more like a week ago... sigh-to-the-ultimate-ness...

Taylor Swift
Tears on my guitar

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see
That I want and I'm needing everything that we should be
I'll bet she's beautiful, that girl he talks about
And she's got everything that I have to live without

Drew talks to me, I laugh cause it's just so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when he's with me
He says he's so in love, he's finally got it right,
I wonder if he knows he's all I think about at night

[Chorus:]

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do

Drew walks by me, can he tell that I can't breathe?
And there he goes, so perfectly,
The kind of flawless I wish I could be
She'd better hold him tight, give him all her love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know she's lucky cause

[Repeat Chorus]

So I drive home alone, as I turn out the light
I'll put his picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

He's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
He's the song in the car I keep singing, don't know why I do
He's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And he's all that I need to fall into..

Drew looks at me, I fake a smile so he won't see

Au revoir people...

ps = i'll tell the whole story soon... =P