sigh...yet again...

NOW i understand why people wants to be single... Not to be in a relationship is very liberating and some how peaceful...yet life is boring as we know it and we need drama in our life... not that we love it but it's a necessity.... sigh

I'm kinda confuse about A and uhm... i'm not sure whether we are heading the direction i'm hoping for... everyone that i talk to tells me that i need to chill and just go with the flow... sigh... easy for you guys to say....

So, yea, it's not really like serius yet cause we only went out ONCE...( how pathetic is that?! *sob*) and A is going to Penang tomorrow and wed... i was hoping that A will be free and we will like go out and hang or something... sigh... no chance then...

So yup... i know its like not even a week yet, but i kinda really sick of feeling obsessed and desperate... i need to chill... majorly!!!!!!

I NEED TO CHILL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OK... better...i think....sigh...sigh...sigh

I have to admit... this is kinda fun and not boring at all... i mean you can feel your heart pumping when like that person sms or you guys are hanging out.... hahahah.... kinda funny and cool... yea... i think everybody's right... i need to just let go and let things be instead... If still the situation goes on and A doesn't really respond back... then maybe its not meant to be then... sigh... life goes on huh?! ( which reminds me the song by Lee An Rimes... dun be perasan Lee En!!! )

so yup, nothing much change... i'm a bit more relax now... for some unexplainable reasons.... maybe i should do a video post or something...maybe...

Anyway, dun have any plans this few days... ( call me!!!! i need a better social life!!!!)

Gtg now, watching Grey's Anatomy ( i have the 3rd season wei!!!!!)

Paul Wong... OUT !!!