Sigh....

Sigh.....

Well, its been kinda like forever already since my first date with A... ( i know...i know.... its like only two days... but hey, i do feel like an eternity ok?!) and i'm kinda confuse right now... like whether does A even think seriously about this... i mean i'm really ready and serious to start a relationship and i'm not here to mess around with people... the prob is A feel the same way... sigh...sigh...sigh

Everybody keep telling me the same thing... it's too early to conclude things but i'm super paranoid and obsessed about these kinda things... ( well, its in my nature.... caused by really bad social-history...sigh...) Yup... like just now, we were sms-ing each other and then i asked the forbidden question...

"Are you doing anything this coming wed?"

This is like me saying, "are you free? wanna hang?" kinda thingy, but its like just only on fri we hang and now i'm already asking for another day already... Oh gosh... i'm so stupid!!!!!!! And guess wat... A haven't reply from just now... ( and when i say just now, it means few FEW hours ago... sigh...A is so totally not into me.... *sob*)

Oh well, i thought of a million reason why A hasn't reply me but hey, i'm kinda tired today and what the heck.... die die la....

Sigh...sigh....sigh...

ps = i counted... there is exactly 9 sighs in this post...sigh....

Paul Wong.....sighing-ly OUT !!!!




pss = make that 11....