f a l l i n g i n l o v e . . .




Monday, December 28, 2009

..::|| is it wrong?! ||::..

is it wrong for me to be pissed?!
is it wrong for me to show attitude?!
is it wrong for me to find it awkward?!
is it wrong for me to find it difficult to look them in the eye?!
is it wrong for me to be angry at them?!
is it wrong for me to be absolutely mad at them?!
is it wrong for me to be sarcastic?!
is it wrong for me to snap at everything they say?!
is it wrong for me to lose a bit of respect towards them?!
is it wrong for me to hold back my tears?!

is it wrong?!


thank you for the drama...
what a way to end the year...




|| putting on the smiley face... ||


Thursday, December 24, 2009

..::|| A very not-so merry Christmas... ||::..

My Christmas wish this year is nothing more than just the absence of tears...



Merry Christmas everyone...




Monday, December 21, 2009

..::|| finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ||::..

i actually beat CALEB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first time in my entire freaking facebook life...
i got a 400 000 over points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


XD






( yea, i know, something like this can make me this happy... signs of ubber-patheticism syndrome... )

Saturday, December 19, 2009

..::|| i wonder... ||::..

( let me just say sori in advance for ya'lls to listen to my endless love rambling... then again... it's MY BLOG!!! )

if the symptoms of being in love still exist in this generation?!

sweaty palms...
irregular heart beat...
cold sweat...
anxious gut...
anticipation...
can't sleep...
can't eat...
can't do anything else...

does all of these still exist?!

what ever happens to the purity and innocence of love?!

the days where being in love is the best thing in the world...
having a partner is the most beautiful thing in the world...
the time two souls spend together can freeze time and brings about magic...

are those times still in our presence?!
have we really lost the true meaning of love?!

i myself can't really answer these question cause i'm not sure...
have i truly lost the one thing that i believe in?!


missing the days where i still believe in true love





Wednesday, December 16, 2009

..::|| oyster mushroom with diced pineapple omelet... ||::..

How do you combine pineapple with omelet?!

you get ---> *title*

( yea, it's an ubber long name to type out again... )

ingredients as followed...



|| eggs ||



|| chinese celery ||


|| oyster mushrooms ||



|| pineapples ||




|| seasonings ||


*notice how i don't include the amounts and stuff... cause up to taste la...*


and of course, the procedure...

( suddenly had a sudden flashback to those days in the science lab writing reports... procedures... XD )


|| beat the eggs... ||


|| sauteed the pineapples... ||



|| add the oyster mushrooms and seasonings... ||


|| pour in the eggs... ||


|| try with all your luck to flip it over without ruining the egg... ||

( this is the hardest part actually... trying to flip it... i was almost successful... )


|| sprinkle roughly chopped chinese celery and serve with toasts... add chili sauce for extra kick...||

|| tadaa!!! perfect brunch... ||


|| clean plate!!! ||


yup...

simple instructions...
with simple ingredients...
creates simple magic...


*burp*


thinkingofnextrecipe - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..
snsd & super junior - SEOUL song
kara - Aha


Tuesday, December 8, 2009

..::|| detox diet... ||::..

i've heard of it and have yet to try it...

until today...

i finally got my ass over at the fresh produce section and started hunt for my detox recipe...

i've realized i needed a detox diet when there were multiple eruptions going on on my face...

( yes, i know it sounded disgusting... )

i mean, it was continuous...
like one after the other...
and it's like a freaking epidemic!!!

and the worst part is...

I'M FREAKING 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


shouldn't the pimple-phrase be gone by now?!
goodness me...

and so, to safe my already-scarred face...
i've turn into a herbivore for one day...

( initial plan was two days... but my carnivore side of me is roaring for some blood!!! )

( blood as in meat... adding drama la yor... )

i started out with a full bowl of salad...

it was yummy-licious!!!

of course, it would defeat the entire purpose of a detox diet if i used mayonnaise and thousand island as dressing right?!

so i randomly pick and add a few other stuff and it turns out awesome-ly!!!

( sori, was too busy eating till forgot to snap a picture... )

basically i chopped

|| tomatoes ||
|| apples ||
|| cucumbers ||
|| Chinese celery ||

and as for the dressing, it's

|| olive-oli with balsamic vinegar ||
|| salt ||
|| pepper ||
|| soy-sauce ||
|| sugar ||

it was awesome!!!

of course...
it didn't take long before i feel hungry again...
and so i ate two pieces of toasts...

( those that are ready made and ubber cheap from the bakery section... )

and that was my breakfast-cum-lunch...

i kinda skipped my dinner because tuition duty...


( yes, i'm helping in educating the younger generation of our nation... )

and so when i got back,
i was starving...

i was so tempted to cook a oyster mushroom omelet but thought it might disrupt my detox diet...
but somehow was craving for the mushroom really badly...

so i came up with this idea...

i shall make a mushroom-pineapple sandwich...

( even i myself am surprise at my own culinary creativity sometimes... )

( and it was quite an experience in trying to cut the pineapple... )

XD

so i lightly sauteed the pineapple and the mushrooms...
added a few seasoning and that's it!!!

of course i made another bowl of salads
almost the same ingredients...
only diff is instead of apple...
i used

|| watermelon ||

and added

|| carrots ||

and so that was my dinner...

but i couldn't finish the salad and so saved it for supper instead...

and now... i feel like a freaking plant-eater!!!

no meat since morning...
my goodness...
it's as though something is missing
but i'm full...

come to think of it...
we constantly eat meat and it's almost like a drug to most of us eh?!

so this is my challenge to all you meat-lovers out there...

try to go one day without any meat...

seriously...

NO MEAT!!!


( eggs are considered as meat as well... )

( fishes... hello!!! it's an animal!!! )

of course, i cheated a bit... i added mayo into the sandwich but that was THE only non-vege ingredients...


other than that...

ALL VEGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

try it...

should be fun...

i think...

=.=



vegetarian - ly OUT bitches!!!

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..
snsd - way to go
f(x) - chu

Saturday, December 5, 2009

..::|| finally back to the dark side... ||::..

yes, i've finally recreated another profile on the "buddies" site...

it was well...
for all the right intention this time...
i mean
i'm trying to enlarge my circle of friends and hence...
the "buddies" site...

and the amazing thing was

( so totally AM bragging )

is that immediately after i created the profile...
i got ONE mail...
and then for the next 24 hours...
i got almost 10 mails...
it was unheard of back in those days when i had my first profile...
i was flattered...
no really...

i am...

maybe because of this phrase i placed in my profile...

"just drop me a message and i will reply... don't worry, i won't bite... unless you want me to... *wink*"


yes i know...
it's cheeky yet funny....

i think...

anyway...
i'm curious to see how this go this time...
and yea...

i shall document my entire journey...

XD




checkingmymailboxlikeamaniac - ly OUT bitches...


Thursday, December 3, 2009

..::|| maturity... ||::..

is such an overrated term...
everyone says that they are mature in some sense...

but are you really matured?!

i myself am guilty as charge for proclaiming that i'm matured way beyond my age...
but is that ever possible?!

yea, i do have thoughts and different priorities than most people but how different can they be?!
isn't that just part of my personality?!
what makes them so special that it gives me the permission to use that statement?!

come to think of it...
i'm not that matured anyway...

i have my own tantrums...

of course invisible from the public eyes...

i have my own childish desires...

like random trips to McD for my fav sundae cone...
and the all-so sinful fries...

or

the ever-so tasty waffles with strawberry jam with ice-cream...

i have my own childish hobbies as well...

sailormoon and mangas...
that's just the surface of the HUGE ice-berg...

not to mention my love-for-all cute things...

is this being immature?!
or is this just my personality?!

what defines maturity?!

is it the ability to earn your own income?!
or the ability to be independent?!

so what defines immaturity then?!

not being able to let go the past?!
worried about stuff that are just too petty in life?!

like i've said...
maturity is so overrated...
if it were me...
i would say...

" realizing that you are immature is maturity itself "


sotheverydeep - ly OUT bitches!!!

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..
snsd - one year later
snsd - boyfriend