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i know i haven't been a good blogger lately...

( blame it on my sheer exhaustion from rehearsals... )

but i have been documenting my journey in KAKI BLUE...
pictures and videos...
it's awesome...
will compile everything later...

ok lets get on with business...

recently, my self-esteem or you can say bitchy confidence took a hard hit...
suddenly, without warning...
i'm not sure what was the trigger nor the reason
but the levels went down quite a bit...
i realized it was low yesterday...

also, i realized that i think a lot when i'm in a car...
my thoughts will just go all hay-wire
physically i'm there but mentally, i'm way beyond the rainbow...

anyhow...
yea...
pretty low...

dyamnn it...

fabulicious paul will not let this happen

*snap*

it's so NOT fabulous

*snap*

we are all fabulicious-ly fabulous

*snap*

dyamnnn right...

xD

random much...
wahahhahahahhahahahahhahaha !!!

opening night in two days time...
and as you guessed it...
butterflies are manifesting themselves slowly but rapidly in me stomach...

can't wait to shine in front of an audiences...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!