..::|| proper... ||::..

i know i haven't been a good blogger lately...

( blame it on my sheer exhaustion from rehearsals... )

but i have been documenting my journey in KAKI BLUE...
pictures and videos...
it's awesome...
will compile everything later...

ok lets get on with business...

recently, my self-esteem or you can say bitchy confidence took a hard hit...
suddenly, without warning...
i'm not sure what was the trigger nor the reason
but the levels went down quite a bit...
i realized it was low yesterday...

also, i realized that i think a lot when i'm in a car...
my thoughts will just go all hay-wire
physically i'm there but mentally, i'm way beyond the rainbow...

anyhow...
yea...
pretty low...

dyamnn it...

fabulicious paul will not let this happen

*snap*

it's so NOT fabulous

*snap*

we are all fabulicious-ly fabulous

*snap*

dyamnnn right...

xD

random much...
wahahhahahahhahahahahhahaha !!!

opening night in two days time...
and as you guessed it...
butterflies are manifesting themselves slowly but rapidly in me stomach...

can't wait to shine in front of an audiences...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..::|| a trip down memory lane ||::..

just came back from Jack's place...
we had another party...
ok not really a party...
more like a micro-mini-party-sorta-makan-makan time...
ya...
anyhow...
i was just googling my nickname for fun and guess wat i stumbled across...
my first blog!!!
i'm serious...
i've totally forgotten about it and i still remembered i was in form 5 during highschool when i first create it...
OMfab...
it's like flipping through the pages of history...

it was kinda freaky i have to admit...
and i have to say...
dyamnnn...
i can really write...
i mean wrote...
past tense...
now my grammar and vocab is completely cacat-ed...

anyhow...

here is my first ever post...

xD

First Timer

Hey yo, this is the first time i ever have a blog so any suggestion or comments is totally welcome yah.

Okay, here is a little more detail about myself. I'm a 17 years old teenager still searching his own personal image and identity. I want to clarify one thing. I dun consider myself as religious, i'm more like a faithful follower. Anyway not praising myself or anything, i'm kinda love to socialise with people, no matter who and what you are. As long as i can interact with you and that person can respond to me. Trust me, you dun want to talk to a person where all they do is just stare at you and say nothing. I live in Malaysia which is above Singapore which is in the south east Asia ( for those who dun know ) This country is the best among the best. Beautiful islands and mouth-watering food, it is truly asia. Also Malaysia has everything you can find anywhere else in the world cause we are famous for our copy-cat skill ( btw, that's a compliment to all 'org kampung' out there ). Humble and care for others is my gifts. I just love to help others until it is ridiculous. Here a story where i was taunt for my stupidity.

During my 4th year in highschool, we are require to do a project about some statistic in our class. Rumour has it that this project will affect our major exams result ( till now the rumour is not proven yet ) So i gather with my other two not-so-but-still lazy friends and start doing it. It looks like the project is going to finish any moment till we all just wasted all the precious time doing nothing if you know what i mean. So all we did was onli 10% of the whole project. I was so frustrated and loss hope. So i decided to finish it myself. One of my very-lazy-still-have-the-looks-of-a-taiwanese-star friend didn't care about the project. I was worried bout him cause i treat him as my best friend which i was onli 'tepuk tangan sebelah shj' as in friendship, not relationship yah. ( thats another story ) So me and my really-stupid-kind-heart-but-yet-still-there self came out and make another copy for him so that he won't fail his exams.

Now when i look back, it was really stupid of me. Well as i say, i can be used by anyone anytime anywhere. Dun you guys out there think you can do the same thing cause me have precauntious already.[ btw forgive me for all the wrong spelling cause again my granmar sometimes cacat one ] That is all i can type right now. I will make sure i always update the latest adventure of me life so that everyone in the world can make fun of me. - pAuL -


my goodness...
crazy right?!
lol...
there were only two post there...
so yea...

i'm tired...
gonna call it a night ya'll

readytobesweptoffmyfeet - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| second attempt ||::..

i woke up this morning
and out of random

( and bored partially )

i finally completed a dance cover for my fav girl band ever...


SNSD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


awesome-ness!!!
finally after months of practicing and viewing their performances and researching countless videos...
i finally manage to nail down all the choreography for their newest single...

tell me your wish (genie)

awesome-ness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and this is the dance cover i've uploaded onto youtube...
be gentle with the critics bitches...


xD

..::|| laziness brings out the most creative ways... ||::..

i'm too lazy to type all my thoughts
and so decided to make a video instead...
ya'll know i love to talk right?!
muahahahahhahahahahhaha...



tell what ya'll think of this new format of blogging ya...
and if the respond is good...
i shall do more of it in the future...

gonnagoandsleepnow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| vow i made to myself... ||::..

I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER
F***ING STEP MY FABULOUS FOOT INTO A CLUB ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..::|| major sweatness... ||::..

went out for dinner just now...
and we went to a restaurant where me mum is a very good friend to the cook...
one moment she's the customer...
next thing i know
she was in the restaurant's kitchen cutting a fish...

= . = "

apparently from what i heard...
someone gave her a free fish and she decided to help prepared it... so to say...
and yea...
i was having the "wat-the" moment...
and then i thought to myself...
this is such a blogging material...
haha...
yea...

the fish was awesome-ly fresh!!!
so yup...
it was an awesome dinner...

my mum never cease to amaze me...

^ ^

sarangae!!!

|| yup, she's there... cutting the fish... ||

reallygoingtosleepnow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| sweet sweet scoop of freedom ||::..

|| my legs are getting uglier... xS ||

yes...
once again...
i'm licking off the sweet taste of freedom...
its so yummy i will never get tired of the taste...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

( for those who don't have a clue what i'm talking about... think exams, think last paper... now think free time... )

yesterday, me gurls and yours truly went to the river of money...
aka sg. weng for some shopping...
but my wallet was anorexically thin...
and so that prevented me from any major spenditure...
sigh...
need my retail therapy...

anyhow,
we went to sg. weng and i don't know how to put this...
but that place give me a sense of familiarity...
which is weird cause the number of times i've been there is countable with one hand...

( i think the sentence above is granmatically wrong... )

but somehow, i felt sorta, well you can say
belonged or homey...
hmmm...

so we walked around and bought some knitting stuff...

( yea, they wanted to learn how to knit and i was suppose to teach em'... the irony is too obvious... )

went to this place where their food was alright...
after our lunch... we started our mini knitting class...
and gossipped away...

so you can imagine the entire scenario where two of us are knitting...
and we're chit-chatting gossip-style...

( total grandma... )

after that we went to
Low Yat...

( is that how you spell it?! )

cause my gurl wanted to check out some laptops...
and instantly
i became a computer geek...
telling her what to look for
what is what...
i even gave a very useful illustration on how RAMs, hard-disk, and processors worked...

" a RAM is like a desk where you do your work on...
hard-disk are the cabinet files that you store your work in...
and processors are the person whose is doing the work..."

pretty good i may say...

xD

( geek )

after that it was time for moi to go to rehearsal...
thankfully, the journey was relatively alright...

and the best part was that it was drizzingly slightly when i reached the station...
so i took out my mini umbrella and started walking towards KLPac...
totally enjoying the moment...
i would have just walked in the rain instead but because i was wearing a white tee and the bag i'm carrying will fade... so yea...
don't wanna ruin that t-shirt...

oh yea...
almost forgot...
the day before...
right after my final paper...
i went straight to KLPac...
and arrived around 4.00 pm...
it was the earliest i've been there before rehearsals...
and since i don't have to study for anything anymore...
i spend the entire time doing what i've always wanted to do...
hanged out with fishies, duckies, and tortoises...
it was so awesome!!!

i was feeding them crackers...
and then i read my book

( for one more day by Mitch Albom )

by the lake...
and the entire thing was just so relaxing and so...
erm...
that's a word for it...
so...
err...

nvm...
yea...
and that's how i spend the entire afternoon before the others came...

awesome right?!
anyway...
tomorrow is photoshoot for the program book...
we have to think of three poses to do and i've decided to do jumping shots...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

calling it a night...

needtofeedmywallettomorrow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| food for my ears ||::..
britney spears - radar
rihanna - te amo
craig david - insomnia
wheesung - insomnia

|| loving it !!! ||

..::|| sleepy head... ||::..

yesterday, my sheer exhaustion caught up with moi...
i knock out cold from like around 10.00 pm till the next morning...
of course mini wakes up in between to check on my lappie...
and to think that i have a final paper on Thurs...
which is tomorrow...
i can't wait for it to finish...
like seriously...

sweet freedom...
i can only taste and lick ya...

anyhow...

on Tue we had our press conference on the musical...
got loads of pics...
hehe...
but too lazy to upload now...
promise will do it after my finals ok?!

sigh...
feeling a bit hungry...
gonna eat some thing before calling it a night...

=)

hugeflowingriverofnile - ly OUT bitches...

ps : wahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahah!!! to understand my latest OUT-line... you have to ask me personally... or i'll just blog about it later... xD

..::|| impact of technologies ||::..

i have never fully grasped the full impact of technologies until today...

i've just realize that technologies have become so much apart of our life that it's almost scary to think how much we are dependent on them...

can you imagine what our entire world will do if one day technologies just disappear?!

anyhow...

today i wanted to print some stuff...
but the files are in my laptop...
so the "normal" way is to transfer the files to a thumbdrive and then transfer em' to the computer and print it out...
but genius like me...

( more like lazy bones... )

decided that it's troublesome...
and so i attached em' to my email and sent them to myself...

( you can do that apparently... )

was going to then...
my bro was using the com...
and genius me have another brain blast...
hehe...

why not send to my bro's email and ask him to print it out instead...

AWESOME!!!

and that's not all...
i was in my room right...
and lazy to go out...
so i shouted his name...

then decided...
you know wat...
why not MSN him instead?!

and so i did...

i tell you...
while MSN-ing him...
it hit me...
although we are IN the SAME house, only a few feets apart...
i have to use MSN to communicate with him instead of the old-fashion face-to-face communication...

yup...

awesome-ly weird right?!

haha...

wishmeluckforfinalstomorrow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| in awe... ||::..

today my sweet sweet SWEET friend invited moi to this show in

Malaysian Philharmonic

and it was awesome!!!
like seriously

awesome!!!

i've always wanted to take a trip there ever since i've heard of it
and of course, i've always have a major interest in orchestra...
and so...
today i'm finally not a Philharmonic virgin!!!

dyamnnnnn!!!

the conductor was Bernard Labadie
and a special appearance by world class soprano Emma Bell

i've never been to an orchestra show or anything like it before
so you can only imagine my excitement
i'm like a kid in a music candy shop...

apparently, the cheap seats are right in front...
i've always thought that the nearer you are to the stage...
the more pricey the seats are...
but yea...
the further you are from the stage...
the better the view apparently...
but to me...
i love the front seats...
cause i'm like mesmerize by the orchestra...
seriously...
my eyes were like being so greedy...
trying to capture everything in...
but sadly...
they don't allow any photographing in the hall...
so yea...

all i can say is that the hall was breath-taking...
and the sound coming from the orchestra...
it seems like the hall aid in making the music more beautiful as it is...

and don't get me started with the soprano singer...
she was awesome-ly amazing!!!
i mean the very first time i experienced live opera...
and it was awesome!!!
her voice was filled with emotions and very story-like telling kinda thing...
and her facial expression was telling a story as well...

for a art noob like myself...
i actually understand the message she was trying to convey...
it was that good...
dyamnnn...
and i think that she was so into the performance
that she actually have tears in her eyes...
like seriously...

*clap clap clap*

this is only the beginning...
i think i will be a very faithful patrons in the future...
hehe...
awesome!!!

loving it!!!

tonight was awesome...
worth the effort and all...
gonna so again soon...

and guess who i bump into while coming out from the hall...

Tracy!!!
she was with a 17-year old date...

according to her...

= . = "

i didn't know she was into that...
anyhow...
tomorrow not going to rehearsal...
cause finals is on Monday...

X(

can't believe it's already finals...
gonna work!!!

ush ush!!!

gambatei!!!

fighting!!!

stillcanhearthestringsplaying - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| not much... ||::..

i won't be able to update as much these few days
cause my finals are on Monday and
i'm goona try and cram in as much as possible la...
not that it will make any difference

( choi!!! )

wish the exams would finish faster
so that i can finally enjoy the rehearsal without
a freaking book in my face all the time...

i'm serious
if you were to crash the rehearsal hor...
you will see me deep in my notes or books
try to get some revision done
and the worst part is that
during those free moments we have in rehearsals
that's when the bonding happens...
and i'm missing out so much...

*sob*

it's ok...
thurs i shall be absolutely free!!!

anyhow
just came back from rehearsals
again...
tired as usual
but still gonna do some last minute studying...
and kill my brain off...
well, at least tomorrow i'm going to a special event...
an event that i have to dress up for...
hmmm... finally i can wear that vest with that orange striped shirt...

fabulicious-ness!!!

gonna cam-whore

( note to self, charge batteries... )

hmmm...
what else...

oh yea...
i heard people are getting sick at an alarming rate...
take good care ya'll
drink more 100 plus

( i'm serious... it helps... )

and increase the vitamin C intake...

gambatei!!!

fighting!!!

dyamnn, i hate this migraine i'm having...
is it migraine or is it just a headache?!

*scratching head... literally...*

oh well... shall stop here now...
hope you guys have a great weekend ya'll

takegoodcareya - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
super junior - it's you

|| i saw a huge beetle today!!! ||

..::|| weird-ness... ||::..

( nothing to update but more like just posting some awkward, funny and just plain weird stuff )

ok, earlier this week
monday to be exact...
the presentation for MCH 101 ( short for mass communication 101 ) begins...
and so all the groups that were suppose to present on that day
dressed up like nonsense...
i mean formally la...
of course, urs truly as fabulous as ever...
came fashionably late...

xD

not on purpose one ok...

anyhow...

one by one all the groups present their stuff...
and i was kinda surprise by the attendance and all...
cause usually this is the time where people just skipped class and stuff...
but more than 80% of all the people came you know...

salute...

but right...
everytime a presentation finish...
someone turns to leave you know...
like a bit the rude right?!

and so, after this one group finishes their presentation
i thought there's no more already...
mana tahu
one last group wanted to present...
but by that time right...
almost like 99.99 % of the entire class left already...
left like around err...
less than seven of us lo...

i mean it was so awkward and rude but funny...
i pity the group man...

|| our lecturer listening attentively... and yea, there's only two girls sitting on that side of the room... ||

|| two more sitting right in front of moi... and one guy sitting on the far left... ||

|| two more other girls sitting behind moi... yea... that's it... ||

so i totally understand what they were feeling ( as in the presenting group ) at that time...
but then again i might be wrong and that they are actually glad that no one was there...
cause you know... less people... less tension...
something like that...

major awkward...

moving on...

today was another rehearsal day for moi...
was in the bus on my way to KLPac
( the entire freaking journey took moi one and half hour... )

i've always wanted to share the crowdiness in the bus with ya'll
and today i manage to capture a glimpse of what peak hours for public transportation in KL looks like...

|| it doesn't look like too crowded in pics but let me tell you... it WAS really THAT crowded ok... like butt-to-butt sorta thing... ||

and the whole time i was hoping that the bus driver will break suddenly and stuff cause just to see what kind of effect it has...

xD

i'm mean...

of course, yours truly has a not-so-comfortable seat but still grateful to be sitting rather than being squish...

and when i finally reach KL sentral...
i took my time walking towards the train station...
and so, chilling and bought my ticket...
i'm surprise that the line at the counter was not as crowded as i expected it to be...
and so i went to the designated platform for the trains...
and was totally in shock of the line for the RAWANG connection...

i mean i knows it's peak hour and EVERYONE wants to go home but to be THAT crowded is just...
amazing...

the people was even over flowing to the next platform...
like seriously...
i was so fascinated by the amount of people there and can't wait to see how they are going to "mount" the train later...

and when the train came...
it's war time...

|| this is when the train arrived and people are going out of the train... yea... i know... amazing isn't it... ||

luckily the SENTUL connection is not as popular as the others and so the platform was relatively empty... but when the train arrived...
people just kept coming out of the train...
as thought it's a vortex from another dimension...

finally i boarded that train and sitting comfortably at the seat...
chilling and SS-ing myself...

xD

lastly...
and this one is the queen of all weird-ness

( yes, it's queen... not king... )

Mr. straight-acting-but-in-fact-a-born-bitch-with-green-braces-and-an-anorexic-freak
told me this...

he said that the other day...
he was in a certain-shopping-mall
and nature was calling la...
so he went in and saw this guy at the urinal stand...
so whatever la...
he went into the cubicle and did his business...
but by the time he came out...
the guy was still at the urinal stand...
and so he was wondering what is taking this guy so long to pee...

mana tahu...
he was NOT peeing...
he was actually...

*censored*

( faham faham je la ye... )

and he sms-ed me straight away ( no pun intended )

you can only imagine my facial expression was at that time...

imagine this...

O . 0 "

times a million...

yea... i know...
who does that right?!
don't you have ur own room or something
and what got you so turn on that you need to do it right there and then?!

yea...
i will never go to THAT particular toilet anymore...



brainisfullofstats - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
snsd - etude