..::|| a busy, crowded, totally hot christmas... ||::..

*greetings from ur fav eccentric geek...
i have return from the land of the ...*


oh wats up with the sudden geeky-star-wars like accent...


let me start again...


sutalabibo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




hahaha...


just came back from Singapore and it was fabulicious!!!
went there for Christmas with the entire family...
ate like there is no tomorrow...
didn't shop much... oh well... at least i have money to buy that ubber-ly comfy sweater from sg. wang... hehehe
i did took loads of pics but i left my camera in my uncle's car in Singapore... stupid paul...

but i'm gonna grab and steal some pics form sue lynn instead cause we took most of the pics in this trip from her camera instead... pro one ok... dyamnnn nice one la...

so yup...





and OH!!!

i found out that my aunts and couz read my blog...
*sob*
i know that this is a public blog and that people would eventually read some of the crap i post but i never actually like really REALLY thought that people read this!!!

i mean, if like you just drop by and say "hi" on the chat box on ur right screen there... i would literally freak!!!
seriously!!!

(btw... big shout out to sue lynn, kim, nat and my dearest kat and rose koko... can't believe you guys read my blog...)


yup yup yup...


now i have to think where to celebrate new year...


feel like going somewhere super crowded with loads of strangers and allowing ur feet being abuse by them... let me think...























*still thinking*
















*staring into oblivion*












dot dot dot...



Paul Wong... stillthinking-ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
lady gaga - just dance

..::|| why me?! ||::..

hmmm... interesting title isn't it?!
well, i remember ever so clearly i wrote a post on my secret crush in college like last year... it was hilarious and stupid...
times when we were young and free...

those were the times where crushes and puppy love dominates our Emotional Resources Center in our brain...
you might think that once you hit the big 20 , all these things will be a thing of the past and it doesn't register anymore in our so-called-more-sophisticated-and-matured brain...

siapa cakap!!!

i'm one of those idiots that look mature on the out side but damn soft and super childish and totally still an adolescent in the inside...

yes... that's it... i'm admitting that i still do have crushes...

but checking out guys while walking down the streets and you know... the double-take-look stuff are so not consider as crushes... its call...

"cuci mata"

super popular with my bitches... Dyammnn

anyway... back to the story... yes, my type of crushes always starts out very slow...
slow as in begins with the

"oh, he's cute..."

then it progresses to

"wonder he wanna go out..."

and of course

"why is he not like msn-ning me?!"

and lets not forget

"i wonder he likes me or not... "


pathetic, yes... avoidable, not a chance...

who am i crushing on right now?! i would love to upload pictures and stuff but because it does involve the other party, i shall respect his privacy and NOT reveal him... although its kinda fun this way right... make you guess who in the world is this mysterious dude...

but some of you probably know, or guessed correctly... yes, its him... no doubt...

usually, crushes come and go... cause i'll give up pretty fast... you know... we need to explore all the options baby!!! =P

but he is the first ever guy i ever asked out and not to be exclusive or anything... (not that i have to try... XD) i don't usual ask a person out cause you know, it will be embrassing if like they turn you down and stuff... and of course i wanna know for sure they are interested in me... hehehe

But fortunately he agree to watch a movie with moi, we had a great time.. or at least i think we did...
sigh...

i hate this...
this feeling of uncertainty and total insecurity...
stupid feelings...
i feel like a stupid fool in front of him...
i feel like a stupid fool chasing after something that i know for sure i would not be able to reach...

why the sudden emo-ness and topic?!
we sorta didn't communicate for a week... main reasons because most of the conversation, if not ALL the conversations are initiated by moi and typical after a day or two i will stop and just let go... try not to force stuff you know...

but well, like i said... its different...

then i sorta read one of the friend's blog ( blame my boring social life... i'm the scary, pathetic stalker that read people's blog and like you know... feels more pathetic la...)

he was mentioning about the movies and makan outing and stuff... and he was there...
i kinda felt like... you know... jealous... pathetic... i guess i should change the title of this post to


..::|| the pathetic life of paul ||::..


that would suit this better... sigh...
can you spell desperate and totally pathetic much!!!





urgh!!!




another emo post...
stupid emo...



Paul Wong... thiscrushwon'tbegoingaway-ly OUT

ps : yes, i took it from david archuleta...

pss : and no, we didn't hang out ever since that day... tried too... but somehow just unable to hang out...

psss : and duh, i am talking about a GUY...


..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
HSM 3 senior year - can i have this dance

..::|| i'm getting fat... ||::..

yes people... i AM getting fat... or at least i think i am...
cause i have been eating like a lot... seriously... A LOT!!!
i feel so like fat and bloated...
let me tell you what went down my throat, passed thru my stomach and to my thighs and belly...
let me start from friday...
the journey down the "river money"
(translate literally to BM)

*******************************************************
FRIDAY

after like weeks of planning... the shopping spree-cum-therapy with vince finally came to be as we decided not gonna wait anymore since Christmas is around the corner and new year is approaching... i need some new wardrobe...
so anyway, we met in central and took a monorail to hang tuah, went down the station and walked to times square...
the walk would be enjoyable if it's wasn't for the hot blaring sun and the polluting vehicles...
we arrive and i realise i haven't eaten anything yet... i felt so like thin at that moment so... told vince maybe grab something light and start our retail therapy...

it sorta have been like SUPER LONG since i've walked in BTS (Berjaya Times Square) and it was wow... totally different crowd like seriously... i mean i'm so used to curve and one u that sorta in a culture shock... ( sigh, i can get culture shock by just hanging in a different mall... pathetic-ness)
i guess its because the crowd in one u and curve are majorly like quite casual and not really THAT extreme in their dressing BUT in times square and the area surrounds that area... like totally speechless... =P ( no offense to all )

i mean like wow... i felt like a total fish-out-of-the-water sorta way... =S

so we walked around and decided that you know, might as well go to sg. wang and just shop there cause that's our main destination anyway... so off we go...

we end up spending like almost 1 hour just walking around aimlessly searching for this shop that vince's bro like wanted something from... ( dyamnn, i'm sure there is something wrong with the grammar in this sentence...)

i told vince that i'm my feet was killing me already and he sorta confesses the same thing...

*sweat*

Neway, i gave up trying to find THE shop that has like ridiculous discount and settle for this shop on the 3rd floor and it was pretty cool... saw this amazing black v-neck top and totally fell in love with it... then walked around some more and saw this amazing sweater like hand knitted and it was kinda of budjet but it was like really REALLY comfortable to the max and the best thing is that the sleeves are like over the top long so it literally covers ur entire arm... SWEET!!!

the shopping ball finally got rolling and vince finally decided to spend some money... on a pair of balet-for-guys shoe... i mean those type la... he totally pulled it off...

i was looking for scarfs, skinny tie, and cardigans but most of the thing there was sorta out of budjet for me as i didn't expected it...

so in the end i found this small stall that sells ties and scarfs, end up buying this white scarfs and a black skinny tie...

so all in all i bought...

black v-neck top : RM 28
black skinny tie : RM 19.90
white-creamish scarfs : RM 19.90

total : RM 67.80 ( dyamnn, 6-7-8... )


(thats not the black top i bought... its from tesco and its hush puppies... damn comfortable la...)

then went back to times square and vince again after much contemplating he finally decided to buy a pair of skinny jean...

and finally ate something... yes people... i didn't consume anything the entire time we were hunting for goods...

we went to "Gasoline"... very hong-kong-style-cafes and i love the miny cubicles seats... its fabulicious!!!


yummy fillet chicken salad rice sets... with raisins and a yummy sticky whitish sauce... ( sounds darah-ly wrong la...)


and i ordered this HUGE and i really mean HUGE glass... no... jar of longan drink... it was really satisfying man...

*******************************************************
SATURDAY

my dear old haggy... ( ok i shall explain this once and for all... it was said that all "to-the-left-to-the-left" people will have a girl best friend... which is called a "fag-hag"... i felt this title was so appropiate to describe my own fag-hag but not to make it TOO obvious... i just gave her the nickname... haggy... BIG SHOUT OUT TO YA~!!! ) asked me to hang out at her house to copy some movies and shows la... so i thought to myself... i'm free as a bird... might as well...

again... i only ate like a small-really-tiny bowl of noodle and some curry... super light...
then off i went to her house and just hanging around and i wanted to eat something desert-ish, sweet-ish, and tea-ish...
and a sudden craving for the hot banana pancake nearby her house...

after copying everything i want... we went there... with rajiv... hahaha... super funny and totally like... FINE!!! *snapping fingers three times from left to right*

=P

this is wat we ordered...

~ hot banana pancakes ~
~ raisin scones with butter, strawberry jam and whipped cream ~
~ shepherd's pie ~
~ hot blueberry creamed combo ~
(the last one i'm not so sure as in i forgot the name but its something like bread pudding in a pool of creamy cream but its not exaclty bread pudding... )

silly rajiv and his fav hot banana pancake... he totally like ate half of it and me being the "self-less-totally generous" dude... gagahahahaha... offered him the last piece of the wonderfully creamy bite...


the scones and all its wonderful toppings... and on the far end of the right is the almost finish shepherd's pie...

we chatted and chatted and chatted...

*******************************************************
yup... and not to mention i have been going supper two nights in a row with my family...

Now tell me... am i'm fat?!

*NO UR NOT DUMB DUMB!!!*

ok ok fine... i admit i didn't eat THAT MUCH but still..
maybe i should really consider becoming a anaeroxic-ish person.................





















NOT!!!




hahahhahahahahahhahahahahhahahahhahahahahha




Au Revoir...




Paul Wong... lovingfoodandwhocaresaboutgainingweight-ly OUT!!!



ps : those specs keep falling off... traces of oil at the nose piece... is that wat you call it?! or maybe my head is too small compare to my dad... hahahahhahahahha... XD

..::|| love between the lion and the lamb... ||::..

ok... no offense to all twilight fans out there but initial before the movie came out and like i heard from my couz a bout this book on teenage vampires love story...
i was thinking in my mind, what is so interesting about vampires and their love life...
then when the world is going all crazy about the movie before it release... i was thinking great... another franchise made big... harry-potter-mania anyone?!

when i was (yes people... was... cause i'm official no longer a borders staff...) working in borders, almost 60% of the customer that inquire at the info counter was looking for non other than... Twilight...



I mean seriously, wat is so interesting about it?!
I kinda like told myself i shall not read nor watch nor care about this cause... i don't know... its too popular... lol... weird reasons...

then my dear haggy ajak me to go out for a movie and guess wat she suggested... TWILIGHT!!!
i was like... ok... guess i can't run away can't i.. might as well just see wats all the hype about...

i expected it to be like horror and like really plotless storyline and loads of action and blood sucking scenes... (typical stereotaiping me...) guess i was totally wrong about the movie...

It was not what i thought it was... in fact... (can't believe i'm actually saying this out loud on my blog...) i kinda like it...

there you have it... after much comments and no-reasons criticizing... i admit it... i like twilight... so much so that i might even go and buy the books and read it for myself... sigh... such a typical paul... the same thing happen with LOTR (stands for lord of the rings)... don't like it when the first movie came out but when i watch the second one... i became a fanatic...

anyway... back to twilight... all i can say is that... if ur expecting like blood and gory and super action pack kinda movie... be dissapointed... cause the thing that i like about this movie is that its super like romantic and it tells the tale of forbidden love... which is a very very attractive plot if you ask me...

my fav part of the movie was when they are dancing in the small shelter and when bella wanted to become a vampire but edward don't want to bite her... it was such a... AAaawwwwww moment... for me... hahahahhaha...

anyhoo... i'm getting the dvd and even the books... hahaha... when i like something... i'll just go for it... but then again... i probably wait a month or two before buying the books cause i know everyone and i mean EVERYONE is buying it... so most likely its out of stock and kinda expensive... just gonna wait till the hype dies down before i move in... hahahhahahaha... weird choice of words i may say...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
twilight soundtrack - bella's lullaby

..::|| sacrifices... ||::..

totally random and sudden emo post...

deal with it...

Yesterday, had a major argument with me dad out of the blue... probably because we hadn't had like a major drama moment la... so yup... anyway

it started out when me dad ask me to give some money to me brother as in like some pocket money la since i got my salary already...

Cut long story short, i said like can you guys like chillax first... i haven't even enjoy it yet you guys are like demanding for it already... like seriously...

me mom wants Rm 200 and dad the same... then like there's christmas shopping and not to mention my own like retail therapy... so yea, lets just say my salary doesn't have the capacity to support much...

then me dad said that i'm selfish and stuff... i was kinda shock and a bit insulted in a way... sorta... so yesterday night didn't end well...

Then this morning started with a few silent greets and small conversations... then after church and during lunch... the awkwardness sorta lifted and we started talking again...

it's kinda ok already now as in like he's not giving the silent treatment... which is good la...

then me dad and bro rented like this singapore movie called

"Money no enough II"

such a tear-jerker movie man... so many scenes that can seriously make you cry like a fountain... although there is this one particular scene which totally like slap me in the face and like major wake up call la...

so... how does this movie and the argument i had with my dad have in common?

It make me evaluate again my values towards my family...

Although i had a revelation about the way i felt about my family before... this is a totally different revelation...

It taught me that how much my family have sacrifice their lives to raise my brothers and myself up...

the meals they have to give up just so i can have a brand new game station

the clothes they never get to buy because i want a better looking top

the KFC crisspy skins they save for me to enjoy

the ice-cream they always love to eat but gave me instead

the money for their own enjoyment yet gave it to me just so i can go out with my friends

and will i do the same for them when they are old?!
when they are incapable of taking care of themselves?!
when they can't go to toilet without any assistance?!
when they have to be in constant care 24/7?!

Will i send them to the old folks home?
will i hire maid to take care of them?
will i give half of my salary just so they can enjoy the life they sacrificed away?

What will i do?!

I realise that the argument i had with my dad was not completely random... it was a major wake up call for me as i was having this thought that the salary in my bank account was all my own... in fact not even half of it i deserve it...

So what should i do with it?!

- Belanja my parents and brothers a majorly awesome feast!
- Buy christmas pressie...
>dad = watch @ books
>mom = wine or liqour (i have a drinking kaki! =P)
>alan & alvin = no idea... but i'll think of something...
-and last but not least... retail therapy for myself but if my calculation is correct... most likely i can only afford a scarf... o.O

Oh well... at least others are happy... that's what christmas is all about isn't it?!

Time to give!!!



Paul Wong... totallysortabrokeevenbeforespending-ly OUT!!!

..::|| chocolate craze... ||::..

i have no idea where this came from or where it originate or what tiggers it but somehow, i have been bombarded by cravings and especially, chocolate...

Luscious, dark, creamy and totally rich chocolate...

such a sinful temptation... and yet oh so worth it...

AAHH!!

now i remember, it started when i had this conversation with one of my gurl in borders... we were talking about taking orders in starbucks or something like that...

*the conversation below is just a reenactment... there is a possibility that it might not be as accurate, probably NOT accurate at all to the actual conversation...*

Moi : you know, sometime people who go to starbucks have like super long orders...

Lisha : really?! like wat?

Moi : For example... "i want a mochacino-java-chip-ice-blended-de-caf-with-a-little-topping-of-whipped-cream-and-a-sprinkle-of-cinnamon-on-top."

Lisha : then i'll answer like this "so its coffee for you sir?"

Moi : *sweat*

*as i've mentioned before, its not the exact words but you get the idea...*

so, i think that is where my craving for chocolate begins... because i remember having that conversation and then seriously wanted a mochacino java chip, then went home and wanted a moist chocolate cake which somehow, me dad read my mind and bought like two slices of chocolate cake and two tiramisu!!! Yummy-ness!!!

but my craving didn't stop there... it went on to chocolate brownie, kindo bueno, and ice-cream and cookies... wait... i didn't crave for ice-cream and cookie... crap... now that i mentioned it... i'm craving for it... crap crap crap...

Alan-the-emo-boy-wannabe : You ah are like a pregnant lady...

Moi : Oh shuddup...

Yup, i do have the cravings of a pregnant lady...

I just realise something... my entire post this time talks nothing but crap... and for those who actually read the whole post... congrats!!!

Thank you from the bottom of my stomach for teman-ning me wasting the 10 minutes-or-less-depends-on-how-long-it-takes-to-read-this-post of ur life...

Thank you!!!

Paul Wong... kokolate-ly OUT

..::|| three more days... ||::..

don't you just wonder what i meant by three more days?!
it means i'm gonna be resigning in three days
No more shelving / alphaing books...
No more pantri hanging out moments...
No more store-closing-paging-war between retards...

Honestly saying... i'm gonna miss the whole entire thing...
I never thought that it would actually become part of me... thats a surprising fact actually...
Like i only started working like last month and so much so it became such a part of myself that now that i'm gonna leave soon, i'm already missing it... =(

sob sob...

For those who haven't been reading my blog... which is like so punishable by the law of fabulicious-ness... hahaha... dyammnn...

anyway, yup... its official... i think, Sunday is my last day in borders... sigh... gonna miss them all... but then again... quite a number of the crazy homosapiens i met there has already left... which is like wat the right?!

So yea... preparing myself mentally, physically, emotionally, and fabulously... hehe... i love this word la... FABULICIOUS!!!

anyway... today was my off day... nothing much happen... hanging around in the house... donig nothing other than doing chores... yadda yadda...

then went out for dinner with the CF gang... the occasion?! A thanksgiving dinner with Ms. A
and she freaking paid for the entire dinner!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH MISS A!!!

BIG GIGANTIC SHOUT OUT TO MISS A!!!

Yup, dinner was yummy... had it in Paris... yup you heard me... P-to-the-A-to-the-R-I-S... PARIS...

hehe... its a normal chinese restaurant la... that serve delicious-ness on plates... yum!

then tried to like ajak vince to yam cha but instead... went back home... hmmm... weekends still empty...

I WANT TO GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i sound desperate and pathetic... oh well, they are my middle name...

Paul-Desperado-Pathetic-Wong...

Sounds quite good actually if you pronounce pathetic as PE-TA-TIK... lolness

hmmm... gonna watch ANTM...

OMGosh... just remembered...

ANTM this season is like wat the?!
The futuristic theme is like ok?! but i love the gurls this season... especially Marjorie!!! me fav!!!
she is so european high fashion couture... like dyammnn!!!

And of course Isis... love her/him... hahahahaha

wokie... i'm so totally watching it now!

Loving Marjorie!!!

Au revoir

Paul Wong... fierce-ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
jessica simpson - with you
HSM 3 senior year - can i have this dance
HSM 3 senior year - a night to remember
hilary duff - love just is