..::|| single-licious ||::..

remember the oath i did with fagiselle?!
well, i'm changing it a bit...

I'm giving up the "i want to be in a relationship" once and for all!!!
I'm giving up the hopes of finding THE ONE

I'm sick of always on the look-out for hot stuff
I'm sick of the pursue of unreachable romance

I'm tired of being disappointed
I'm tired of being judged and evaluated
I'm tired of being "scan" all the time

I'm just plain sick and tired of all these

Yes, I'm giving up of all these

I shall be independent
i shall be happy and proud
i shall enjoy life to the max
I shall be more focus on my passion
i shall not even care what people thinks
and i shall totally be FABULOUS in my own freaking way...

I think i just found my new year's resolution... kinda-late i know but still powerful
hehe...
no more eye candy... ok maybe a little... hehe... just for fun...
but that's it!!!
i'm dead serious right now...

i shall embrace my single-ness and not desperately trying to find hot stuff...
i'm single at the moment and dyammnn proud of it...
Life is not gloomy and dark and depressing just because i'm single..,
if THE ONE comes, then he'll come...
If not...
i'm not gonna daydream the entire day wondering what it will be like to be in a relationship... puhleezz... so unf-square...
*snap snap*
F-square talking here!!!

*snap snap*







*more snapping going on*








OUCH!!!



*finger cramp from too much snapping*


ok, that was idiotic...


Paul Wong... proudsingleandfabulicious-ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
alicia keys - superwoman
avril lavigne - the best damn thing
britney spears - stronger
blue ft. stevie wonder - signed, sealed, delivered

..::|| can you feel the love?! ||::..

i still remember the post i did about valentine quite some time ago... and i remember labeling valentine as an "overly commercialise" celebration...
it was and still is today...
i mean seriously... pink love heart shapes every where...
and all the couples on the entire world decide to come out of their hidden secret love nest to declare their love for one another...

jealousy much...

oh well, at least i have my own fun yesterday...
i mean in a none-couple-ish fun...
the day started off pretty slow for me as i still have not finish studying for my mid terms yet...
yup, and the add to the pathetic-ness that is overflowing in my life, i have replacement class in the morning... and guess wat, i woke up late some more... all because i was "rajin" enough to study till like 5 am the night before...

anyway, the class was 10.30 am and i woke up like 10.00...
so being me, i rush like nobody's business... didn't even manage to take my usual-morning shower... rush to the college and surprisingly, i made it just in time...

it was a movie screening class and i finally manage to catch "An Unconvinient Truth"
i find this movie so powerful and totally encourage everyone to watch it... seriously "whoa!!!" that's all i have words to describe this movie...

yup, then i came back and started studying AGAIN...
and went on till my dear sherry sms-ed me and said she's arriving soon to KL...
I was so excited and went out to meet her in curve while waiting for ryan to finish work...

so i still haven't mention wat was my plan for valentine right?!
well, initially, i have no plan, pathetic... yes i know...
then sherry called and ajak me to go clubbing... i was like "YES!!!"
hehe...
yup, and there i was... on my way to marketplace for the very first time in my entire life...
exciting as usual and totally full of hope...
what can i say, i'm a hopeless romance dude that just like everyone else, caught up with the cupid's craze...

we enter the club and first thing i heard was lady gaga and britney spears... i mean "dyamnnn!!!"
so in the groove by then... so we got our drinks and then finish it in no time and hit the dance floor immediatly... dancer instinct

it was crowded like CROWDED!!! and people are constantly moving... i know its a club and people dance and stuff but MOVING as in walking... cutting through the freaking dance floor... such a turn off thing i can tell you that...

anyway, i did dance my arse off that night and sweat the liquid worth of an entire week of cardio off my body... of course dehydration sets in today but it was worth it... xD

i'm so gonna rest and just get myself together again... gonna need it for next week's party right!? =P

Au Revoir...

Fagali... totallyhadfun- ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
david archuleta - a little not over you
britney spears - circus
lady gaga - poker face

..::|| laziness prevails... ||::..

i know it has been like an eternity since i've put words into this blog,
but yea, laziness is such a strong temptations and it usually wins me overs...
ah, the power of procrastination...
hehe...
i've learned that after one month of being a psychology students... although now that i think about it, it has nothing to do with psychology whatsoever...

anyway, updates updates and more updates...

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first of all...
i have mid terms coming up like in 7 more days... OMGosh!!! 7 more days!!!
sigh, i still feel like i've just registered into HELP like yesterday... still trying to adjust to the non-KDU-college feeling though...
well, can't help it since i've studied and walk through the halls of KDU college for two and a half years and almost-practically live there...
sigh, miss those days where i have ubberly long breaks and we used to go karaoke in one U...
now even a trip to the local bakery is a blessing enough...
i'm serious.. the schedule is pack like nonsense and back-to-back classes is a norm...
and another thing i found interesting about HELP students is this,
almost 50 % of the class are usually early... like really REALLY early... i mean like whoa... even if the class are like 8.00 in the morning...
i'm so taken back by this la... o.O
seriously, don't they have a life or something... dyammnn semangated like crazy... hahaha
but in reality, i'm envious... why, because i'm always either reach on the dot or late for about 10 minutes... sigh...

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ok, second of all, i found out something that was really a shocker man...

(ok, before i continue with my updates... something side track a bit, i'm a dude... to-the-left but still a dude, and my raging hormones are uncontrolable in a sense where eye candies are a MUST for me... you know, scanning around looking at hot stuff... hehe... fav pass time, anyway, sometimes i have like a few crushes at one time and this includes celebrities, friends, random people in college and etc etc... so i sorta been having this crush in one of my class lately ever since i've started HELP ok, of course i have not forgotten about my "other" crush as well... shuddup fagiselle... so yea, i can have up to like i dunno, a thousand crushes at one time... hehe... and yet i divide my attention between them equally... xD )

this dude whom i have been like crushing on since the beginning of sem was like you know, typical crush la... then one day i was hanging out with my friends you know and guess what... the friend actually know the crush... i was like "SERIOUSLY!!!"
then then then, it also occur to me and later confirmed it, that my crush speak the same "language" as moi!!! hehe... i mean, like dyammnn... meaning to-the-left la... aiyo
so you can only imagine the excitement in moi at that time!!!
haha

but you know, although we got to hang out a bit that day... as always, i can sense that it was a "tepuk tangan sebelah" kinda feeling like the last one and yup, i shall not even try to pursue it... AGAIN... and the sadest part of the story is that valentines is this weekend and YET AGAIN, i shall spend it couple-less AGAIN...

pathetic...

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third update

fagiselle and moi have a new name already... hehe


ready?!


its called

F - S Q U A R E

the meaning of the word is up to personal interpretation... hehe... shall make it more mysterious... =P

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fourth update

guess who i bump into in college the other day...

RACHEL!!!
the infamous rachel who inspire me to create my blog and also stole some of her blogging ideas... ok not stole... "borrow"... hahahhaha

and boy oh boy was i surprise to see her in college... it has been like several millenium since i've talk to her... seriously...

BUT!!!

she didn't even mentioned about me in her blog also... grrr
see i talk about our sacred reunion here ok... sigh... guess i'm not that important huh?!
*sob* T.T

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lastly (yes, it's a long LONG update post)

my beloved camera is back in my precious possession again!!!
so meaning i shall resume my crowning glory role of cam-whore baby!!!
haha

AND

i will upload some of the pics for Christmas and CNY...
although i have a lot and i serious mean A LOT of them...
i did uploaded them on facebook, so can check it out there... and for those who doesn't have my facebook...
you can of course add me or just visit my blogger united account and my profiles are there and also can just search for my profile on facebook... its pretty obvious one, i think... lol...

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i think this is all i have or left to say...
anyway, will post more when i remember...

au revoir

Paul Wong... myachinglowerbody-ly OUT!!!

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
snsd - dear mom
snsd - gee
snsd - into the new world
snsd - kissing you
david archuleta - a little not over you
mariah carey - touch my body

..::|| laziness... ||::..

i'm so sorry for not updating and leaving this blog so dead...
laziness is spreading its evil contamination all over me... grrr...
anyway, i promise i will update...
and as usual...

THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD!!!

=P