..::|| still keeping my side of the promise... ||::..
when the clock strike 12.00
i bid farewell to 2008 and welcome 2009 with open arms...
and the first resolution i made was this...
"we shall not chase, beg, desperately look for someone, or even put ourselves out there..."
yes, this is the first ever statement i made with "giselle"
(yup, thats vince's girls name... apparently my fag hag and "giselle" felt that i should change my name from Paul to "ALI"... yea i know... wat the right?! )
we decided to make this pack sorta cause 2008 was such a despo year for us... i mean seriously... it was...
nightmares...
so since it's a brand new year, its time for us to be less despo and more pathetic...
ok... that didn't come out right...
but to tell you the truth, i prefer being pathetic than desperate... i mean seriously, pathetic is cool...
gahahahahahaha...
My pathetic-ness is so pathetic it's cool...
sigh... pathetic...
well, what was my point again... oh yea!!!
the reason why i write this post is because erm... well, its kinda hard to like keep the promise la... i mean yes, its good that we are not gonna like look for guys and force ourselves into relationships...
but when you're surrounded by couples everywhere you look, you kinda get jealous a bit and of course the occasional self-pity feeling will leave you feeling pretty sad... as in pathetic-ly sad...
if you guys did follow my blog... yes, i do still have a small crush on him but do i put my hopes up for him?!
i have to say not really, cause i think i know the outcome of that...
instead of being dissapointed ONCE again, might as well i just take the hint that he's totally not interested in me and just leave...
yup, its sorta pathetic to know that all you're other friends are hooking up everywhere and you are left all alone...
I WANT SOMEONE THAT CAN ACCOMPANY ME TO WATCH A ROMANTICALLY-TEAR-JERKER MOVIE AND HOLD HANDS!!!
pathetic...
****************************************************
anyway, i'm still trying to cope with uni as there are seriously SO MANY FREAKING things to do !!!
i think i better take a nap...
tired...
ghahahahahahhahahahahahahhaha
sudden urge to just laugh out loud...
random i know...
pathetic?!
like totally
pretty much la... =P
au revoir
Paul Wong... pathetica-ly OUT
..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
SNSD - gee
DBSK - wrong number
i bid farewell to 2008 and welcome 2009 with open arms...
and the first resolution i made was this...
"we shall not chase, beg, desperately look for someone, or even put ourselves out there..."
yes, this is the first ever statement i made with "giselle"
(yup, thats vince's girls name... apparently my fag hag and "giselle" felt that i should change my name from Paul to "ALI"... yea i know... wat the right?! )
we decided to make this pack sorta cause 2008 was such a despo year for us... i mean seriously... it was...
nightmares...
so since it's a brand new year, its time for us to be less despo and more pathetic...
ok... that didn't come out right...
but to tell you the truth, i prefer being pathetic than desperate... i mean seriously, pathetic is cool...
gahahahahahaha...
My pathetic-ness is so pathetic it's cool...
sigh... pathetic...
well, what was my point again... oh yea!!!
the reason why i write this post is because erm... well, its kinda hard to like keep the promise la... i mean yes, its good that we are not gonna like look for guys and force ourselves into relationships...
but when you're surrounded by couples everywhere you look, you kinda get jealous a bit and of course the occasional self-pity feeling will leave you feeling pretty sad... as in pathetic-ly sad...
if you guys did follow my blog... yes, i do still have a small crush on him but do i put my hopes up for him?!
i have to say not really, cause i think i know the outcome of that...
instead of being dissapointed ONCE again, might as well i just take the hint that he's totally not interested in me and just leave...
yup, its sorta pathetic to know that all you're other friends are hooking up everywhere and you are left all alone...
I WANT SOMEONE THAT CAN ACCOMPANY ME TO WATCH A ROMANTICALLY-TEAR-JERKER MOVIE AND HOLD HANDS!!!
pathetic...
****************************************************
anyway, i'm still trying to cope with uni as there are seriously SO MANY FREAKING things to do !!!
i think i better take a nap...
tired...
ghahahahahahhahahahahahahhaha
sudden urge to just laugh out loud...
random i know...
pathetic?!
like totally
pretty much la... =P
au revoir
Paul Wong... pathetica-ly OUT
..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
SNSD - gee
DBSK - wrong number
interesting choice of graphic representation...
me love this pic!!! =P xoxo
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