sigh...my first emo post...

Yup, you heard me... this is my first emo post...

Well...why i suddenly wanted to do an emo post?! Hahahaha...the ironic thing is that today in college i was hyper and happy and all-bubbly, as i am always...

Well, as everyone who knows me by name and personality... i'm a very bubbly, happy, hyper and lets not forget that i'm alway kinda soft in nature... soft as in not the "hey, i'm a guy, look at my huge biceps" nor "hey, i'm a guy, i don't tlak with my hands all over the place"..you get the point...

Basically is this, i'm not the normal average guy who live up the quote "talks like a man, walks like a man"... especially all my close friends and those in church, they know i love moving my hands a lot when i talk and show all this really stupid faces and making funny voices... some how... i don't know why, my friends in college....actually two of my kinda-closest friends in college, preceive it as gay... so they were telling me that, "please dun act like you're so gay" kinda thing... at first it was a bit shocking la cause no one in church sayd that about me... maybe because you guys are so kinda and "sopan" la....

So i kinda ignore it and maybe change a bit... everything goe snormally till today... i was talking with my friend and was acting super the childish kinda thing... me being really playful and all... and then suddenly, another friend of mine ( both of them are quite close, so i guess they tell each other everything?! besides, that's another whole story...) sms me and said that i was embarressing him just now... for a while i was quite taken back but then the statement hit rock bottom... i feel insulted and offended by that... i was damn PISS!!!!

First thing was that, he didn't confront me about it... another thing was that, how dare he said i'm embarssing when it is your own choice to tlak to me and hang with me... so i was really angry this evening when i reach home... i was really controlling myself and not letting me blowing up at everyone cause i just don't want to... so i ate dinner and went to take a nap...

So this is the issue here, it makes me think about who are your friends... let me rephase that, who are you TRUE friends... i know that and my dad always reminded me of this, that true friends are those who accept you for who you are and not trying to change you for what they want you to be... those friends who try to change you are not worth your time at all... i was thinking about this over and over again... then i realise that these two so-called kinda-close friends of mine are not really my friends after all... for they try to change me for who i really am.. which is bubbly, happy, childish, hyper... not to mention moments of bitchiness... so it really makes me evaluate them as individuals in my life...

Sometimes it hurts to think like this because you really like them but then again, if they can't live with who you are as a person, then they are not worth your time at all... let it pass and maybe something even more wonderful will come along... sigh... i will still give them another chance to see whether will they say anything else.. and if they do... lets just say that they have help me make my decisions...

And oh, one more thing, you might argue that friends will help you change for the better, tell me, if i change my ways of talking and moving and all those who makes me paul as in paul wong... will i still be paul or will i be "the paul wong you want me to be..."

i guess that's it for my so-called emo post for now... maybe i'll post another later... fun la being emo...lolz

Paul Wong..emo-ly OUT...

hey hey hey!!!!

Wassup people!!!!

HAhaah.... first and foremost, wanna make a huge shout out to kenny and marvin... welcome to my blog... =)

After so many pic post, i decided to do a word post pula... so long never hear my voice already... hahaha

so, wats going on with my life... nothing much, some drama but those are like really stpupid drama, uhm... wat else, nothing much... lol... wanted to do a word post but nothing to say...lol to all my lolz...

anyway, just found out that Paris Hilton a.k.a. the-heirress-to-the-hilton-empire princess... or dangerous-driver... hahaha....it was said that cameras and a lot of reporters flooded the gates of the prison to welcome back Paris... sigh... famous people... anything also seems important... sigh...sigh...sigh... i bet tomorrow's paper got her for front page.... lolz

Also, another breaking news i just found out, one of the WWE superstar is found dead... sigh... people killing people dying.... sigh.... reminds me of the song by a number of artist fews years ago... "whats going on"

well... i really dunno know wat to say some more...sigh... anyway.... gonna be posting more pics... i guess its true then, pics does speak more than words...or is it something else... sigh.... too lazy to even find out....

Au Revoir....

Paul Wong... happily OUT!!!!!

hey ya'll

Hey ya'll!!!! I'm back !!!! Hahaha... it's been a while huh?! Before everything, a big shout out to darren who finally discover me blog... hahha

ya... i know, anyway, this was my first PARTS perfomance and it was inconjuction with the cancer rally in Bukit Jalil... uhm... the diva of all cam-whorers out there have been cam-whoring of course but the stupid camera can't really take a lot of pics...so i was force to used someone's else wan which i really like.... i need to get my camera fix....seriously...anyway, yea,,,some random pics and candids as usual.. and btw, i have updated my vBLog on youtube... so be sure to check it out...damn funny i tell you!!!!

This was in Muny's house ( i still dun noe how to spell her name... sigh) she has three dogs and hold and behold... charlotte are scared of dogs... she was so scared she uses a pillow to block the dog.. it was kinda funny... and there were dogs behind her... she was like stuck in the middle... lolz...

This was the venue and there were campers and the sides and like tents everywhere... btw, it was cloudy and we all thought it was gonna rain and then long story short... we decided to dance in the rain but then, the rain stop... sigh... was kinda fun...

My pass for the day... i'm a performer wei!!!

Trying to be cute but instead came out as a retard... sigh... i need a make over... shuddup people!!!!!!!!

My partner in one of the dance numbers... Justin Timberlake - My love... was very sizzling wei... and very saucy!!!!!

No idea wat the meaning of this.... lolz

Dun i look like one of those Abercrombie and Fitch model's poses?! HAHahahhaa perasan giler!!!!!

Another "emo" pose... hahaha... so damn weird wei, muny's like checking me out... lolzz..

The "bitch" group... Hey!!!!

The dancers!!!!!!

It's Muny's camera, so mostly her pics... i got a few which i'm included in the shot... she was my apprentice in cam-whoring 101... =P

Another partner of mine in our balet number...which lasted like 10 seconds ... lolz....but was fun...

This one is very touching... they were like lighting up candles to remember those who lost their live in the battle over cancer.... so there were candles all around the field and it was so sweet and touching... i was choking and almost cried... *sob*...

*sigh*... this is hard work man... updating my blog... see... im faithful lo... you guys whould be thankful man... =P

Paul Wong... tiring-ly OUT!!!!

ps = wow, i forgotten about my signature "OUT" cue... lol

Random stuff...

You know, KDU is not that boring after all... well if you know where to look... you'll see many weird and funny and even interesting stuff... from cool arts to just plain weird insects... KDU never fail to amaze me .... thank GOD i have a protable camera with me all the time... =)

This is my midterm mark!!!! for chem!!!!! Yay me!!!!


Jsut some random shot i took in class... super boring....

I notice these really long-kinda-looking tubes and it was pipete...( pronounce it as something really REALLY weird way... =P)

This is my own art.... all came from my own head... So proud of meself...

Then this is how it looks like on my hand... well, wrist anyway... i drew it by myself ok....

Can't help myself to be a whore... ( cam-whore la people!!!!!!!!!!)

This was taken before the prom thingy where we were require to "cop" our fingers...in other words, leave our finger prints on a collection of memory cards for the prom... i used pin kand everyone thought i'm weird.... wat the?!

Mine finger and Si Yen's one... she uses purple though.... kinda nice but it's nothing compare to mine... =P

The "Sodium Chloride" a.k.a. salt we used for one of the experiment in the lab....

THe results... looks complicating but actually even a monkey can do it... ( no offense to whatsoever that have to do with monkeys... seriously.... no offense...)

We were require to prepare an ice-bath and the ice stick to the test tube... i find this very amusing... (FYI the lab was very hot... well for me la anyway...)

Some random drawing on the desk... very cool... which inspire me to create this kinda street art... not really street art... but yea...you get what i mean...

OK, this is the weirdest of them all, today in college, during one of the breaks, everyone was gathering around this table in the lab, and this is wat the attention is on... a small tiny unknown species of insect crawling from the sink to the side of the sink... slowly and eveyrone was like trying to guess wat it is, but till now no one knows... dun know how but suddenly the topic went to cutting a caccoon of a butterfly to help it to get out or something... very wierd indeed...

Another shot of this "mystical" sorta creature... you'll notice it moved... wow... fasinating isn't it?!

There you have it... a collection of weird and most random pic in my blog... hope you enjoy this and i promise to take more weird and random pictures...

*wondering to self* = maybe i should go for photography instead....

PAul Wong.... random-ly OUT!!!