f a l l i n g i n l o v e . . .




Tuesday, June 30, 2009

..::|| ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ||::..

yesterday night...
i was dyamnnnn semangat-ed...
after coming back from rehearsal right, i clean up and started on my presentation for the next morning...
you know...
putting on the finishing touches and stuff...
and also packing for tomorrow rehearsal and all...
and then i thought to myself...
why not do a bit more revision on stats...
since i've started already...
might as well finish it right?!

and so there i was...
sitting at my study table...
studying the "t-statistic"
and "ANOVA"
and all kinds of stats jargon...

after like around 30 minutes or so...
i gave up because was too tired...
and it was around 3.30 am...

( dyamnnn smart right... the next morning got presentation and still can like sleep so so "early" )

so i called it a night...
set my alarm clock to 7.30...

and then way i go to dream land...


***********************************************

next morning i was woken up by a call...
i answered it and it was my friend...
she asked

" hey paul, what time ur reaching ah?! "

" reaching?! wat reac--- OMFAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! %$^#%@$ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

the time was 10.00 am...
my class starts at 10.00 am...
our group was the second to present...

and so if my mathematics is correct... meaning that the time slot for our group will be 10.15am...

and so as my mind cleared up...
panic starts to sink in...
i can tell you that
from the moment i changed to the moment i arrived at the front door of the class was all in the time frame of 10.10 to 10.30am...
so you can only imagine the speed i was going and the adrenalin that was pumping in my blood...

today is seriously not how i imagine it to start...

but all in all...
at least the presentation ( according to me ) was AWESOME!!!

hahhahahahaha...
funny more like it...

i will tell more about it...
but right now...
i need to sleep...
used too much energy during the panicking part...

*yawn*


nitez ya'll

goingbacktodreamland - ly OUT bitches...



..::|| unbelievable... ||::..


i remembered during the Malaysian idol craze
i saw this young boy's audition and was blown away by his voice...
i mean he has such a amazing voice and totally unexpected...
and then sorta like gone missing from the competition...
because i heard it was due to exams...

anyhow fast forward to today...
we were yum-chaing and one of me fellow cast member talked about
auditioning for Malaysian idol last time...
and i was like you auditioned before?!
and then it sorta hit me on the head...
because when i first saw him
the bell in my head keep ringing and i completely ignored it...
but now it dawn to me that this guy whom i have been working together with for the past few weeks was that young boy whom auditioned for Malaysian idol with that awesome voice...
i was literally star-struck sorta...
like whoa...

OMfab!!!


i can't believe i'm actually like in the same musical as him...
like whoa...

major star-struck la...

wahhahahahahahhahahahahhaha

anyway... to refresh ur memories and for those who didn't manage to catch it...
i'm kind enough to attach it together...
amazing i tell you...

xD





stillabitthestarstruck - ly OUT bitches...

ps : edmund, you owe me big time for this free publicity... =P

Monday, June 29, 2009

..::|| what to do, what to do... ||::..

this week was suppose to be our study break
but MC have presentations
and so, we're require to come to class no matter what...

man...
and i thought i can sleep in...
dyamnnn...

and now, i'm stuck at lvl 9
doing nothing and wasting my time away...
because there's no point of moi going back home because
i have rehearsals later and it is troublesome to go back home and such...

i miss my bed and my own wifi...

*sob*

i'm sorta looking forward to rehearsals today actually...
hehe...
adalah...
well, not really much actually...
just that rehearsals have been really awesome in a way...
and i actually manage to get some studying done you know...
surprisingly...
but of course very slowly la...
i have to speed things up already man...
getting anxious and worried...

=S


dyamnnn
i'm bored!!!

someone entertain me!!!
hmmm... it's too freaking early to go KLPac at the moment...
what to do there...
aiyo...
hmmm...

( note to self, buy bread later for fishes... )

i need some excitement in my life...

( don't even think about it... )

maybe should start revising now...
i actually full of semangatat-ness brought my stats book with moi
in hope to read some chapters and maybe even
revise all the calculations and stuff...
but too lazy to even open them...

feel like sitting by the lake and do stats...
weird combo...
but kinda kewl don't you think so?!

ok...
shall stop crapping now
and force myself face-front to the books...
bring it on!!!

stillsofreakinglazy - ly OUT bitches...


|| swine "flew" ||




Sunday, June 28, 2009

..::|| still i'm tired... ||::..




|| this is what the train looks like today when i was on my way to rehearsal... ||

it was so empty it's not even funny...
like if it was dark and stuff...
total horror movie moment la i tell you...
but then again...
ubber kewl!!!

xD


( i'm weird... )

so today, immediately right after church
i went to the komuter station and head straight to KLPac...
nice sunny day...
awesome as usual but the top that i was wearing is like...
erm...
how to say...

gives you the sensation of a million micro-needle feeling...
and it gets worst when you sweat or expose to heat...
yea... annoying...
but i love that top because it's ...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


anyhow, the walk to KLPac is normal
nothing unusual about it...

( i promise i shall document my journey tomorrow and will post up pictures, also will try to cam-whore by myself tomorrow and see how it turns out... )

half way through the walk, a car stop by the side of the road... i mean i was curious why is the car stopping... and so i approach with full cautious...

rupa-rupa nye... fellow cast member!
and she was so sweet she said, hop in!
i was like yay me!!!
no need to sweat profusely!!!

( i'm easily satisfied and totally contempt with simple pleasures... that is so wrong on every level... xD )

and so arrived early as usual...
but can't feed the fishes today...

=(


poor fishes have to fast for one day...
it's ok...
shall feed em' tomorrow!!!
USH!!!

( mini charity work because there's this lake nearby and there are like millions upon millions of fishes / tortoise / duck / lizards and they're all starving... )

hmmm...
need to study already la...
finals is literally around the corner and i haven't finish studying mass comm and haven't even started on stats...

T . T


gambatei!!!
fighting!!!

shall go have dinner now...
so hungry...

hmmm...
i'm craving for something but not sure what it is...

( dun even start people... )

soaddictedtosnsd - ly OUT bitches...




|| loving this three-layered tea thingy... AWESOME!!! ||

..::|| can't believe it... ||::..

ok...
something random...

fagiselle or a.k.a. mr. i-changed-and-trying-to-act-straight
said something super random and totally unexpected especially coming from him...

we usually randomly sms-ed each other because that's what single-and-pathetic people like us always do...
and so we just update each other on things and then i was telling him about things also la...
and somehow he said this...

" you better not cheat on *censored* and stay faithful to him ah... "


( ok... i have to censored the name because i found out that *censored* read my blog!!! i mean that was long time ago but who knows... he might be stalking me sorta!!! =P )

i was kinda like taken back and totally in shock that he said something like this...
cause usually, he was like a very evil and no mercy kinda person...
any chance he can get he will shoot you down...

serious i'm not joking...
and so for him to say something like that is completely out of random and somehow
i find it so so

SWEET!!!


hehe...
i guess he was trying to be supportive and all
and of course, yours truly is being supportive too...
he's obsessed with being skinny and stuff...
at first i didn't approved it because you know...
health reasons...
but we briliantly came up with this awesome plan...

he can strive to be skinnier
but healthy skinny
and so, we came up with this new term...

healthy aneroxic


hahahhahahahah...
pathetic i know...
but still awesome!!!

i'm bored...
tomorrow i have rehearsals and it's a four day rehearsals continously...
dyamnnn
i feel so busy but at the same time am so nervous about my finals as well la...
goodness me...

=S

oh yea... one more thing...

SNSD RELEASE ANOTHER NEW SINGLE !!!

AWESOME!!!



X)

igotafreakingnewhairdryer - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
snsd - genie ( tell me your wish )

Saturday, June 27, 2009

..::|| not gone and hopefully not forgotten... ||::..

wazzup bitches!!!!!!!!!

i know i know...
i've disappeared...
sorta

don't throw stones at me!!!

*ducking and avoiding*

just have been ubber busy la...
finals is near
assignments due date...
tahu tahu je la ye...

hehe

anyhow...
updates!!!

let me first start by updating you guys on a major thing at the moment...
i actually sign up for this audition in KLPac for a festival called





i signed up for the dance one...
and then received an email concerning about the auditions...
and yea... was excited and nervous cause it's my first ever audition sorta la...
besides that, another bitch friend of moi signed up as well and both of us went to the audition together...

and i have to say
loving KLPac man!!!

awesome place and especially the nearby lake...

so anyway, went for the auditions and i can tell you one thing...
i have never danced so hard in my life...
i mean like i do have some experience in ballet and contemp dance
but the choreographer auditioning us that time was hardcore man...
the moves was like... dyamnnnn!!!

and so i was pushing myself to the hardest and at the same time,
all my joints are like "karat" already and yea...
i know for sure that the next day i'm gonna have pains all over...
sigh...

and so the audition was done and we're suppose to wait for the panels of choreographer to choose who they want to be in their piece...
the idea is that a panel of choreographer was chosen for the festival and then they will choose the dancers they wanna work with...
and so there we were, sitting there... waiting for them to approach...

only one did... for me la that is...
and when she present her idea, it was very interesting and intriguing...
so i was kinda mentally chosen her already...

but that's not the end of the story...
as we're suppose to be leaving already...
i got pulled by another choreographer and she showed interest in having me in her piece...
i was like... ok?!
hahahahahahahha

dyamnnnn...

anyhow

we meet a gurl during the audition and she was like telling us about this new musical and that she wanted to audition for it but missed the auditions and stuff la...
and so she wanted to ask around and shee if there's any opening and stuff lo...
and so, me bitch was temaning her and after talking to the choreographer who approached me, i went and joined them and immediately was asked whether i'm interested in joining this musical...

i was taken by surprise and was not really sure what to do...
but apparently both the gurl and my bitch has already decided to join the musical instead and so i have no choice but to join them too...

it was the best decision i've ever made in my life!!!


*didn't expect that didn't you now... =P*


and so, i'm one of the cast member of this musical by KLPac called...

details as followed...


yup, come come come!!!
it's gonna be fabulous!!!
hehehehehehe...

yup, that's the major update i need to post first...
of course, there are many minor updates and loads of stories to blog about...

yup...
i'm in a musical bitches!!!


lol...
can't believe my sem is about to finish already...
sigh...
dyamnnnn fast man...
i gonna miss all those lunch breaks we have man...
fun!!!

we literalyl explore the entire area around HELP like nonsense...
i feel like i'm getting a bit fatter already...

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


i shall not have a tummy!!!

grrr...
ush ush!!!
FIGHTING!!!


anyhow... i'm beat from rehearsals and gonna do a proper update later...
sowee for the long silence bitches...
biasa la...
diva is busy you know...

xD



lovingmaggisoup - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
n*sync - the two of us
cobra starship - kiss my sassy
cobra starship - guilty pleasure
colbie callat - the little things

Wednesday, June 3, 2009

..::|| rainy days... ||::..

it has been raining like crazy these days...
seriously...
totally unpredictable...

during one of my classes right...
it was on the 8th floor...
and so as usual...
everyone was paying attention to the lecturer and all
and suddenly, it rained!!!

and i don't just mean normal rain...
it was like a storm rain!!!

pretty scary if you ask me...
the view was completely like err...
wats that word...
erm...




anyway...






|| this is what the view from our class is suppose to look like on a normal sunny day ||



|| and this is during the "storm" i mentioned ||

it was kinda cool-yet-scary... lol...

also, i had my first ever sandwich from the cafeteria in the same building down at the ground floor near the parking lot...

it was awesome!!!

i mean, whenever i go there, i always look at the sandwiches and it look so yummy and delicious...

always wanted to try it...

and so finally i bought it and it was awesome...

awesome i tell you!!!


ok, it doesn't loook too appetizing but still, it taste awesome!!!


i notice i keep using the word awesome nowadays in my post...
hmmm...

awesome is an awesome word...

dyamnnn...



totalawesome - ly OUT bitches...