..::|| single-licious ||::..

remember the oath i did with fagiselle?!
well, i'm changing it a bit...

I'm giving up the "i want to be in a relationship" once and for all!!!
I'm giving up the hopes of finding THE ONE

I'm sick of always on the look-out for hot stuff
I'm sick of the pursue of unreachable romance

I'm tired of being disappointed
I'm tired of being judged and evaluated
I'm tired of being "scan" all the time

I'm just plain sick and tired of all these

Yes, I'm giving up of all these

I shall be independent
i shall be happy and proud
i shall enjoy life to the max
I shall be more focus on my passion
i shall not even care what people thinks
and i shall totally be FABULOUS in my own freaking way...

I think i just found my new year's resolution... kinda-late i know but still powerful
hehe...
no more eye candy... ok maybe a little... hehe... just for fun...
but that's it!!!
i'm dead serious right now...

i shall embrace my single-ness and not desperately trying to find hot stuff...
i'm single at the moment and dyammnn proud of it...
Life is not gloomy and dark and depressing just because i'm single..,
if THE ONE comes, then he'll come...
If not...
i'm not gonna daydream the entire day wondering what it will be like to be in a relationship... puhleezz... so unf-square...
*snap snap*
F-square talking here!!!

*snap snap*







*more snapping going on*








OUCH!!!



*finger cramp from too much snapping*


ok, that was idiotic...


Paul Wong... proudsingleandfabulicious-ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
alicia keys - superwoman
avril lavigne - the best damn thing
britney spears - stronger
blue ft. stevie wonder - signed, sealed, delivered

..::|| can you feel the love?! ||::..

i still remember the post i did about valentine quite some time ago... and i remember labeling valentine as an "overly commercialise" celebration...
it was and still is today...
i mean seriously... pink love heart shapes every where...
and all the couples on the entire world decide to come out of their hidden secret love nest to declare their love for one another...

jealousy much...

oh well, at least i have my own fun yesterday...
i mean in a none-couple-ish fun...
the day started off pretty slow for me as i still have not finish studying for my mid terms yet...
yup, and the add to the pathetic-ness that is overflowing in my life, i have replacement class in the morning... and guess wat, i woke up late some more... all because i was "rajin" enough to study till like 5 am the night before...

anyway, the class was 10.30 am and i woke up like 10.00...
so being me, i rush like nobody's business... didn't even manage to take my usual-morning shower... rush to the college and surprisingly, i made it just in time...

it was a movie screening class and i finally manage to catch "An Unconvinient Truth"
i find this movie so powerful and totally encourage everyone to watch it... seriously "whoa!!!" that's all i have words to describe this movie...

yup, then i came back and started studying AGAIN...
and went on till my dear sherry sms-ed me and said she's arriving soon to KL...
I was so excited and went out to meet her in curve while waiting for ryan to finish work...

so i still haven't mention wat was my plan for valentine right?!
well, initially, i have no plan, pathetic... yes i know...
then sherry called and ajak me to go clubbing... i was like "YES!!!"
hehe...
yup, and there i was... on my way to marketplace for the very first time in my entire life...
exciting as usual and totally full of hope...
what can i say, i'm a hopeless romance dude that just like everyone else, caught up with the cupid's craze...

we enter the club and first thing i heard was lady gaga and britney spears... i mean "dyamnnn!!!"
so in the groove by then... so we got our drinks and then finish it in no time and hit the dance floor immediatly... dancer instinct

it was crowded like CROWDED!!! and people are constantly moving... i know its a club and people dance and stuff but MOVING as in walking... cutting through the freaking dance floor... such a turn off thing i can tell you that...

anyway, i did dance my arse off that night and sweat the liquid worth of an entire week of cardio off my body... of course dehydration sets in today but it was worth it... xD

i'm so gonna rest and just get myself together again... gonna need it for next week's party right!? =P

Au Revoir...

Fagali... totallyhadfun- ly OUT

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
david archuleta - a little not over you
britney spears - circus
lady gaga - poker face

..::|| laziness prevails... ||::..

i know it has been like an eternity since i've put words into this blog,
but yea, laziness is such a strong temptations and it usually wins me overs...
ah, the power of procrastination...
hehe...
i've learned that after one month of being a psychology students... although now that i think about it, it has nothing to do with psychology whatsoever...

anyway, updates updates and more updates...

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first of all...
i have mid terms coming up like in 7 more days... OMGosh!!! 7 more days!!!
sigh, i still feel like i've just registered into HELP like yesterday... still trying to adjust to the non-KDU-college feeling though...
well, can't help it since i've studied and walk through the halls of KDU college for two and a half years and almost-practically live there...
sigh, miss those days where i have ubberly long breaks and we used to go karaoke in one U...
now even a trip to the local bakery is a blessing enough...
i'm serious.. the schedule is pack like nonsense and back-to-back classes is a norm...
and another thing i found interesting about HELP students is this,
almost 50 % of the class are usually early... like really REALLY early... i mean like whoa... even if the class are like 8.00 in the morning...
i'm so taken back by this la... o.O
seriously, don't they have a life or something... dyammnn semangated like crazy... hahaha
but in reality, i'm envious... why, because i'm always either reach on the dot or late for about 10 minutes... sigh...

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ok, second of all, i found out something that was really a shocker man...

(ok, before i continue with my updates... something side track a bit, i'm a dude... to-the-left but still a dude, and my raging hormones are uncontrolable in a sense where eye candies are a MUST for me... you know, scanning around looking at hot stuff... hehe... fav pass time, anyway, sometimes i have like a few crushes at one time and this includes celebrities, friends, random people in college and etc etc... so i sorta been having this crush in one of my class lately ever since i've started HELP ok, of course i have not forgotten about my "other" crush as well... shuddup fagiselle... so yea, i can have up to like i dunno, a thousand crushes at one time... hehe... and yet i divide my attention between them equally... xD )

this dude whom i have been like crushing on since the beginning of sem was like you know, typical crush la... then one day i was hanging out with my friends you know and guess what... the friend actually know the crush... i was like "SERIOUSLY!!!"
then then then, it also occur to me and later confirmed it, that my crush speak the same "language" as moi!!! hehe... i mean, like dyammnn... meaning to-the-left la... aiyo
so you can only imagine the excitement in moi at that time!!!
haha

but you know, although we got to hang out a bit that day... as always, i can sense that it was a "tepuk tangan sebelah" kinda feeling like the last one and yup, i shall not even try to pursue it... AGAIN... and the sadest part of the story is that valentines is this weekend and YET AGAIN, i shall spend it couple-less AGAIN...

pathetic...

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third update

fagiselle and moi have a new name already... hehe


ready?!


its called

F - S Q U A R E

the meaning of the word is up to personal interpretation... hehe... shall make it more mysterious... =P

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fourth update

guess who i bump into in college the other day...

RACHEL!!!
the infamous rachel who inspire me to create my blog and also stole some of her blogging ideas... ok not stole... "borrow"... hahahhaha

and boy oh boy was i surprise to see her in college... it has been like several millenium since i've talk to her... seriously...

BUT!!!

she didn't even mentioned about me in her blog also... grrr
see i talk about our sacred reunion here ok... sigh... guess i'm not that important huh?!
*sob* T.T

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lastly (yes, it's a long LONG update post)

my beloved camera is back in my precious possession again!!!
so meaning i shall resume my crowning glory role of cam-whore baby!!!
haha

AND

i will upload some of the pics for Christmas and CNY...
although i have a lot and i serious mean A LOT of them...
i did uploaded them on facebook, so can check it out there... and for those who doesn't have my facebook...
you can of course add me or just visit my blogger united account and my profiles are there and also can just search for my profile on facebook... its pretty obvious one, i think... lol...

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i think this is all i have or left to say...
anyway, will post more when i remember...

au revoir

Paul Wong... myachinglowerbody-ly OUT!!!

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
snsd - dear mom
snsd - gee
snsd - into the new world
snsd - kissing you
david archuleta - a little not over you
mariah carey - touch my body

..::|| laziness... ||::..

i'm so sorry for not updating and leaving this blog so dead...
laziness is spreading its evil contamination all over me... grrr...
anyway, i promise i will update...
and as usual...

THIS BLOG IS NOT DEAD!!!

=P

..::|| still keeping my side of the promise... ||::..

when the clock strike 12.00
i bid farewell to 2008 and welcome 2009 with open arms...
and the first resolution i made was this...

"we shall not chase, beg, desperately look for someone, or even put ourselves out there..."
yes, this is the first ever statement i made with "giselle"
(yup, thats vince's girls name... apparently my fag hag and "giselle" felt that i should change my name from Paul to "ALI"... yea i know... wat the right?! )

we decided to make this pack sorta cause 2008 was such a despo year for us... i mean seriously... it was...

nightmares...

so since it's a brand new year, its time for us to be less despo and more pathetic...

ok... that didn't come out right...
but to tell you the truth, i prefer being pathetic than desperate... i mean seriously, pathetic is cool...

gahahahahahaha...

My pathetic-ness is so pathetic it's cool...

sigh... pathetic...

well, what was my point again... oh yea!!!

the reason why i write this post is because erm... well, its kinda hard to like keep the promise la... i mean yes, its good that we are not gonna like look for guys and force ourselves into relationships...

but when you're surrounded by couples everywhere you look, you kinda get jealous a bit and of course the occasional self-pity feeling will leave you feeling pretty sad... as in pathetic-ly sad...

if you guys did follow my blog... yes, i do still have a small crush on him but do i put my hopes up for him?!
i have to say not really, cause i think i know the outcome of that...

instead of being dissapointed ONCE again, might as well i just take the hint that he's totally not interested in me and just leave...

yup, its sorta pathetic to know that all you're other friends are hooking up everywhere and you are left all alone...

I WANT SOMEONE THAT CAN ACCOMPANY ME TO WATCH A ROMANTICALLY-TEAR-JERKER MOVIE AND HOLD HANDS!!!

pathetic...

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anyway, i'm still trying to cope with uni as there are seriously SO MANY FREAKING things to do !!!


i think i better take a nap...

tired...




ghahahahahahhahahahahahahhaha


sudden urge to just laugh out loud...

random i know...

pathetic?!

like totally

pretty much la... =P


au revoir

Paul Wong... pathetica-ly OUT


..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
SNSD - gee
DBSK - wrong number

interesting choice of graphic representation...

me love this pic!!! =P xoxo

..::|| i shall name you lappie... ||::..

i have no idea how to start this post...

first time ever i've started blogging that i can't seem to find the appropriate words to start off this post...

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!!!

hehehe... this is the ultimate-greatest-technologically gift i have ever receive in my life... i dare to say that it beats out having a I-Pod... (no offense to all apple fans out there... a humongous apple-spefically-I-Pod fan here!!!)

thanks to my greatest dad in the whole world!!!

hehehe...

yup, this post would be the first official post that i've wrote using my lappie... (yup, i named it lappie... hehe... kewl and cute... =P)

and i have a few pics to show my cute Lappie!!!

the phone camera didn't do my laptop justice... grr... i left my camera in Singapore... anyway... its blue colour and its Dell... hehe... loving it!!!

very futuristic and sleek and silver-ish design... i like the feel of the keys...

the screen... i'm still trying to adjust to the new system... which is vista and I love the design and the ubber-ly cool graphics... as you can see... i took pics and immediatly uploaded the pics...

i tell you, all this conviniences are still very amazing to me... haha... technologically retarded... oh well...

anyway... i'm still installing and customizing Lappie and i tell you there is still a million things to do...

at least now i have my own personal computer where i don't have to like you know... "share" my stuff with people... not that i dun like to, but ... you get the idea...

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second update...

as ya'll know, i'm officially a psych student... (short form... hahaha... learned that while hanging out with seniors and also that's wat all the lecturer address it... i guess psychology is just too long to pronounce... gahahaha )

i made it through the first week... but i can honestly say that the first week would be the only relaxing and laid back week...
i'm still in the midst of tuning my mind and expecting loads of stress-hair-pulling-self-inflicted-migrain...

yup, scary stuff...

although, i have loads of interesting sorta stories to share... hehehe...


oh yea!!!

before i forget...


a big-friendly-totally-fabulicious shout out to all blogger united members!!!
thank you for visiting this ubberly-boring-about-my-life blog... =P
do drop a "hi" or spam my chat box people... it's so dead it need to be spammed... hahahahaha


yes... hmmm... i guess that's it for now...

oh yea... i'm like currently obssesed with korean pop... i have no idea where that came from but i'm stuck with it...

wait, i think it was that day, i sorta channel-surfing and i came across this program where its like a concert of all the korean popstar la... and wonder girls, a five-group girl band was performing...

they were like doing this sorta chinese-retro-pop mix sexy-simple-dancing... like dyammnn... and being me... i youtube-ed it and started a korean-pop frenzy... (super junior... ah... memories...)

hahaha...

my fav video of them ( and i actually learn all the steps like seriously... XD) is this performances...

wonder girls - nobody



i do suggest you guys like download it with www.keepvid.com
and then click on the high-quality one cause it does have a better quality you know...

i have another group and its the girl version of super junior... to me, seriously...
gahahaha...

it's called SNSD... i have no idea what it stands for and i think the english name is called girls generation...

they have like 9 members in the group... i don't know why but somehow i have some degree of weird fascination to boybands / girlbands...

weird i know...

anyway... my fav video of SNSD is this...

SNSD - kissing you



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yup...

i guess that's all i got for now...

meeting up with ex-classmates from KDU later... OMGosh... it has been sooooo long since the day we finish our final paper in KDU man...

can't wait to bitch with them...

hehe...

au revoir



Paul Wong... lovingmeLappie-ly OUT

ps : blogging on Lappie is took longer than usual... =P

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
wondergirls - so hot
SNSD - girl's generation

..::|| ola 2009 !!! ||::..

yes...
saying "au revoir" to 2008
and
welcoming the brand new totally fabulcious year of


2009


so many MANY things happen in 2008...
you know, in 2007, many people thought that ( or maybe its just me ) 2008 will be a prosperous year cause you know... the digit 8...
as in chinese characters... the number 8 kinda have the same sound as "phat" which is prosperity in chinese... ( i know i spell the pin yin wrongly... sigh... banana speaking here... )

anyway... i thought the same as well, but well, as you have guessed it... it didn't go as "phat" as i thought it would... well, due to my laziness at the moment... i'm so not gonna go into details as i will bore you guys to the land of all boredom...

ok fine... i'll just list them down for ur entertainment and amusement...

~ 6 month of aimless living under my parents house ~
~ the failure of maintaining my so-called perfect results ~
~ fail in one of my uni application ~
~ planned everything before graduation to study in aussie but fell apart ~
~ relationship retardation ~
~ manage to read only one book all year ~

and how can i forget... the "highlight" of my 2008 year

~ the migration of my dearest granny mama to a "better"place ~




sigh... like i've said, 2008 is not really my year...
but i sorta felt like 2009 gonna be better... i really hope so...



ok... now that that's out of the way... lets talk about something less emo...

i'm an officially a HELP student baby!!!
yes, i finally stop my aimless non-studying period and decided to enroll in HELP for psychology... hehe...
ubber-ly kewl...
went for the orientation last fri and it was like KDU all over again...
you know, the feeling of total stranger and everything
but of all places and time...
guess who i bump into...


WEN from borders!!!!!!

totally like can't believe it la... like seriously...

then i bump into more friends... i went from shy-quiet-timid-totally-straight-acting to fast-talking-friendly-smilling-totally-fabulicious-boyish-cutey in a snap... ( call me pathetic, call me perasan... XD )

like dyammnnn...

hahahhahahahahhahahahaha !!!


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alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : can i play?

fabulicious moi : NO...

alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : plz la....

fabulicious moi : *ignoring him while posting the conversation*

alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : *sighing*

fabulicous moi : *still ignoring him*

alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : you know you're wasting ur time doing this... i punch ur face then you know...

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i guess i have to let him play as it's his last time playing before school starts...

muahahahhahahaha

at least i get to play on school day...

muahahahhahahaha

i shall update more later as i have loads of pics to upload...




au revoir


Paul Wong... totallystillignoringalvin - ly OUT!!!


ps : the conversation above is totally accurate... =P

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
wondergirls - nobody
SNSD - kissing you