..::|| Fabulicious And Gossiplicious ||::..

..::|| finally!!! ||::..

2010-07-08T15:12:00.000+08:00

( random post much )

finally!!!

i'm king of the world !!!

beat that bitches!!!

..::|| R.I.P ||::..

2010-06-13T14:53:00.000+08:00

like never!!!

hahahahhahahahahhahah

hey ya'll

i know it's a weird trend...

like i'll post some crap for a period of time...

then sorta like abandon this blog...

and then come back again to post some more stuff...

oh well...

i'm like the what you call that...

erm...

something la...

lol...

don't worry, i'm still a blogger...

will find something to blog about my pathetic life...

sorta..

lol...

as for now...

i'm in need to eat...

hungry like crazy...

ciao ya'lls bitches!!!

..::|| Unstable ||::..

2010-05-24T03:52:00.000+08:00

There are two types of high-level of self esteem...

stable and unstable...

unstable high level of self esteem

lack in confidence of their own self-worth

stable high level of self esteem

comfortable with self worth and confident in own skills

unstable high level of self esteem is related to Narcissism...

define as

personality trait characterized by insecurity and constant need of reassurance...

sigh...

guess which one is moi...

i shall strive for stability then!!!

fighting!!!

..::|| never in my entire life... ||::..

2010-05-19T00:46:00.000+08:00

will i imagine myself changing a flat tire...

it was such a major accomplishment that i think i deserve a standing ovation!!!

and some major cam-whore moment in receiving my prize...

|| i know i looked dyamnn retarded... ||

*it's my lappie's battery i'm holding... XD*

the story goes like this...

we were all hanging out in WKCCT

( wong kok char chang teng... did i even spell that correctly?! )

and then decided to head home and call it a night...

mana tahu luckily i haven't even start my car yet...

someone sent an SOS to me...

me bitch called and said that his tire is flat...

...

exactly my reaction...

major dot-dot-dot moment...

i was like

" err, ok... i'm coming now... "

and so i went to the nearby petrol station and there he was... with all the equipment and the boot wide open...

i was smiling and then got out, and started helping him...

he was calling this calling that, sweat was dripping of his face...

and then i laughed...

not at him but at the entire situation...

it was funny because the fact that the both of us have never experience a flat tire before...

and this is the first time for the both of us...

i mean it's kind alike general knowledge to know how to change a tire

especially if you're a guy...

it's embedded in our DNA to KNOW how to change a tire...

at first i was kinda erm... blur and not sure what to do...
the bitch in me was still out...
and then when he was also blur and don't know what to do...
i took charged and started to do the first thing...

which is to elevate the car...

somehow, as i begin to turn the knob slowly...
my inner dude-ness came out and as if by some miracle...
i know what to do next...

( although at one point when i was unscrewing the nuts on the wheel using the erm... metal thing, i was singing the soundtrack from "sounds of music" because you have to use your feet to loosen up the nuts... or something like that... major wtf moment... )

and then i just changed the tire as if i have been doing it countless of times already...

although there were some difficulties in trying to fit the spare tire into the nuts...
the genius in me thought of releasing the air a bit and the fit it in...

long story short...

we changed the tire successfully!!!

XD

dyamnnn proud la...
like to the max...

considering the fact that two bitches was forced to change tire in the middle of the night...
with NO HELP at all!!!

hahahahhaahahahhahahah...

*patting self on the back*

yea, i know...
lame... like that also can be so proud...

oh well...

i find joy and pride in the littlest thing in life...

hmmm...

of course my hands were dyamnn dirty la...
and that was were my OCD kicks in...

X(

..::|| bad feeling... ||::..

2010-05-16T14:21:00.002+08:00

having mixed feelings...

not good...

sigh...

go away!!!

..::|| i'm not who i am anymore... ||::..

2010-05-14T15:43:00.003+08:00

lately, i'm kinda having a little erm...

identity moratorium...

( it's a psychological term for people whom have not discover who they are but am committed in finding out... )

well, it's not like an identity crisis...

nor that i'm completely at loss of who i am...

but it's more of not recognizing who this person is at the moment...

( i'm so talking in third person view kinda thing but make no mistake all reference are to myself... )

few things i've realized over the past few months

~ i'm not the bubbly, happy-go-lucky annoying optimist that i am ~

~ i'm worried over all the tiniest little things that is just so petty ~

~ not to mentioned, annoyance is always around the corner ~

~ paranoia is just another friend of mine whom i have constant encounters with ~

~ temper is another good friend of mine whom i absolutely hate but still is my best friend ~

~ bitchiness has always been a part of me but lately she is surfacing much too often ~

~ selfishness is just another walk in the park every single second of my day ~

( ok, it's not THAT abstract la... basically all the different things i'm feeling nowadays la )

i'm not too sure what is the root cause of all these negativity

i don't even know when it all started

i do remember distinctively one occasion where my darhling friend...

steffy

told me that my optimistic view and positivity is a good influence and that is what they ( as in my bitches ) need...

i think i've lose that part of me...

i'm still searching for it back...

i have no freaking idea where it went...

i kinda miss the days where i'm just constantly smiling...

my ego is none existence...

i'm just all about world-peace

( corny as it may sound but so true... )

it's a part of me which i'm proud of and i know that not many people have that...

that's the reason why i want it...

not to rub it into people's faces but more of spreading, injecting, diffusing

it to others who is in need of it...

*deep inhalation of air*

*huge exhalation of sighness*

i shall hunt it down and trap it and forever embed it in my heart...

ush!!!

fighting!!!

( i know this is a very erm... abstract and totally self-absorbed post but oh well... it's very therapeutic so to speak... XP )

sarangae manae manae...

..::|| converting into a health freak... ||::..

2010-05-14T03:01:00.004+08:00

recently my kind-sweet-ever-willing friend aka chi mui gave me a free pass to enter

it was my first time ever entering a commercial gym...

seriously...

( everyone say together now... NOOB!!!!!!!!!!!!! )

and so, was given a private tour of the gym, locker, equipment and all...

and was kinda fascinated by all of em'

and then we headed straight to the cardio section...

threadmill

my most hated nightmare...

i hated running...

running has been a major erm...

well... major...

lets just say it's a pain in the arse and i would completely avoid it if i can...

*reminiscence back in those days where i was force to take part in jogathone-something and came in double digits... close to a triple digit kinda position*

but that was the only thing seems easy enough to do...

( lame )

i was planning to just walk and run in the threadmill

maybe go to the bicycle or something

maybe even climb some stairs...

and then we started to run...

one minute passes...

i was doing a sorta fitness runway walk...

*triple snap*

and then i picked up speed and begin a faster runway walk...

and then i begin to jog...

speed was 10 km/h

i think...

and then i realized something...

my stamina has increased by like

i dunno...

A LOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i jog 10 minutes non-stop...

then took a break and then continue again...

another 10 minutes non-stop...

i can't believe i can actually do that!!!

but of course by then end, i was like walking side ways because of the disorientated kinda feeling and my legs were kinda numb already...

( embarrassing much... )

and then i went and took a break at the lounge drinking some isotonic beverages...

and then continue to do some other weird-and-new workout with my chi mui...

i lasted for another 30 minutes

and then something happened...

before that, i never understood how people can vomit and throw up and all after an intense workout...

( courtesy of biggest loser... )

that day i found out how it can happen...

we went to the bikes and begin cycling...

1 minutes slow ( 60 something speed )

1 minute intense cycling ( 120 something speed )

i did the first interval...

was resting and felt like my heart was at the bottom of my stomach...

wasn't feeling very good...

and then the second interval...

that was when it hit me...

i was suddenly super dizzy and felt like everything was turning...

my face was super pale

( according to him )

and so i knew i need to lie down some where...

i quickly got off the bike...

walked quickly to the locker room...

and collapse on the bench...

i was at the point of throwing up...

i have no idea how to deal with it...

i knew i shouldn't lie down or sit...

but i can't help it...

cut the long story short...

it took me 45 minutes to fully recover...

even by then also i feel a bit dizzy...

first experience of overworked...

yea...

total erm... fail!!!

but somehow...

i like it...

i meant the exercising part...

not the dizzy-feel-like-throwing-up part...

but after that...

i felt great...

although there were pains and stuff

but generally, i felt awesome...

like healthier kinda thing...

and so

i plan to join a gym!!!

like dyamnnn semangat-ed!!!

but it was damped by my fathers big

because he said that i can be active and healthy without it...

said that if i can show him that i practice a healthier lifestyle

( translation = run more, go swimming, don't sleep so late and etc etc... )

he'll consider the gym membership...

and so...

i have to like you know...

start exercising...

sigh...

gambatei!!!

ush!!!

wanna look like that!!!

|| of course... without the boobs and other non-male parts la... XD ||

..::|| buzz buzz buzz !!! ||::..

2010-05-13T15:57:00.003+08:00

haircut auntie : so what is your vision for your haircut?!

moi : i want something that will shock my mother out of her auntie pants...

haircut auntie : hmmm... so what kinda styles do you want?!

moi : no.2 for the sides, minor trimming for the top and a tail for the back...

*hair buzzer switched on*

haircut auntie : here we go...

|| translated directly from Cantonese ||

maybe we didn't really talked like that but you get my point...

this time punya visit to the hair saloon i wanted something different...

something drastic

something that is awesomely awesome...

i wanted an extreme Mohawk but still able to pull it off in my normal daily life...

i wanted this hair cut...

|| taeyang... he has something like a mini Mohawk blended with an army cut... sorta thing... ||

and so i was conveying this vision to the auntie and she was like

buzzer switched on and started buzzing my hair...

i just woke up from my sleep and my brain has not even started it's engine yet...

and so when she started buzzing my hair, i didn't care what it will looked like...

and so on she buzz and buzz and buzz...

and then when it's all finally over...

i kinda liked it...

for two seconds...

then when i reached home and my mum gave me the

O . o

look...

that's when i knew something is wrong...

the front and side part was alright...

i mean it looked very hardcore and all but it's ok...

i think...

but the behind was like a horse tail...

no kidding...

someone actually called me a Zebra...

=.=

( you know who you are... bitch... )

and so, i was like...

" aiyah, don't care la... hair can grow back... "

kinda attitude but days passes by and i behind to doubt my decisions...

at a point where i said i'm willing to buzz all off...

and go bald...

seriously...

but then, the haircut auntie was kind enough to give me another haircut trimming the horse tail behind...

and so i went back for a second haircut...

for free...

i guess second time was the charm...

it looked way better...

and now i'm just waiting for it to grow a little longer and then i can finally style it accordingly...

of course...

ya'll just wanna see pictures eh?!

ok ok...

you guys ready?!

don't laugh ok?!

...

still scrolling?!

...

should i show it to ya'll?!

...

ok ok...

fine...

here it is...

|| tada!!! Mohawk with a horse tail!!! ||

|| the back part looked quite ridiculous... this was before my second haircut... ||

now for the recent one...

well...

you guys just have to wait la...

~~(1) genting trip~~ ~~( don't be jealous fagiselle and sherry-top )~~

(2) mamak mee-ah ( i don't know why i've not blogged about this!!! )

(3) mask masquerade!!! ( different type of masks i've been doing )

(4) gym membership ( yes, i wanna look good too... )

~~(5) new hair cut!!! ( absolutely drastic one!!!~~

*two down... three more to go...*

** i've just realized that with this hairstyle... i can't teach tuition... XS, and so for the first two weeks, i was wearing a cap when i go out...**

..::|| standing on higher ground... literally... ||::..

2010-05-11T22:56:00.007+08:00

see... i keep to my word ok...

first photo post since like wat... a million years ago?!

exaggeration much?

anyway...

this was suppose to be a trip after finals with a bunch of classmates, all whom are psycho people to some where with salty waters, fine sands and sunny bright sun shines...

but instead, we settle on something completely different...

somewhere cooling, exciting, different and absolutely EXPENSIVE!!!

yes

we all went to Genting Highlands...

and so, i pack all my essentials...

DSLR of course...

and off we headed to some 24 hour aircond-ed place...

the original plan was to meet at KL sentral and take the bus there...

but found out that the earliest available bus was at 12.30pm !!!

so we decided to head to Gombak instead and take the bus from there...

lucky for us, there's the 11.30 bus... a bit earlier nonetheless...

we took the package which included the themepark...

and off we go!!!

|| four beauties... *vomits* ||

|| greg's side of modeling is surfacing... ||

we arrived and first and foremost, check in...

planning to stay one night ma...

apparently there's some promotion going on and the rates were crazy low!!!

we ended up paying like RM 17 per person...

for accommodation plus breakfast!!!

of course, that's the only cheap thing there la...

the food alone can kill you already!!!

anyway... after checking in, where else to go?!

THEMEPARK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

|| yay!!! i'm tall enough to ride the rides!!! ||

|| showing off her boots... XD ||

|| waiting to lose our butts at Solero... XS ||

of course, this time around, i wanted to try all the rides!!! i mean literally, ALL THE MAJOR RIDES!!!

my friend suggested we all ride the celero shot thing... wait... i think it's called rocket something...

...

wutever...

anyway, we waited for like one hour for a 20 second ride...

but let me tell you, it was worth every single second!!!

serious, we actually counted like how long then will it release the break and free fall...

exactly 7 counts... it will release the break...

and so we sat on it...

but by the time it went up, i stop counting...

panic sets in...

and i was screaming wanting it to be over!!!

and then it fell...

i can't breath for that 3 second fall and it felt forever... and then everything stops and that's it...

it was one of the most craziest thing i've ever done and although it may seem like it's nothing to some people, i was a major accomplishment to me!!!

|| still waiting... ||

and then, more cam-whore moments...

|| model wannabe... ||

|| while waiting to ride the mini roller coaster thing... ||

|| only sping and i looked like posing seriously... the others... *speechless* ||

|| crazy people waving their hands... ||

|| i wanted that bear... X( ||

|| eating ice-cream in genting... come on ya'll... give me the *sweat* face... ||

|| thank goodness i didn't ride this... as in... i'm not much of a racing person myself anyway... ||

then it's time for the mother of all thrill rides in genting...

the cockscrew...

it was the scariest roller coaster ride in genting and i've never even thought of attempting to ride it...

until that day...

and so we went and line up...

and because it was almost closing time, the line was super short...

in a blink of an eye...

it was our turn...

at first, i was feeling rather excited instead of scared but as we sat in those seats...

the safety belts lock us in...

panic again sets in...

heart rate is picking up...

adrenalin levels begin to rise up...

and then it begins...

the climb up to the highest point of the ride seems like an eternity and when it falls...

i felt my gut in my mouth...

and the twist and turn...

plus the 360 degrees turn...

that was amazing!!!

i didn't even felt it...

and then it ended...

it was the most amazing feeling ever!!!

i am ever so willing to ride it again!!!

but time is of the essence then and everyone was like starving...

and so... some last minute cam-whoring and off we went for dinner...

|| success!!! ||

|| model wannabe 2 ||

|| the open-wide-mouth pose... ||

the sun begin to set at this point and we decided to head off for dinner...

and picked a buffet all you can eat steamboat with grill plates restaurant...

i have to say it was quite worth it...

since it's all you can eat and all...

i remembered saying

" i know la the themepark is like dyamnnn thrilling and all but dinner also have to be so erm... thrilling too meh?! "

*trying to translate cantonese to english*

basically i was saying that the themepark was very exciting and heart pumping action kinda thing and here we are... cooking our dinner on grill plates, getting our hands burn by the jumping oils...

it was funny, painful and delicious...

all wrap up into one awesome package...

|| i ate too much for dinner!!! ||

|| good shot of the always-shy-and-cover-face edwyn... ||

|| 2-4-6-8 pose by the girls... ||

|| guys turn... and noticed edwyn covers his face... =.=" ||

then we went back to our separate rooms for some cleaning up...

and one thing i found out during this trip is that the girls took ages to get ready...

i mean seriously...

ages!!!

and then, more cam-whore time!!!

|| very reminiscence of the photoshoot i had with fagiselle in cineleisure doesn't it?! ||

|| awesome editing skills... XD ||

|| love everything!!! ||

|| nearly fell posing for this!!! ||

|| spot the model wannabe 3!!! ||

|| really nice album cover... ||

we were walking around for hours...

hanging out at starbucks...

Greg ( the guy sitting right at the bottom stair... ) actually went for a movie alone...

awesome dude...

and then it's time for snoozes...

morning came

and everything then seems like a blur...

there were breakfast, aunties, more snoozes, ticket counters, arcade, basketball, buses and random dude snapping pictures in the bus...

and we're back in kl sentral...

|| back to reality ||

yup

the trip was awesome and i had major fun...

can't believe i actually went on those thrill rides...

no vomiting

no pale face

no medication

all wells and ends well...

*there's no picture of fabuliciousness here cause it's filled with awesome pictures anyway!!!*

**and this is the longest picture post ever!!!**

***one down... four more to go***

~~(1) genting trip~~ ~~( don't be jealous fagiselle and sherry-top )~~

(2) mamak mee-ah ( i don't know why i've not blogged about this!!! )

(3) mask masquerade!!! ( different type of masks i've been doing )

(4) gym membership ( yes, i wanna look good too... )

(5) new hair cut!!! ( absolutely drastic one!!! )

..::|| gone but NOT forgotten... ||::..

2010-05-11T22:43:00.002+08:00

ok... maybe not gone la...

hey ya'lls!!!

wassup!!!

yes, i know i have disappeared for like so long, pulling a houdini stunt on ya'lls but yea...

i'm back...

as in...

i've never left and just too lazy to blog kinda back...

i'm actually super bored...

there's nothing i can do...

i mean there's a million things to do but i'm just too lazy to do anything...

that make any sense ?!

anyway...

updates...

ok i'm gonna do this..

am gonna list down all the things i want to blog on...

and i will cancel it off my list one by one...

ok?!

here goes..

(1) genting trip ( don't be jealous fagiselle and sherry-top )

(2) mamak mee-ah ( i don't know why i've not blogged about this!!! )

(3) mask masquerade!!! ( different type of masks i've been doing )

(4) gym membership ( yes, i wanna look good too... )

(5) new hair cut!!! ( absolutely drastic one!!! )

five items...

one night...

lets do this!!!

ush ush!!!

fighting!!!

..::|| shedding... ||::..

2010-05-01T04:04:00.002+08:00

|| my fluttering heart is shedding it's wings and is fluttering no more... ||

what about you?!

..::|| 100 days ||::..

2010-04-12T00:21:00.004+08:00

ever wonder how things change over time?!

100 days ago...

the cast of mamak mee-ah rehearse for the very first time

100 days ago...

first semester started for second year HELP psychology students

100 days ago...

i was accident free

100 days ago...

my career as a tuition teacher has just begun

100 days ago...

i've just gotten my DSLR

100 days ago...

My parents made up

100 days ago...

i was asked to choreograph my first dance in church

100 days ago...

i was a single entity

question of fabu is this

how was your life 100 days ago?!

|| picture of fabulicious-ness ||

|| if i knew, i wouldn't have worried...
if i knew, i wouldn't have thought about it
if i knew, i wouldn't hold back
if i knew, if only i knew... ||

..::|| distractions ||::..

2010-04-05T16:55:00.003+08:00

there are many type of distractions out there...
may it be work, peers and facebook & twitter
( come on people, only liars and cheaters will deny the fact that the entire world is addicted to facebook & twitter )

all these distractions are sometimes good...
when you are lonely or just wanna have some fun pranking another lonely soul...

or it could be bad...
when your assignment is due tomorrow and here you are trying to beat the high scores in bejeweled...

but nonetheless, distractions are always there...
how you handle it is what matters...

i personally was "distracted" and it was fun at first because it was thrilling and all-so exciting...
but then i thought, it has sorta almost taken over my focus and my focus-alarm went off...

it was telling me that the distractions is really DISTRACTING ME...

and so...
what do i do?!

i eliminate that distractions...
it was almost like saying goodbye to a long-known friend...
but after that...
i felt free and immediate different...
finally...
i no longer am in that distractions...

awesome feeling i can tell you...

and so, question of fabu is this

what is/was your distractions?!

hmmm...
it's a bit of a abstract kinda post but yea...

=)

|| picture of fabulicious-ness ||

..::|| Neuroticism... ||::..

2010-04-01T02:07:00.004+08:00

I'm absolutely

neurotic
obsessive
compulsive
imaginary
jealous
selfish
unreasonable
crazy
annoying
afraid
insecure
whatever...

I don't wanna feel nor care anymore...

just wanna fly away and let it be gone...

|| jump high in the sky... ||

..::|| busy-square ||::..

2010-03-27T13:33:00.002+08:00

Hey ya'lls!!!

XP

*avoiding stones*

yea, sori la...
been extremely lazy to post anything...

anyway,
just wanna ask erm... have you ever been so busy that you don't even have time to be a couch potato?!

like serious... i've been so caught up with stuffs that i no longer qualify to be a couch potato...
which is sad cause it's a position i have been maintaining and dominating for the past few years...

sigh...

sad achievement don't ya think?!

lolness...

April is going to be like a major time-management nightmare for me...

reason being because i have two shows this month, three assignments to complete, not to mention finals i need to revise for...

i tell you, i would be experiencing major-work-load-withdrawal syndrome by the end of April...

but then again, it's a syndrome i don't mind having lo...

XD

having rehearsal later for Easter and kinda excited...
which reminds me, need to do some arrangement for positions...
hmmm...

ok, new format for my post nowadays...

i will post up a question on every post i do and do respond ya'lls...
just so i know people are reading... XP

( how pathetic it is for me to beg for respond ?! )

(( don't answer that... ))

so question of fabu of the day is...

What is your busiest day's schedule like?!

that's it for now...
will see you guys soon...

ciao-ness...

|| picture of fabulicious-ness||
me likey this pic using ubber low shutter speed... XD
discovered the effect by accident...

..::|| so much to say... ||::..

2010-02-26T04:13:00.003+08:00

i know i haven't been updating much lately
i have been crazily busy and i'm not even making this up...
yes, busy dating you la, what else... XP
I'm teaching tuition on Monday and Wednesday while the rest of the days i have rehearsal except Saturday but Easter is starting which means it's also booked...
plus my classes...
plus the responsibility of teman-ing my BF leh...
I'm completely booked for the entire week, every week...

XS

but i still make time for important things...
things i never knew i will ever have...

ok will stop sounding corny here...
no, i really meant CORNY not the CORN-whom-i-yum-cha-with-till-5.00am
actually, i'm here to say i'm still alive and this blog is not dead yet, it will never die unless one day i get so bored of it i will stop update...
but then again, i don't think i will get bored of blogging lo...
just lazy...

XP

will do a proper update post soon...

X)

xoxo bitches...

ps : new OUT line... boleh ka?!

lol...

loving the hidden message thing... muahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahhah!!!

..::|| i'm falling... ||::..

2010-01-15T05:18:00.002+08:00

|| fragile and vulnerable but i'm willing ||

i finally found that sparks and magic after all these years...

..::|| funny thing about life... ||::..

2010-01-04T02:45:00.004+08:00

|| following the flow and enjoying all the simple things in life... ||

is nothing's ever perfect...
( except for GOD )

there's no such thing as perfections...

nothing in this entire world is perfectly symmetrical...

no relationship are ever without any setback...

no one is ever flawlessly perfect...

BUT

it's the imperfection of life that makes it ever so beautiful...

pimples on the face of an adolescent are the trophies of hardwork...

scars of wounds shows the victories won...

imperfect lines creates masterpiece adores by millions...

challenges of relationship increases the values it holds...

abnormal ideas changes the perceptions of others...

we are all just human...

|| human are imperfect beings, not created for perfections but live to enjoy the little imperfect things of this world... ||

Perfections?!

i say

|| let us all embrace imperfections because that is what makes us perfect... ||

..::|| can't help myself... ||::..

2010-01-02T21:02:00.002+08:00

to post this up...

XD

..::|| is it wrong?! ||::..

2009-12-28T02:26:00.002+08:00

is it wrong for me to be pissed?!
is it wrong for me to show attitude?!
is it wrong for me to find it awkward?!
is it wrong for me to find it difficult to look them in the eye?!
is it wrong for me to be angry at them?!
is it wrong for me to be absolutely mad at them?!
is it wrong for me to be sarcastic?!
is it wrong for me to snap at everything they say?!
is it wrong for me to lose a bit of respect towards them?!
is it wrong for me to hold back my tears?!

is it wrong?!

thank you for the drama...
what a way to end the year...

|| putting on the smiley face... ||

..::|| A very not-so merry Christmas... ||::..

2009-12-24T16:10:00.002+08:00

My Christmas wish this year is nothing more than just the absence of tears...

Merry Christmas everyone...

..::|| finally!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ||::..

2009-12-21T11:22:00.002+08:00

i actually beat CALEB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

first time in my entire freaking facebook life...
i got a 400 000 over points!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

( yea, i know, something like this can make me this happy... signs of ubber-patheticism syndrome... )

..::|| i wonder... ||::..

2009-12-19T16:28:00.003+08:00

( let me just say sori in advance for ya'lls to listen to my endless love rambling... then again... it's MY BLOG!!! )

if the symptoms of being in love still exist in this generation?!

sweaty palms...
irregular heart beat...
cold sweat...
anxious gut...
anticipation...
can't sleep...
can't eat...
can't do anything else...

does all of these still exist?!

what ever happens to the purity and innocence of love?!

the days where being in love is the best thing in the world...
having a partner is the most beautiful thing in the world...
the time two souls spend together can freeze time and brings about magic...

are those times still in our presence?!
have we really lost the true meaning of love?!

i myself can't really answer these question cause i'm not sure...
have i truly lost the one thing that i believe in?!

missing the days where i still believe in true love

..::|| oyster mushroom with diced pineapple omelet... ||::..

2009-12-16T21:28:00.008+08:00

How do you combine pineapple with omelet?!

you get ---> *title*

( yea, it's an ubber long name to type out again... )

ingredients as followed...

|| eggs ||

|| chinese celery ||

|| oyster mushrooms ||

|| pineapples ||

|| seasonings ||

*notice how i don't include the amounts and stuff... cause up to taste la...*

and of course, the procedure...

( suddenly had a sudden flashback to those days in the science lab writing reports... procedures... XD )

|| beat the eggs... ||

|| sauteed the pineapples... ||

|| add the oyster mushrooms and seasonings... ||

|| pour in the eggs... ||

|| try with all your luck to flip it over without ruining the egg... ||

( this is the hardest part actually... trying to flip it... i was almost successful... )

|| sprinkle roughly chopped chinese celery and serve with toasts... add chili sauce for extra kick...||

|| tadaa!!! perfect brunch... ||

|| clean plate!!! ||

yup...

simple instructions...
with simple ingredients...
creates simple magic...

*burp*

thinkingofnextrecipe - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..
snsd & super junior - SEOUL song
kara - Aha

..::|| detox diet... ||::..

2009-12-08T02:56:00.002+08:00

i've heard of it and have yet to try it...

until today...

i finally got my ass over at the fresh produce section and started hunt for my detox recipe...

i've realized i needed a detox diet when there were multiple eruptions going on on my face...

( yes, i know it sounded disgusting... )

i mean, it was continuous...
like one after the other...
and it's like a freaking epidemic!!!

and the worst part is...

I'M FREAKING 21!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

shouldn't the pimple-phrase be gone by now?!
goodness me...

and so, to safe my already-scarred face...
i've turn into a herbivore for one day...

( initial plan was two days... but my carnivore side of me is roaring for some blood!!! )

( blood as in meat... adding drama la yor... )

i started out with a full bowl of salad...

it was yummy-licious!!!

of course, it would defeat the entire purpose of a detox diet if i used mayonnaise and thousand island as dressing right?!

so i randomly pick and add a few other stuff and it turns out awesome-ly!!!

( sori, was too busy eating till forgot to snap a picture... )

basically i chopped

|| tomatoes ||
|| apples ||
|| cucumbers ||
|| Chinese celery ||

and as for the dressing, it's

|| olive-oli with balsamic vinegar ||
|| salt ||
|| pepper ||
|| soy-sauce ||
|| sugar ||

it was awesome!!!

of course...
it didn't take long before i feel hungry again...
and so i ate two pieces of toasts...

( those that are ready made and ubber cheap from the bakery section... )

and that was my breakfast-cum-lunch...

i kinda skipped my dinner because tuition duty...

( yes, i'm helping in educating the younger generation of our nation... )

and so when i got back,
i was starving...

i was so tempted to cook a oyster mushroom omelet but thought it might disrupt my detox diet...
but somehow was craving for the mushroom really badly...

so i came up with this idea...

i shall make a mushroom-pineapple sandwich...

( even i myself am surprise at my own culinary creativity sometimes... )

( and it was quite an experience in trying to cut the pineapple... )

XD

so i lightly sauteed the pineapple and the mushrooms...
added a few seasoning and that's it!!!

of course i made another bowl of salads
almost the same ingredients...
only diff is instead of apple...
i used

|| watermelon ||

and added

|| carrots ||

and so that was my dinner...

but i couldn't finish the salad and so saved it for supper instead...

and now... i feel like a freaking plant-eater!!!

no meat since morning...
my goodness...
it's as though something is missing
but i'm full...

come to think of it...
we constantly eat meat and it's almost like a drug to most of us eh?!

so this is my challenge to all you meat-lovers out there...

try to go one day without any meat...

seriously...

NO MEAT!!!

( eggs are considered as meat as well... )

( fishes... hello!!! it's an animal!!! )

of course, i cheated a bit... i added mayo into the sandwich but that was THE only non-vege ingredients...

other than that...

ALL VEGES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

try it...

should be fun...

i think...

=.=

vegetarian - ly OUT bitches!!!

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..
snsd - way to go
f(x) - chu

..::|| finally back to the dark side... ||::..

2009-12-05T16:31:00.002+08:00

yes, i've finally recreated another profile on the "buddies" site...

it was well...
for all the right intention this time...
i mean
i'm trying to enlarge my circle of friends and hence...
the "buddies" site...

and the amazing thing was

( so totally AM bragging )

is that immediately after i created the profile...
i got ONE mail...
and then for the next 24 hours...
i got almost 10 mails...
it was unheard of back in those days when i had my first profile...
i was flattered...
no really...

i am...

maybe because of this phrase i placed in my profile...

"just drop me a message and i will reply... don't worry, i won't bite... unless you want me to... *wink*"

yes i know...
it's cheeky yet funny....

i think...

anyway...
i'm curious to see how this go this time...
and yea...

i shall document my entire journey...

XD

checkingmymailboxlikeamaniac - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| maturity... ||::..

2009-12-03T16:35:00.002+08:00

is such an overrated term...
everyone says that they are mature in some sense...

but are you really matured?!

i myself am guilty as charge for proclaiming that i'm matured way beyond my age...
but is that ever possible?!

yea, i do have thoughts and different priorities than most people but how different can they be?!
isn't that just part of my personality?!
what makes them so special that it gives me the permission to use that statement?!

come to think of it...
i'm not that matured anyway...

i have my own tantrums...

of course invisible from the public eyes...

i have my own childish desires...

like random trips to McD for my fav sundae cone...
and the all-so sinful fries...

or

the ever-so tasty waffles with strawberry jam with ice-cream...

i have my own childish hobbies as well...

sailormoon and mangas...
that's just the surface of the HUGE ice-berg...

not to mention my love-for-all cute things...

is this being immature?!
or is this just my personality?!

what defines maturity?!

is it the ability to earn your own income?!
or the ability to be independent?!

so what defines immaturity then?!

not being able to let go the past?!
worried about stuff that are just too petty in life?!

like i've said...
maturity is so overrated...
if it were me...
i would say...

" realizing that you are immature is maturity itself "

sotheverydeep - ly OUT bitches!!!

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..
snsd - one year later
snsd - boyfriend

..::|| not caring anymore... ||::..

2009-11-29T01:31:00.001+08:00

this is random and a total outburst but yea...

I DON'T FREAKING CARE ANYMORE
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wutever - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| you know you're a HELP psychology student when... ||::..

2009-11-27T16:58:00.003+08:00

1. surely your textbook is listed under your references in every single assignment...

2. you think writing a 5 page essay is a nightmare

3. you scream "APA is HELL!!!"

4. lecturers of yours are agents of torture!!!

5. you play BANG! in tutorials (depends on tutor... XP)

6. you complained about the prices in wisma HELP but still eat there because too lazy to go anywhere else

7. you don't find any difference between mid-terms and finals... both are equally stressful

8. you hate group assignments if the members are randomly assigned

9. you either hate turnitin or love it... depends on the percentage...

10. you begin to used psychological terms in your everyday conversations

11. only psychology students understand your jokes

12. you begin to analyze your own love life during social psychology

13. you see BIRG and CORF in every single football match...

14. you think that double spacing is a blessing in a 20-page report

15. you completed more surveys as compare to a typical normal student from another course...

|| i shall add to this list when i think of more... ||

..::|| time-travelling ||::..

2009-11-27T16:17:00.004+08:00

|| easy, breezy, beautiful... ||

Can't believe classes are ending soon...
it's almost the end of the semester...

pretty fast if you ask me...
to add on the unbelieveness...
we're completing our first year already...
it's ridiculously quick...

still having the freshmen syndrome sometimes when i strut across the hallways...
I'm getting used to the new environment but somehow it's still a stranger to me...
i guess only when you leave will you finally feel the familiar-ness of that place...

my exact sentiment when i went back to KDU the other day...
it was all so familiar to me...
the familiar scent of the fresh produce being cooked to perfection as hungry patrons of the college flock the tables and chairs hoping to catch some yummy-ness before back to the torturous lessons...

sitting in the middle of all chaos...
i was transported back in time to the olden days where i was one of them...
it was almost surreal...
i even bump into some old friends...
it's truly is a back in time moment for moi...

coming back to the present time...
was just mentioning about entering the second year of our course...
my friends and i
we're just saying that we still feel like first year students...
newbies...

by entering this new stage
we no longer have the permission to act like newbies...
no more

"i'm not sure where this class is leh..."

or

"how do you do the references again?!"

or worst...

" where to check the schedule?!"

yea...
some of the questions that fills me ears all the time...
i shall compile a list of things later...

need to pee...

*running away*

XP

wastingtimeaway - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| ASSignments... ||::..

2009-11-17T01:24:00.002+08:00

i'm suppose to be doing my assignments...
urg!!!
i can't write anymore...
am having writer's block...

( yet i can blog about it... the irony... )

hmmm...

just had like a marathon of communitychannel...

( youtube it... )

love the milo challenge...
feel like doing it but oh gosh...
i can't drink milk to save my life!!!

XD

anyway...
feeling a bit hungry now...
maybe i should go to McD's and do my assignments there instead...

hmmm...

nah... i prefer my own room...
there's a bed at least if i ever need some instant trip to dream land...

Oh yea...
i'm not sure whether ANYONE reads my blog but
let me know what ya'lls think about the way i wrote my previous post...
should i continue to write that way or should i stick to my usual
bitch-talking-kinda-informal-i-don't-give-a-dyamnnn
kinda thing...
let me know alright?!

just drop a word or two in the comment box
and i'll go check it out...

=)

dozingoff - ly OUT bitches...

ps : i know you guys won't even try to youtube it... so being a kind soul like me... i shall post them up here...

say thank you now...

|| anyone wants to accept her challenge?! ||

..::|| i wonder... ||::..

2009-11-14T11:34:00.002+08:00

is cupid playing with me or something?!

*i know la i kinda lost your trust the last time but really... this is so mean of you!!!*

exactly one year ago i dumped my first ever official BF for a very stupid reason...
it's something i'm ashamed and never will i repeat it again...
i think because of that, cupid is very mad at me and decided to curse me to eternal damnation of singleness

*why would you shoot an arrow at my direction when you know it's either will not stab me deep enough or will just deflect from my thick skin?!*

not that i'm desperate but you know, it would be nice to have someone...
despite the drama and bitchiness and all the undecisiveness that comes with it...
i prefer having that one person there as compare to playing eye-ball tag wherever i go...
it's tiring and stupid and sometimes just plain creepy on my part...

*the arrow you shot was too short my darling, it didn't pierce deep enough... it just scratched his skin only...*

but this time cupid really went too far...
i found someone
( technically he found me but lets just keep my ego down for now )
and it was all fun until we went deeper...

...

=.=

( sounded wrong... )

i mean intimate...

( better... )

it was seriously the relationship i would say i have been waiting all my life for...

||have you ever met a person whom can tell your thoughts by just a single glance of your face?!||

||have you ever feel like your're so comfortable in his arms that you just want sleep there forever?!||

||Have you ever hear another human being's heart beat knowing it's beating a bit faster because of your presence?!||

||Have you ever fantasize all the things you wanna do with your bf and only to find out you've done all the things on the list in just two days?!||

yes...
my answer is yes to all of the above...
it's that fast and that crazy of a ride...

spending time with him was fun...
it was like hanging out with a best friend...
and no to mentioned the no barrier communication we had...
i mean seriously...

NC-17 is an understatement in terms of labeling our conversation

( meaning that we're open to each other... not dirty talk ok! )

it was seriously the one relationship i have been waiting for...

*you gave me an almost-perfect guy without any catch nor complications but why this?!*

so wat's the problem?!
well, apparently second thought was the culprit...
he was having second thought about where we stand...
i guess it was moving a bit too fast and now we're kinda stuck at a place where routine begins to set in and familiarity is spreading...
so it's either be contempt with the current situation or move to the next level
and i think he got a bit freaked out...

*are my feelings that fun to play with?! it's MY feelings btw...*

and so we had THE TALK...
and it went on for an hour or so...

( not too bad... considering we're actually like only three weeks in... )

and while we're going thru this...
i was smiling...
not because i'm happy nor trying to hide my pain...

i was genuinely smiling...
because to tell you the truth...
i sorta expected it...

( no, not psychic nor six sense... just something i know )

so while he was tearing up and letting all out...
i was just listening and explaining and smiling...

until a point where he actually said

" don't smile like that, you're making me feel like an ASS... "

XD

i know...

*but i'm prepared... i've learned how NOT to be affected by this... i'm not as vulnerable as i was two years ago...*

but yea...
in the end...
we agree on common ground...
no one was hurt deeply nor any conflict was created...

a bit disappointment is of course inevitable but hey, it's better than falling into the pits of misery right?!

*i'm stronger and way more matured than you think i am, and yes, thanks to you, i've grown and might even outgrown more than you predicted...*

and so, it was a happy ending in some sense...
i gain a new friend and i do hope this friendship will last...
because of the intimacy we shared, high possibility it will i believe...

( not to mentioned the jokes only the both of us will understand... XP )

all in all, great experience and fun was definitely in the equation...
something i will cherish this for a very long time to come...

*but i still trust you and do ask for your forgiveness... i'm not blaming you, just saying...*

so here's to a great experience and greater ones to come!!!

*give me a break will ya?! i'm tired to start new ones and playing all this games is really taking it's tool on me... so i'm leaving it all to you...*

( fyi, i know you're reading this... don't misunderstood... it's just something i need to write about... noticed the anonymity of the post... so yea... no worries... =) )

( although i really wanna tell that someone though... would be awesome to see his facial expression... XD )

*i do hope HE is running as fast as he can to catch up with me...*

*To Cupid. With love, Paul*

*ps : i'm still allow to have preference right?! and you remember my perferences?! =P*

clinkingandclankingaway - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| kinda-expected decision... ||::..

2009-11-13T00:30:00.003+08:00

|| back to fluttering... ||

..::|| stroke by stroke... ||::..

2009-11-11T23:02:00.003+08:00

i can't believe i have been going down to the pool for so many times now...
it's amazing...
like awesome-ly healthy way...

XD

but the pool is not so appetizing...
there's like mold on the walls...
stuff at the bottom of the pool...
pretty disgusting...

one of the reason why i never used a goggle...
i don't wanna see in detail where i'm swimming at...

besides the disgusting pool...
i managed to swimming 10 laps!!!
it's crazy wei...
and i don't like you know...
grasping for air after that...
i'm so shock at my own stamina...

XD

healthy living baby!!!

adding to my new-ly acquire lifestyle...
my diet is changing too...

and yes...
skipping meals and ridiculous-ly small portions are part of it...

but it's sorta healthy i guess...
i have quite a heavy breakfast by my own definition...
skipped lunch...
maybe eat a small snack
and gorge like a pig during dinner...
which i guess makes no different la...
but oh well...

anyway...
i've started exercising again...
but highly doubt i can maintain it...

X(

but i shall try !!!

healthy living baby!!!

randommuchpost - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| hibernation... ||::..

2009-11-07T03:39:00.006+08:00

this blog is not dead!!!

i figured i have to start my post like that just so that ya'lls know i haven't abandon this blog just yet...
not that i will...
but ya...

updates updates updates...
*update no.1*
I don't remember posting about this but i signed up for an audition almost three weeks ago...
for a upcoming musicale...
it's a comedy kinda musicale...
and guess what...

i got in!!!

awesome-ness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

yup, i got in as an ensemble...
but i'm understudying for one of the main roles...
so it's exciting!!!
and the best part is that practice is starting soon but it's not gonna be like ubber hectic and all...

*update no.2*
also i'm involved in the Christmas dance this year!!!

seems like my career in performing arts is really taking off man!!!

XD

*update no.3*
major major add-on...
i'm choreographing for a musical for kids...
it's super cute!!!
most of my choreography are inspirations from youtube and there's even some moves from GEE!!!
( youtube-ed snsd-gee... you'll know what i mean... XP )

yes... as i've said, it's really taking off...
i'm kinda surprise and taken back at the busy schedule i'm having now...
classes are crazy...
assignments are even worst...

but i'm getting the hang of it...
it's awesome...

but i'm kinda beat up by all these stuff...

i have to wake up at 5.45am almost everyday single day since last week...
( need to catch the bus... *sigh* )

can't wait for the car to arrive...

oh did i mention...

*update no.4*
i'm getting a freaking car!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XDDDDDD

it's my mum's car, she'll be getting a new car...
i'm just happy to be getting some sort of vehicle that origins i'm sure of and not some weird random vehicle whose history i know nothing of...
( dyamnnn... england suddenly so the powderful... )

*update no.5*
one last update before i official lay my head on my feather pillows...

and this i have to show in pictures instead...

suspense ma...

i call this

|| fluttering companion... ||

amtotallyback - ly OUT bitches!!!

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..

snsd - chocolate love
kara - mister
shinee - ring ding dong
colbie callat - falling for you

..::|| addiction... ||::..

2009-10-16T18:31:00.002+08:00

Facebook has the most addictive games in the entire world...
i mean like seriously...
you first ignore it...
then you loath em' cause everyone seems to be playing them and posting up their scores and status and whatever not...
next thing you know...
u're playing em'...

( no... i'm not talking about mafia wars and sorority life nor farmville and etc etc... )

i hate all this addictive games!!!
it's not helping me staying away from facebook...
seriously people...
facebook has infected all of us with this addiction...
have you catch urself at times where you'll just log on to facebook unconsciously?!

to me, i have to check my bloody updates and feeds ever five seconds, and i'm not exaggerating...

now, my most recent addiction...

PLOCK

gosh... why am i so gullibly addicted to all these stuff man...

oh yea,
one more thing...
the newest-and-sorta-annnoying-yet-i'm-one-of-the-people-doing-it-cause-it's-cool trend is sharing videos...

seriously...

have you noticed how many videos are being SHARED every single second?
yes...
second people...

sigh...

facebook is taking over our lives...
even the movies mentioned about em'...

*all hail facebook!!!*

random...

checkingmyfacebookstatus - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| i did it!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ||::..

2009-10-06T14:24:00.001+08:00

|| i finally solve the freaking rubix cube baby!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ||

..::|| strangely all-right... ||::..

2009-09-28T02:54:00.003+08:00

|| Happy for the loving couple... =) ||

..::|| slap in the face... ||::..

2009-09-25T14:15:00.001+08:00

1 Malaysia 2 Muka

..::|| sand, beach, and coffee-coloured waters... ||::..

2009-09-24T18:24:00.002+08:00

|| sun-burned... ||

don't think i will be going to the beach anytime soon...

= . =

..::|| good boy... ||::..

2009-09-19T01:16:00.004+08:00

today i have been a very very good boy...
i've stayed at home for the entire freaking day...
and i actually turned down an invitation from my friends to meet up and hang out tonight...
why?! you may ask...

because well,
yesterday i watched

and it was sorta an OK movie i would say...
not much room for character development

BUT

it was action-filled and of course...

HE was in it!!!

major HOT alert!!!

*fanning self*

anyway...
yea, after movie the entire geng went to McDs
and we sat and chat till 3.00 am...

so because of that,
i've grounded my self for today...

hmmm...

never heard of people ground themselves but oh well...
tomorrow finally i'm asked to go to

KidsCAT

kinda nervous i would say...
cause i'm not too sure what to expect actually...
but i shall take on that challenge to teach kids!!!
ush ush!!!

gambatei!!!
wighting!!!

stilladdictedtogrey's-ly OUT bitches...

..::|| flood of inspiration and total design moment... ||::..

2009-09-17T19:40:00.004+08:00

ola ya'lls...

yes, this sem has been hectic i can tell you that...
but one subject that i have been enjoying like crazy is intro to design...

( i know it's weird for me to take design because it has nothing to do with psychology whatsoever... )

it's ubber awesomelicious!!!

xD

i never thought i can design something using the computer...

( "paint" gave me some bad experiences... dun ask )

so anyway, we're taught how to use adobe illustrator and photoshop

( but haven't gone to photoshop yet )

and so far... it's awesome!!!

haha...

during the first class when she was doign the introduction lecture and telling us about the assignments and stuff...
i was already having ideas on what to do and what to design...

i can tell you
i creative juices just kept on flowing ever since...
it was like shocking to me...
cause i was never good in drawing...
except sticks figures and yea...
you know what i mean...

but even i myself are impress by my own sketches...

X)

( trying to boost self-confidence there a little... ok maybe a lot!!! )

|| this was my first ever design... we were taught how to use lines and brushes and colours... and then we were asked to just design something... this was what i came up with on the spot... ||

|| and then i went home and did another similar design but i kinda convert it into my hp's wallpaper... xD ||

|| then, the next tutorial we were taught how to use different shapes and how to manipulate the shapes... and then for the exercise, we were asked to design a character... this is wat i came up with... can ya'lls guess what it is?! ||

and for our first assignment, we're require to design two wallpaper design for desktop...
this is where i went crazy... both of my design have something in common... as in the technique i used... but diff message though...

see of ya'lls can figure it out...

=)

|| d e s i g n - O n e ||

|| d e s i g n - T w o ||

hehe...
i'm so happy with both design...
it's simple yet took me quite some time to tweak all the final details and touches to it...
also the lecturer helped a lot!!!

hmmm...
our next assignments are to design two logos...
i'm having some ideas but still have to develop em' first...

so until then...
i will reveal my masterpiece soon...

=)

totallyaddictedtogrey's-ly OUT bitches...

..::|| grooving barreh ||::..
2NE1 - Fire
2NE1 - I Don't Care
2PM - Again & Again
2PM - Hate U
2PM - I don't know if you'll come back
4 minute - Hot issue

..::|| hearty fluttered ||::..

2009-09-09T04:19:00.001+08:00

|| aimless fluttering ||

..::|| spider combs all around ||::..

2009-09-07T11:41:00.002+08:00

" laziness prevails while procrastinate rules!!! "

( come on, tell me if it's NOT true... )

again, my blog was left unattended for so long...
*sowee bloggie*
ever since that final bow during the final matinee show in Pentas 1,
life was NOT boring...
i can tell you that...
interesting is more like it...
FUN
well, maybe a little...
ok, A LOT!!!

you know, initially all kaki's thought that that last show will be the last time we'll see each other...
how wrong...
we have been yumcha-ing, hang out-ing and just bitching all the time...
i guess our withdrawal syndrome was the urge to hang out with everyone all the time...

( weird but all so true )

i forgot how many times we all hang out or yum cha together but the most prominent one for moi was the other night where we literally sat in McD till dawn...

( does 6.00 am consider as dawn ?! )

we talked, bitched, ate, bitch some more, and at one point, started singing musical tunes...
loudly that is...
so much fun...
then i've notice that almost everyday i met up with my kaki's

either for yum-cha, dinner, movie, performances... etc etc etc...

i'm glad i've found a bucn of friends that will just simply hang out for the sake of hanging out...

IT'S FREAKING AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

|| still missing ya'lls very the much!!! ||

next stop...

GENTING BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..::|| final curtain call ||::..

2009-08-22T12:24:00.004+08:00

wassup bitches!!!

i know i know
i haven't been updating my blog for so so so darah-ly long...
stop throwing stones at me!!!

last sunday was the final curtain call...
KAKI BLUE officially warp up that day...
usually i never get emotionally when a production ends...
ok la...
i do get sad and you know,
withdrawal syndromes and stuff...
( i'm talking about easter )

but other than that, nothing else...
but this time for kaki blue
it was fine in the beginning but let me tell you...
during the final bow...
i was like almost choking...
and then we ran backstage and cheer...
that was the moment...
the moment where all ur emotions just came up
from the bottom of ur gut to ur throat and finally ur mouth...
it was terrible...
and then at the same time...
my friend hugged me...
that was the trigger la...
flood gates of heaven poured out...

it was terrible i can tell you that...
sigh...
it was bad...
no not bad...
worst...

anyway...
before we have time to dwell in our emo emo moments...
the entire cast planned already what to do for the rest of the day...
( kinda like to avoid that moment la )

after the final show, is the cast party...
then immediately after the cast party was Short & Sweet gala night...
( that's another awesome show... )

and lastly
after party by crashing our awesome Jack's condo...
( man i really pity him la... xD )
so yup...
no time to mourn and be depressed...
it was party after party after party... ( i've taken around close to 500 pictures... and that not even counting those that were taken by others... xD )
it was pictures-whoring at it's prime...
i've uploaded some of em' on facebook...

yea...
anyhow...
starting third sem next week...
sigh...
holidays are coming to an end...
sigh...

back to school!!!

=(

i'mfreakingfull-ly OUT bitches...

|| hats off ya'lls... ||

..::|| another dance cover... ||::..

2009-08-12T00:10:00.003+08:00

another dance cover i did this morning...
this time is none other than

KARA!!!

this time i experimented with a new video editing software...
took me quite a while to get a hang of it...
but once i did...
dyamnnn...

xD

..::|| i can never imagine... ||::..

2009-08-10T15:18:00.001+08:00

found this out of random...
and it's sorta freaky...
like seriously...

O . o "

..::|| early bird gets the yummy chewy worm... ||::..

2009-08-08T09:00:00.003+08:00

*yawn*

still can't believe how freaking early i woke up this morning...
considering the fact that i slept around 3.00 am yesterday...

( was watching superhero movie yesterday... it was stupidly funny... xD)

so, decided to called it an early night...
well...
to me it is...
crash in the living room with me two babies...
i was tired...
really tired...
but somehow had some trouble going to sleep...

and then i did...
but it didn't felt like a sleep to me...

= . =

woke up around 7.30 am i think...
and i was like...

*dyamnnn... that's early...*

was trying to go back to my favourite place...
but apparently the bus fare has increase and so i'm stuck in reality...

( i got that line from somewhere... and i'll bet none of ya'll can guess where it's from... muahahahhahahahahahahahhahahahaha )

and what do you do when you can't go back to bed?!
you switch on the TV...
it was pretty awesome...
watching tv in "bed"... sorta...

xD

( smell of fried bread deep in egg aka french toast is filling the air... and it's awesome!!! )

glasses-wearing brother is making breakfast...
so sweet...

i ordered scramble eggs with toast...
hehe
am gonna eat it with chocolate milk and cereal...
yummi-ness!!!

*rushing towards the kitchen*

havingfirstinaverylongtimebreakfast - ly OUT bitches...

ps : the quote is from KAKI BLUE... xD come support ya'll... as always... details as follow...

..::|| wii playing kaki's ||::..

2009-08-06T14:13:00.000+08:00

enough said...

xD

..::|| the life of a blue-wearing kaki ||

2009-08-04T03:19:00.002+08:00

hmmm...
finally, after much procrastination...
i finally finished my first ever documentary...
sorta...

here it is...
well, i did this in like one hour...
so yea, no special effect...
just plain random-ness...

xD

night ya'll

filledwithfrieschickenwingssaladsandthreelayeredtea - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| food for my ears ||::..
kara - wanna
cascada - everytime (ballad)

..::|| ops... kaki's gone wild ||

2009-08-04T02:33:00.002+08:00

what do you get when you put four dudes, Britney Spears and a camera together...

KAKI's GONE WILD !!!

xD

..::|| two down, 14 more to go... ||::..

2009-08-01T14:41:00.002+08:00

hey you bitches...
the show opened two days ago and let me tell ya'll...
it was freaking AWESOME alright!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i'm mean it was seriously totally completely

A-to-the-W-E-S-O-M-E !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

major highlights were major Sabar's catch-phrase
" apa ke HEY ni!!! "
also, the multi-language stand up guy...
but the star of the night i would say hands down...
our dear
"walk-like-a-man" shan
the audiences love love LOVE him...

and lets not forget the incredible cast...
the entire cast ws on full energy that day...
for me personally, i was feeding from the audiences...
it does make a diff man...
i dance, sing, and pour my heart out that night...
it was magical...

then came the second night...
i was foretold about the second-night syndrome...
or something like that...
of course, i got a bit more confident compare to the first night...
but kept myself grounded and focus...
just so i won't get too cocky and all...
again, it was awesome!!!

so yea...
i'm just praying that the entire cast and myself will be able to sustain the energy that are all-so-crucial in this coming weeks...

GAMBATEI YA'LL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

FIGHTING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

there're still tickets for sales...
so come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

details are as attached...

and you can visit the official KAKI BLUE blog...

mari mari mari!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..::|| proper... ||::..

2009-07-28T13:31:00.002+08:00

i know i haven't been a good blogger lately...

( blame it on my sheer exhaustion from rehearsals... )

but i have been documenting my journey in KAKI BLUE...
pictures and videos...
it's awesome...
will compile everything later...

ok lets get on with business...

recently, my self-esteem or you can say bitchy confidence took a hard hit...
suddenly, without warning...
i'm not sure what was the trigger nor the reason
but the levels went down quite a bit...
i realized it was low yesterday...

also, i realized that i think a lot when i'm in a car...
my thoughts will just go all hay-wire
physically i'm there but mentally, i'm way beyond the rainbow...

anyhow...
yea...
pretty low...

dyamnn it...

fabulicious paul will not let this happen

*snap*

it's so NOT fabulous

*snap*

we are all fabulicious-ly fabulous

*snap*

dyamnnn right...

xD

random much...
wahahhahahahhahahahahhahaha !!!

opening night in two days time...
and as you guessed it...
butterflies are manifesting themselves slowly but rapidly in me stomach...

can't wait to shine in front of an audiences...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..::|| a trip down memory lane ||::..

2009-07-27T04:21:00.002+08:00

just came back from Jack's place...
we had another party...
ok not really a party...
more like a micro-mini-party-sorta-makan-makan time...
ya...
anyhow...
i was just googling my nickname for fun and guess wat i stumbled across...
my first blog!!!
i'm serious...
i've totally forgotten about it and i still remembered i was in form 5 during highschool when i first create it...
OMfab...
it's like flipping through the pages of history...

it was kinda freaky i have to admit...
and i have to say...
dyamnnn...
i can really write...
i mean wrote...
past tense...
now my grammar and vocab is completely cacat-ed...

anyhow...

here is my first ever post...

xD

First Timer

Hey yo, this is the first time i ever have a blog so any suggestion or comments is totally welcome yah.

Okay, here is a little more detail about myself. I'm a 17 years old teenager still searching his own personal image and identity. I want to clarify one thing. I dun consider myself as religious, i'm more like a faithful follower. Anyway not praising myself or anything, i'm kinda love to socialise with people, no matter who and what you are. As long as i can interact with you and that person can respond to me. Trust me, you dun want to talk to a person where all they do is just stare at you and say nothing. I live in Malaysia which is above Singapore which is in the south east Asia ( for those who dun know ) This country is the best among the best. Beautiful islands and mouth-watering food, it is truly asia. Also Malaysia has everything you can find anywhere else in the world cause we are famous for our copy-cat skill ( btw, that's a compliment to all 'org kampung' out there ). Humble and care for others is my gifts. I just love to help others until it is ridiculous. Here a story where i was taunt for my stupidity.

During my 4th year in highschool, we are require to do a project about some statistic in our class. Rumour has it that this project will affect our major exams result ( till now the rumour is not proven yet ) So i gather with my other two not-so-but-still lazy friends and start doing it. It looks like the project is going to finish any moment till we all just wasted all the precious time doing nothing if you know what i mean. So all we did was onli 10% of the whole project. I was so frustrated and loss hope. So i decided to finish it myself. One of my very-lazy-still-have-the-looks-of-a-taiwanese-star friend didn't care about the project. I was worried bout him cause i treat him as my best friend which i was onli 'tepuk tangan sebelah shj' as in friendship, not relationship yah. ( thats another story ) So me and my really-stupid-kind-heart-but-yet-still-there self came out and make another copy for him so that he won't fail his exams.

Now when i look back, it was really stupid of me. Well as i say, i can be used by anyone anytime anywhere. Dun you guys out there think you can do the same thing cause me have precauntious already.[ btw forgive me for all the wrong spelling cause again my granmar sometimes cacat one ] That is all i can type right now. I will make sure i always update the latest adventure of me life so that everyone in the world can make fun of me. - pAuL -

my goodness...
crazy right?!
lol...
there were only two post there...
so yea...

i'm tired...
gonna call it a night ya'll

readytobesweptoffmyfeet - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| second attempt ||::..

2009-07-24T13:52:00.003+08:00

i woke up this morning
and out of random

( and bored partially )

i finally completed a dance cover for my fav girl band ever...

SNSD !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

awesome-ness!!!
finally after months of practicing and viewing their performances and researching countless videos...
i finally manage to nail down all the choreography for their newest single...

tell me your wish (genie)

awesome-ness!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

and this is the dance cover i've uploaded onto youtube...
be gentle with the critics bitches...

xD

..::|| laziness brings out the most creative ways... ||::..

2009-07-22T02:41:00.003+08:00

i'm too lazy to type all my thoughts
and so decided to make a video instead...
ya'll know i love to talk right?!
muahahahahhahahahahhaha...

tell what ya'll think of this new format of blogging ya...
and if the respond is good...
i shall do more of it in the future...

gonnagoandsleepnow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| vow i made to myself... ||::..

2009-07-19T04:58:00.001+08:00

I WILL NEVER EVER EVER EVER
F***ING STEP MY FABULOUS FOOT INTO A CLUB ANYMORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

..::|| major sweatness... ||::..

2009-07-12T01:34:00.003+08:00

went out for dinner just now...
and we went to a restaurant where me mum is a very good friend to the cook...
one moment she's the customer...
next thing i know
she was in the restaurant's kitchen cutting a fish...

= . = "

apparently from what i heard...
someone gave her a free fish and she decided to help prepared it... so to say...
and yea...
i was having the "wat-the" moment...
and then i thought to myself...
this is such a blogging material...
haha...
yea...

the fish was awesome-ly fresh!!!
so yup...
it was an awesome dinner...

my mum never cease to amaze me...

^ ^

sarangae!!!

|| yup, she's there... cutting the fish... ||

reallygoingtosleepnow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| sweet sweet scoop of freedom ||::..

2009-07-12T00:58:00.003+08:00

|| my legs are getting uglier... xS ||

yes...
once again...
i'm licking off the sweet taste of freedom...
its so yummy i will never get tired of the taste...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!

( for those who don't have a clue what i'm talking about... think exams, think last paper... now think free time... )

yesterday, me gurls and yours truly went to the river of money...
aka sg. weng for some shopping...
but my wallet was anorexically thin...
and so that prevented me from any major spenditure...
sigh...
need my retail therapy...

anyhow,
we went to sg. weng and i don't know how to put this...
but that place give me a sense of familiarity...
which is weird cause the number of times i've been there is countable with one hand...

( i think the sentence above is granmatically wrong... )

but somehow, i felt sorta, well you can say
belonged or homey...
hmmm...

so we walked around and bought some knitting stuff...

( yea, they wanted to learn how to knit and i was suppose to teach em'... the irony is too obvious... )

went to this place where their food was alright...
after our lunch... we started our mini knitting class...
and gossipped away...

so you can imagine the entire scenario where two of us are knitting...
and we're chit-chatting gossip-style...

( total grandma... )

after that we went to
Low Yat...

( is that how you spell it?! )

cause my gurl wanted to check out some laptops...
and instantly
i became a computer geek...
telling her what to look for
what is what...
i even gave a very useful illustration on how RAMs, hard-disk, and processors worked...

" a RAM is like a desk where you do your work on...
hard-disk are the cabinet files that you store your work in...
and processors are the person whose is doing the work..."

pretty good i may say...

xD

( geek )

after that it was time for moi to go to rehearsal...
thankfully, the journey was relatively alright...

and the best part was that it was drizzingly slightly when i reached the station...
so i took out my mini umbrella and started walking towards KLPac...
totally enjoying the moment...
i would have just walked in the rain instead but because i was wearing a white tee and the bag i'm carrying will fade... so yea...
don't wanna ruin that t-shirt...

oh yea...
almost forgot...
the day before...
right after my final paper...
i went straight to KLPac...
and arrived around 4.00 pm...
it was the earliest i've been there before rehearsals...
and since i don't have to study for anything anymore...
i spend the entire time doing what i've always wanted to do...
hanged out with fishies, duckies, and tortoises...
it was so awesome!!!

i was feeding them crackers...
and then i read my book

( for one more day by Mitch Albom )

by the lake...
and the entire thing was just so relaxing and so...
erm...
that's a word for it...
so...
err...

nvm...
yea...
and that's how i spend the entire afternoon before the others came...

awesome right?!
anyway...
tomorrow is photoshoot for the program book...
we have to think of three poses to do and i've decided to do jumping shots...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!

calling it a night...

needtofeedmywallettomorrow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| food for my ears ||::..
britney spears - radar
rihanna - te amo
craig david - insomnia
wheesung - insomnia

|| loving it !!! ||

..::|| sleepy head... ||::..

2009-07-09T00:07:00.002+08:00

yesterday, my sheer exhaustion caught up with moi...
i knock out cold from like around 10.00 pm till the next morning...
of course mini wakes up in between to check on my lappie...
and to think that i have a final paper on Thurs...
which is tomorrow...
i can't wait for it to finish...
like seriously...

sweet freedom...
i can only taste and lick ya...

anyhow...

on Tue we had our press conference on the musical...
got loads of pics...
hehe...
but too lazy to upload now...
promise will do it after my finals ok?!

sigh...
feeling a bit hungry...
gonna eat some thing before calling it a night...

=)

hugeflowingriverofnile - ly OUT bitches...

ps : wahahhahahahahahahhahahahahahahah!!! to understand my latest OUT-line... you have to ask me personally... or i'll just blog about it later... xD

..::|| impact of technologies ||::..

2009-07-06T01:30:00.002+08:00

i have never fully grasped the full impact of technologies until today...

i've just realize that technologies have become so much apart of our life that it's almost scary to think how much we are dependent on them...

can you imagine what our entire world will do if one day technologies just disappear?!

anyhow...

today i wanted to print some stuff...
but the files are in my laptop...
so the "normal" way is to transfer the files to a thumbdrive and then transfer em' to the computer and print it out...
but genius like me...

( more like lazy bones... )

decided that it's troublesome...
and so i attached em' to my email and sent them to myself...

( you can do that apparently... )

was going to then...
my bro was using the com...
and genius me have another brain blast...
hehe...

why not send to my bro's email and ask him to print it out instead...

AWESOME!!!

and that's not all...
i was in my room right...
and lazy to go out...
so i shouted his name...

then decided...
you know wat...
why not MSN him instead?!

and so i did...

i tell you...
while MSN-ing him...
it hit me...
although we are IN the SAME house, only a few feets apart...
i have to use MSN to communicate with him instead of the old-fashion face-to-face communication...

yup...

awesome-ly weird right?!

haha...

wishmeluckforfinalstomorrow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| in awe... ||::..

2009-07-05T02:29:00.002+08:00

today my sweet sweet SWEET friend invited moi to this show in

Malaysian Philharmonic

and it was awesome!!!
like seriously

awesome!!!

i've always wanted to take a trip there ever since i've heard of it
and of course, i've always have a major interest in orchestra...
and so...
today i'm finally not a Philharmonic virgin!!!

dyamnnnnn!!!

the conductor was Bernard Labadie
and a special appearance by world class soprano Emma Bell

i've never been to an orchestra show or anything like it before
so you can only imagine my excitement
i'm like a kid in a music candy shop...

apparently, the cheap seats are right in front...
i've always thought that the nearer you are to the stage...
the more pricey the seats are...
but yea...
the further you are from the stage...
the better the view apparently...
but to me...
i love the front seats...
cause i'm like mesmerize by the orchestra...
seriously...
my eyes were like being so greedy...
trying to capture everything in...
but sadly...
they don't allow any photographing in the hall...
so yea...

all i can say is that the hall was breath-taking...
and the sound coming from the orchestra...
it seems like the hall aid in making the music more beautiful as it is...

and don't get me started with the soprano singer...
she was awesome-ly amazing!!!
i mean the very first time i experienced live opera...
and it was awesome!!!
her voice was filled with emotions and very story-like telling kinda thing...
and her facial expression was telling a story as well...

for a art noob like myself...
i actually understand the message she was trying to convey...
it was that good...
dyamnnn...
and i think that she was so into the performance
that she actually have tears in her eyes...
like seriously...

*clap clap clap*

this is only the beginning...
i think i will be a very faithful patrons in the future...
hehe...
awesome!!!

loving it!!!

tonight was awesome...
worth the effort and all...
gonna so again soon...

and guess who i bump into while coming out from the hall...

Tracy!!!
she was with a 17-year old date...

according to her...

= . = "

i didn't know she was into that...
anyhow...
tomorrow not going to rehearsal...
cause finals is on Monday...

X(

can't believe it's already finals...
gonna work!!!

ush ush!!!

gambatei!!!

fighting!!!

stillcanhearthestringsplaying - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| not much... ||::..

2009-07-04T01:25:00.002+08:00

i won't be able to update as much these few days
cause my finals are on Monday and
i'm goona try and cram in as much as possible la...
not that it will make any difference

( choi!!! )

wish the exams would finish faster
so that i can finally enjoy the rehearsal without
a freaking book in my face all the time...

i'm serious
if you were to crash the rehearsal hor...
you will see me deep in my notes or books
try to get some revision done
and the worst part is that
during those free moments we have in rehearsals
that's when the bonding happens...
and i'm missing out so much...

*sob*

it's ok...
thurs i shall be absolutely free!!!

anyhow
just came back from rehearsals
again...
tired as usual
but still gonna do some last minute studying...
and kill my brain off...
well, at least tomorrow i'm going to a special event...
an event that i have to dress up for...
hmmm... finally i can wear that vest with that orange striped shirt...

fabulicious-ness!!!

gonna cam-whore

( note to self, charge batteries... )

hmmm...
what else...

oh yea...
i heard people are getting sick at an alarming rate...
take good care ya'll
drink more 100 plus

( i'm serious... it helps... )

and increase the vitamin C intake...

gambatei!!!

fighting!!!

dyamnn, i hate this migraine i'm having...
is it migraine or is it just a headache?!

*scratching head... literally...*

oh well... shall stop here now...
hope you guys have a great weekend ya'll

takegoodcareya - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
super junior - it's you

|| i saw a huge beetle today!!! ||

..::|| weird-ness... ||::..

2009-07-02T01:24:00.003+08:00

( nothing to update but more like just posting some awkward, funny and just plain weird stuff )

ok, earlier this week
monday to be exact...
the presentation for MCH 101 ( short for mass communication 101 ) begins...
and so all the groups that were suppose to present on that day
dressed up like nonsense...
i mean formally la...
of course, urs truly as fabulous as ever...
came fashionably late...

xD

not on purpose one ok...

anyhow...

one by one all the groups present their stuff...
and i was kinda surprise by the attendance and all...
cause usually this is the time where people just skipped class and stuff...
but more than 80% of all the people came you know...

salute...

but right...
everytime a presentation finish...
someone turns to leave you know...
like a bit the rude right?!

and so, after this one group finishes their presentation
i thought there's no more already...
mana tahu
one last group wanted to present...
but by that time right...
almost like 99.99 % of the entire class left already...
left like around err...
less than seven of us lo...

i mean it was so awkward and rude but funny...
i pity the group man...

|| our lecturer listening attentively... and yea, there's only two girls sitting on that side of the room... ||

|| two more sitting right in front of moi... and one guy sitting on the far left... ||

|| two more other girls sitting behind moi... yea... that's it... ||

so i totally understand what they were feeling ( as in the presenting group ) at that time...
but then again i might be wrong and that they are actually glad that no one was there...
cause you know... less people... less tension...
something like that...

major awkward...

moving on...

today was another rehearsal day for moi...
was in the bus on my way to KLPac
( the entire freaking journey took moi one and half hour... )

i've always wanted to share the crowdiness in the bus with ya'll
and today i manage to capture a glimpse of what peak hours for public transportation in KL looks like...

|| it doesn't look like too crowded in pics but let me tell you... it WAS really THAT crowded ok... like butt-to-butt sorta thing... ||

and the whole time i was hoping that the bus driver will break suddenly and stuff cause just to see what kind of effect it has...

xD

i'm mean...

of course, yours truly has a not-so-comfortable seat but still grateful to be sitting rather than being squish...

and when i finally reach KL sentral...
i took my time walking towards the train station...
and so, chilling and bought my ticket...
i'm surprise that the line at the counter was not as crowded as i expected it to be...
and so i went to the designated platform for the trains...
and was totally in shock of the line for the RAWANG connection...

i mean i knows it's peak hour and EVERYONE wants to go home but to be THAT crowded is just...
amazing...

the people was even over flowing to the next platform...
like seriously...
i was so fascinated by the amount of people there and can't wait to see how they are going to "mount" the train later...

and when the train came...
it's war time...

|| this is when the train arrived and people are going out of the train... yea... i know... amazing isn't it... ||

luckily the SENTUL connection is not as popular as the others and so the platform was relatively empty... but when the train arrived...
people just kept coming out of the train...
as thought it's a vortex from another dimension...

finally i boarded that train and sitting comfortably at the seat...
chilling and SS-ing myself...

xD

lastly...
and this one is the queen of all weird-ness

( yes, it's queen... not king... )

Mr. straight-acting-but-in-fact-a-born-bitch-with-green-braces-and-an-anorexic-freak
told me this...

he said that the other day...
he was in a certain-shopping-mall
and nature was calling la...
so he went in and saw this guy at the urinal stand...
so whatever la...
he went into the cubicle and did his business...
but by the time he came out...
the guy was still at the urinal stand...
and so he was wondering what is taking this guy so long to pee...

mana tahu...
he was NOT peeing...
he was actually...

*censored*

( faham faham je la ye... )

and he sms-ed me straight away ( no pun intended )

you can only imagine my facial expression was at that time...

imagine this...

O . 0 "

times a million...

yea... i know...
who does that right?!
don't you have ur own room or something
and what got you so turn on that you need to do it right there and then?!

yea...
i will never go to THAT particular toilet anymore...

brainisfullofstats - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
snsd - etude

..::|| ARG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ||::..

2009-06-30T13:20:00.002+08:00

yesterday night...
i was dyamnnnn semangat-ed...
after coming back from rehearsal right, i clean up and started on my presentation for the next morning...
you know...
putting on the finishing touches and stuff...
and also packing for tomorrow rehearsal and all...
and then i thought to myself...
why not do a bit more revision on stats...
since i've started already...
might as well finish it right?!

and so there i was...
sitting at my study table...
studying the "t-statistic"
and "ANOVA"
and all kinds of stats jargon...

after like around 30 minutes or so...
i gave up because was too tired...
and it was around 3.30 am...

( dyamnnn smart right... the next morning got presentation and still can like sleep so so "early" )

so i called it a night...
set my alarm clock to 7.30...

and then way i go to dream land...

***********************************************

next morning i was woken up by a call...
i answered it and it was my friend...
she asked

" hey paul, what time ur reaching ah?! "

" reaching?! wat reac--- OMFAB!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! %$^#%@$ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! "

the time was 10.00 am...
my class starts at 10.00 am...
our group was the second to present...

and so if my mathematics is correct... meaning that the time slot for our group will be 10.15am...

and so as my mind cleared up...
panic starts to sink in...
i can tell you that
from the moment i changed to the moment i arrived at the front door of the class was all in the time frame of 10.10 to 10.30am...
so you can only imagine the speed i was going and the adrenalin that was pumping in my blood...

today is seriously not how i imagine it to start...

but all in all...
at least the presentation ( according to me ) was AWESOME!!!

hahhahahahaha...
funny more like it...

i will tell more about it...
but right now...
i need to sleep...
used too much energy during the panicking part...

*yawn*

nitez ya'll

goingbacktodreamland - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| unbelievable... ||::..

2009-06-30T02:10:00.003+08:00

i remembered during the Malaysian idol craze
i saw this young boy's audition and was blown away by his voice...
i mean he has such a amazing voice and totally unexpected...
and then sorta like gone missing from the competition...
because i heard it was due to exams...

anyhow fast forward to today...
we were yum-chaing and one of me fellow cast member talked about
auditioning for Malaysian idol last time...
and i was like you auditioned before?!
and then it sorta hit me on the head...
because when i first saw him
the bell in my head keep ringing and i completely ignored it...
but now it dawn to me that this guy whom i have been working together with for the past few weeks was that young boy whom auditioned for Malaysian idol with that awesome voice...
i was literally star-struck sorta...
like whoa...

OMfab!!!

i can't believe i'm actually like in the same musical as him...
like whoa...

major star-struck la...

wahhahahahahahhahahahahhaha

anyway... to refresh ur memories and for those who didn't manage to catch it...
i'm kind enough to attach it together...
amazing i tell you...

xD

stillabitthestarstruck - ly OUT bitches...

ps : edmund, you owe me big time for this free publicity... =P

..::|| what to do, what to do... ||::..

2009-06-29T14:52:00.003+08:00

this week was suppose to be our study break
but MC have presentations
and so, we're require to come to class no matter what...

man...
and i thought i can sleep in...
dyamnnn...

and now, i'm stuck at lvl 9
doing nothing and wasting my time away...
because there's no point of moi going back home because
i have rehearsals later and it is troublesome to go back home and such...

i miss my bed and my own wifi...

*sob*

i'm sorta looking forward to rehearsals today actually...
hehe...
adalah...
well, not really much actually...
just that rehearsals have been really awesome in a way...
and i actually manage to get some studying done you know...
surprisingly...
but of course very slowly la...
i have to speed things up already man...
getting anxious and worried...

=S

dyamnnn
i'm bored!!!

someone entertain me!!!
hmmm... it's too freaking early to go KLPac at the moment...
what to do there...
aiyo...
hmmm...

( note to self, buy bread later for fishes... )

i need some excitement in my life...

( don't even think about it... )

maybe should start revising now...
i actually full of semangatat-ness brought my stats book with moi
in hope to read some chapters and maybe even
revise all the calculations and stuff...
but too lazy to even open them...

feel like sitting by the lake and do stats...
weird combo...
but kinda kewl don't you think so?!

ok...
shall stop crapping now
and force myself face-front to the books...
bring it on!!!

stillsofreakinglazy - ly OUT bitches...

|| swine "flew" ||

..::|| still i'm tired... ||::..

2009-06-28T19:53:00.003+08:00

|| this is what the train looks like today when i was on my way to rehearsal... ||

it was so empty it's not even funny...
like if it was dark and stuff...
total horror movie moment la i tell you...
but then again...
ubber kewl!!!

xD

( i'm weird... )

so today, immediately right after church
i went to the komuter station and head straight to KLPac...
nice sunny day...
awesome as usual but the top that i was wearing is like...
erm...
how to say...

gives you the sensation of a million micro-needle feeling...
and it gets worst when you sweat or expose to heat...
yea... annoying...
but i love that top because it's ...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

anyhow, the walk to KLPac is normal
nothing unusual about it...

( i promise i shall document my journey tomorrow and will post up pictures, also will try to cam-whore by myself tomorrow and see how it turns out... )

half way through the walk, a car stop by the side of the road... i mean i was curious why is the car stopping... and so i approach with full cautious...

rupa-rupa nye... fellow cast member!
and she was so sweet she said, hop in!
i was like yay me!!!
no need to sweat profusely!!!

( i'm easily satisfied and totally contempt with simple pleasures... that is so wrong on every level... xD )

and so arrived early as usual...
but can't feed the fishes today...

=(

poor fishes have to fast for one day...
it's ok...
shall feed em' tomorrow!!!
USH!!!

( mini charity work because there's this lake nearby and there are like millions upon millions of fishes / tortoise / duck / lizards and they're all starving... )

hmmm...
need to study already la...
finals is literally around the corner and i haven't finish studying mass comm and haven't even started on stats...

T . T

gambatei!!!
fighting!!!

shall go have dinner now...
so hungry...

hmmm...
i'm craving for something but not sure what it is...

( dun even start people... )

soaddictedtosnsd - ly OUT bitches...

|| loving this three-layered tea thingy... AWESOME!!! ||

..::|| can't believe it... ||::..

2009-06-28T02:03:00.002+08:00

ok...
something random...

fagiselle or a.k.a. mr. i-changed-and-trying-to-act-straight
said something super random and totally unexpected especially coming from him...

we usually randomly sms-ed each other because that's what single-and-pathetic people like us always do...
and so we just update each other on things and then i was telling him about things also la...
and somehow he said this...

" you better not cheat on *censored* and stay faithful to him ah... "

( ok... i have to censored the name because i found out that *censored* read my blog!!! i mean that was long time ago but who knows... he might be stalking me sorta!!! =P )

i was kinda like taken back and totally in shock that he said something like this...
cause usually, he was like a very evil and no mercy kinda person...
any chance he can get he will shoot you down...

serious i'm not joking...
and so for him to say something like that is completely out of random and somehow
i find it so so

SWEET!!!

hehe...
i guess he was trying to be supportive and all
and of course, yours truly is being supportive too...
he's obsessed with being skinny and stuff...
at first i didn't approved it because you know...
health reasons...
but we briliantly came up with this awesome plan...

he can strive to be skinnier
but healthy skinny
and so, we came up with this new term...

healthy aneroxic

hahahhahahahah...
pathetic i know...
but still awesome!!!

i'm bored...
tomorrow i have rehearsals and it's a four day rehearsals continously...
dyamnnn
i feel so busy but at the same time am so nervous about my finals as well la...
goodness me...

=S

oh yea... one more thing...

SNSD RELEASE ANOTHER NEW SINGLE !!!

AWESOME!!!

X)

igotafreakingnewhairdryer - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
snsd - genie ( tell me your wish )

..::|| not gone and hopefully not forgotten... ||::..

2009-06-27T01:05:00.003+08:00

wazzup bitches!!!!!!!!!

i know i know...
i've disappeared...
sorta

don't throw stones at me!!!

*ducking and avoiding*

just have been ubber busy la...
finals is near
assignments due date...
tahu tahu je la ye...

hehe

anyhow...
updates!!!

let me first start by updating you guys on a major thing at the moment...
i actually sign up for this audition in KLPac for a festival called

i signed up for the dance one...
and then received an email concerning about the auditions...
and yea... was excited and nervous cause it's my first ever audition sorta la...
besides that, another bitch friend of moi signed up as well and both of us went to the audition together...

and i have to say
loving KLPac man!!!

awesome place and especially the nearby lake...

so anyway, went for the auditions and i can tell you one thing...
i have never danced so hard in my life...
i mean like i do have some experience in ballet and contemp dance
but the choreographer auditioning us that time was hardcore man...
the moves was like... dyamnnnn!!!

and so i was pushing myself to the hardest and at the same time,
all my joints are like "karat" already and yea...
i know for sure that the next day i'm gonna have pains all over...
sigh...

and so the audition was done and we're suppose to wait for the panels of choreographer to choose who they want to be in their piece...
the idea is that a panel of choreographer was chosen for the festival and then they will choose the dancers they wanna work with...
and so there we were, sitting there... waiting for them to approach...

only one did... for me la that is...
and when she present her idea, it was very interesting and intriguing...
so i was kinda mentally chosen her already...

but that's not the end of the story...
as we're suppose to be leaving already...
i got pulled by another choreographer and she showed interest in having me in her piece...
i was like... ok?!
hahahahahahahha

dyamnnnn...

anyhow

we meet a gurl during the audition and she was like telling us about this new musical and that she wanted to audition for it but missed the auditions and stuff la...
and so she wanted to ask around and shee if there's any opening and stuff lo...
and so, me bitch was temaning her and after talking to the choreographer who approached me, i went and joined them and immediately was asked whether i'm interested in joining this musical...

i was taken by surprise and was not really sure what to do...
but apparently both the gurl and my bitch has already decided to join the musical instead and so i have no choice but to join them too...

it was the best decision i've ever made in my life!!!

*didn't expect that didn't you now... =P*

and so, i'm one of the cast member of this musical by KLPac called...

details as followed...

yup, come come come!!!
it's gonna be fabulous!!!
hehehehehehe...

yup, that's the major update i need to post first...
of course, there are many minor updates and loads of stories to blog about...

yup...
i'm in a musical bitches!!!

lol...
can't believe my sem is about to finish already...
sigh...
dyamnnnn fast man...
i gonna miss all those lunch breaks we have man...
fun!!!

we literalyl explore the entire area around HELP like nonsense...
i feel like i'm getting a bit fatter already...

NO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall not have a tummy!!!

grrr...
ush ush!!!
FIGHTING!!!

anyhow... i'm beat from rehearsals and gonna do a proper update later...
sowee for the long silence bitches...
biasa la...
diva is busy you know...

xD

lovingmaggisoup - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
n*sync - the two of us
cobra starship - kiss my sassy
cobra starship - guilty pleasure
colbie callat - the little things

..::|| rainy days... ||::..

2009-06-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

it has been raining like crazy these days...
seriously...
totally unpredictable...

during one of my classes right...
it was on the 8th floor...
and so as usual...
everyone was paying attention to the lecturer and all
and suddenly, it rained!!!

and i don't just mean normal rain...
it was like a storm rain!!!

pretty scary if you ask me...
the view was completely like err...
wats that word...
erm...

anyway...

|| this is what the view from our class is suppose to look like on a normal sunny day ||

|| and this is during the "storm" i mentioned ||

it was kinda cool-yet-scary... lol...

also, i had my first ever sandwich from the cafeteria in the same building down at the ground floor near the parking lot...

it was awesome!!!

i mean, whenever i go there, i always look at the sandwiches and it look so yummy and delicious...

always wanted to try it...

and so finally i bought it and it was awesome...

awesome i tell you!!!

ok, it doesn't loook too appetizing but still, it taste awesome!!!

i notice i keep using the word awesome nowadays in my post...
hmmm...

awesome is an awesome word...

dyamnnn...

totalawesome - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| spike up hair!? ||::..

2009-05-30T18:09:00.002+08:00

one day, both me brother decided to try a new hair style...
i'm quite sure where the inspiration comes from...
also, i'm quite amazed at the ability of me baby bro's hair to spike up after shower...
quite a nice look...
won't you say so?!

=P

|| hmmm... trying to get his hair to spike up but it keeps falling down... xD ||

|| i forgotten what was the joke... but apparently it's really funny... ||

|| Tadaa!!! hmmm... he can go for cosplay wo?! ||

superlazytoupdate - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| from the history fault... ||::..

2009-05-24T22:51:00.002+08:00

something i found from super super long ago...

|| dedicated to my dearest mama... miss you loads... =) ||

shout out to Sue Lynn...

=)

..::|| an eventful weekend... ||::..

2009-05-24T21:31:00.003+08:00

( i know i haven't been posting anything interesting... so to make it up to ya'll... an extremely long winded post... xD )

last week, me family and moi when to this steamboat restaurant in Ikano
and it was awesome!!!

they have like individual pot for the stuff and it's so cute...
wahahhahaha...

depends on what set you want, they have the normal plain soup, tomyam soup, and something i have never tried before, curry soup...

and each set comes with it's dishes...
so like a normal steamboat restaurant...
you cook the food and eat it...
only differences...
it's individual pots...

awesome!!!

|| i ordered ice-water and they gave me this small tiny glass while me bro ordered herbal tea and he got a huge one... i was just fascinated by the huge differences... =P ||

|| i ordered the curry set... yummy-ness!!! ||

|| the individual pots... the curry soup is ok la... but i find the whole "individual-pots" thing cool... yea... i'm easily fascinated... ||

yea...

awesome...

ooo

yesterday...
my kaigor brought me to this place in Cheras and it's a really kewl pub called

BLUE

like seriously...

imagine ( for those for know... =P ) frangi, oblique and marketplace all mushed up into one pub...

and yea, they played Nobody... dyamnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

but yesterday, me friend and moi reached earlier than expected and so, decided to go makan somewhere...

and there's this desert place near the pub...
decided to settle our bottoms there...

it has come to my realization that deserts are awesome and it's my all-time favourite things in the world...

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

|| love bubur cha cha!!! ||

and then, it's party time!!! sorta...

it was a karaoke joint... and so, there's singing, dancing, and loads of talking and shouting and cheering...

i kinda like these kinda of environment... beats clubbing anytime...

haha...

did i mentioned they played one of my fav song of all time...

[ i want nobody nobody but you!]

and everyone force me to dance the entire song...
which i happily did it!!!
it was awesome!!!

and and and

i discovered that my alcohol intake is better than i thought...
i thought i was a major loser that after one glass, i will be drunk...
but instead after four glass i think, i'm still totally fine...
like seriously...

*triple snap baby*

also, i developed an ingenius way to keep urself from getting drunk...
( of course this only works if ur not in a drinking game... )

~pour urself one-third of watever alcohol drink you ordered~
~and then add loads of ice until literally to the surface~
~and then take a gulp and add ice again~
~and repeat the entire process~

it kinda give this illusion that ur drinking but in reality, ur only drinking like 0.01 % of the orignal drink while the rest are just ice and water...
wahahhahaha
i'm such a genius...

i was kinda wondering what time pub closes
apparently they said that it closes when the last customer leaves...
dyamnnnnn...

and i saw the owner of the pub...
and she is fabulicious-ly friendly!!!

and so, after that, we went to a nearby mamak to just chat and chill
and the night ended around 5.30am for me...

O . o

and to think that i have to wake up around 9.00am the next morning for church!!!

but i did manage to wake up and attend church and all...

|| random doddling on me hand... sarangae!!! ||

|| was showing my bro my "flexible" freaky fingers... it actually bended more than 90 degress man... ||

so all in all, the weekend was awesome!!!

it was seriously awesome!!!

AWESOME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

iwantnobodynobodybutyou - ly OUT bitches!!!

..::|| waiting... ||::..

2009-05-23T19:54:00.002+08:00

STILL WAITING

the title is very mis-leading if i may say...

i'm still waiting la...
seriously...
this totally disrupt my entire schedule...

sigh...
no choice...
i still have to wait...

what am i waiting for you may ask...

i'm waiting for the tutorial sign up...

wahahahhahahahahhahahahahahhahahahahahahahahhahahaha

and you guys thought i was waiting for something else...

yea right...

moving on bitches!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(damn it... i'm here sitting in McD, waiting for the tutorial sign up thingy while my family is having dinner... things i do for my future... )

i'm hungry...

..::|| an itchy cat, lonely green elephant and a dramatic spill... ||::..

2009-05-17T23:03:00.003+08:00

wassup ya'll...

this weekend have been quite boring you may say...
more like pathetic and dyamnn desperate but that's another post...

anyhow...

just came back from yum-chaing with me bitches...

and i can't seem to forget the comment Jason made...

* tonight no more dirty talking ya...*

O . o

total "wat the" moment

before that, me family and i went out for dinner...
the usual routine...
went to a nearby hawker center and was just chilling and relaxing
when my baby bro...
animatically explaining something to second bro
his hand accidentally knocks the tumbler filled with ice over...

everyone kinda blur out for a moment before realizing that ice was all over the table...
and being the eldest, i started to like you know...
laugh and being a super bullified brother...

muahahhahahahahahhahahahaa

i'm so evil...

|| this was taken just seconds before the waiter came and wipe it away... literally... ||

and yesterday... we were having our weekly trip to indulge our appetite on the all-so sinful KFC...

( dyamnn i'm getting fatter by the day... )

and so on our way out, we saw this cat scratching it's paws on the bark of a ... erm... tree?! plant?!

something la...

and i find it amusing...

that's all...

and and and... i found this lonely little green elephant lying right in front of the elevator in our condo...

poor thing...

was going to take it back but then again...

i have no freaking idea where it's origins is
and so kinda paranoid with the

"thou shall be curse by a weird thing because you have taken something that doesn't belong to you and you shall see weird visions and ultimately running for your life in a plotless movie-sorta situation..."

( dyamnnn i can be unnecessarily dramatic sometimes... )

oh yea, one more thing...

a lot of you guys don't really get the joke in one of moi previous post...
the KUDA thingy...

well, it's the sound the KUDA makes when they are galloping...
get it now?!

KEDEKUT KEDEKUT...

xD

stilldesperatelylookingatmymsn - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| i saw Phua Chu Kang, silver man, ubber-ly tall people and a cutey in McD... ||::.

2009-05-15T23:42:00.007+08:00

I'm ubber-ly tired...
a day of walking from sg.weng to pavillion back to sg. weng is dyamnn tiring...

*blaming my poor stamina*

today randomly, me friend came and pick moi up thought of going to like curve and stuff lo...
nearby ma...
then decided out of randomness
to go to pavillion...
then i remembered i needed something from sg. weng...
and so, we drove all the way there...

and what a drive we have...
besides the endless traffic jam...

i saw a lot "interesting" scenes on the streets of KL...

before that
let me just say that i'm always in awe of the colourful and eccentric things you'll see in KL...

also, it reminded me of the streets of Bangkok somehow...

man i wanna go to Bangkok again...

|| PCK private limited!!! ||

|| i don't remember him having two more other brothers... =P ||

|| i wonder how long does it take him to put on his makeup and the entire ensemble man... ||

|| hmmm... wouldn't it be cool if i'm THAT tall... so modelicious... wahahahahhahaha... ||

and hor... i saw this super cutey in McD lo...
like OMfab man!!!!!!!

and i manage to snap a picture of him also...

hehehehehehe

wanna see him?!

TADA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

wahahahahahahhahahahahahahaha... cute kan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

XD

GOTCHA!!!

wahahahhahahahahahahhahahah - ly OUT bitches

..::|| "kedekut kedekut" ||::..

2009-05-13T19:08:00.002+08:00

|| haiwan apa sangat kedekut?! ||
|| KUDA!!! ||

such a lame joke...
invaded my IQ by me baby bro...
wahahahhahaha
sigh

i'm bored...
oh guess wat...
this week was my first week of sem
and so far...
it has been boring...
know why?!

because the entire week
i've only two days of class
and both classes are only three hours long...
and so, it still feels like holiday to me...

wahahahahahhahahaha
i'm still wondering what electives i should take this sem...

hmmmm.....

can't wait to do my internship though...
should be fun...

anyway...
going yum cha with CK's husband tonight...
yes people
i no longer call fagiselle "fagiselle" anymore...
he happily labeled himself as

" CK's husband"

pathetic...

and now, he's so into

" Cole Mohr "

and hor, yesterday hor, he suddenly out of nowhere sms-ed me and said he had a

revelation

apparently and i quote

" i realise i love skinny guys... like aneroxic almost type of guys... "

you can only imagine my facial expression at that time...

=.="

major sweat...

wahahhahahahahahhahahhahahaha

well, i guess it's all up to the individuals taste...

me ah...

geeky-nerdy-cool-shy-timid-but-totally-cute-and-hot

is my type...

xD

wahahhahahhahahhahahahahhahaha...

total random post...

gonnahaveasundaetonight - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
siti nurhaliza - percayalah
siti nurhaliza - bukan cinta biasa
wonder girls - nobody ( pumashock remix )

ps : btw, can ya'll guess what does the rainbow colours stands for?! it's very significant ye...

clue : San Fransisco and flag

..::|| what i love to do... ||::..

2009-05-12T02:24:00.003+08:00

what i love to do
is to come up from behind
and grab you by the waist
then you turn around
and give me a warm hug

to be embrace by you
is the best thing in the world
it's warm and sweet
cool and refreshing
how i yearn for it every time

what i love to do
is to prepare a home cook meal
no matter how bad it taste
you still finish every single last piece
and still have room for failed deserts

you said it tasted sweet and yummy
delicious and delightful
i know you were lying
but still i can't help
but to feel your sincerity

what i love to do
is to make a hot cup of chocolate
when you're busy with work
all those late nights
is accompany by me and that cup of marshmallow chocolate

stress and pressure is all over your face
pulling and pushing through every vein
tried to relieved them with that cup
restoring you smiles and
lighten up your eyes

what i love to do
is to surprise you with a huge birthday cake
and a hand made scarf
of course with a million friends
jumping from behind that couch

the look on your face
is worth all the preparations
all those phone calls and late night knitting
but the best treasures of all
is when you lean over and whisper

thank you...

paullie...

|| how i wish this is for real... gahahahhahahaha... dyamnnn... it has been a while since my last poem... ||

|| and btw, it's NOT and let me repeat again... NOT an emo poem ok?! ||

..::|| good to know... ||::..

2009-05-11T20:43:00.002+08:00

In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to
beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb.
Hence we have
'the rule of thumb'

Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled
'Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden' and thus the word

GOLF

entered into the English language.

Every day more $$money$$ is printed for Monopoly than the U.S. Treasury.

Men can read smaller print better than women can;
women can hear better.

Coca-Cola was originally green.

It is impossible to lick your elbow.

Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair.

The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer.

The San Francisco Cable cars are the only mobile National Monuments.

At least 75% of people who read this will try to lick their elbow!

Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king from history:

Spades - King David.
Hearts - Charlemagne.
Clubs -Alexander, the Great.
Diamonds - Julius Caesar.

If the horse of a statue of a person has both front legs in the air, the person died in battle.
If the horse has one front leg in the air the person died as a result of wounds received in battle.
If the horse has all four legs on the ground, the person died of natural causes.

|| interesting huh?! again... courtesy of me dad... ||

..::|| randomeness of the highest level... ||::..

2009-05-10T21:56:00.002+08:00

ok so this is what happen...
i went out to yam cha with me new found "kaigor" the other day...

( yes, i'm the oldest in the family and so i always wonder what will it feels like to have a older brother bullying you... i know, i'm weird... deal with it... )

and so it was fun cause we talk and we click like crazy la...
he even mentioned that we were ... erm... something like soul mate but in friendship terms...

anyway...

being me right, before i met up with my kaigor, i went in McD
( fav hang out place )
and someone caught my attention...

this dude who look super super straight and he was like the

geeky-kinda-cool-soft-spoken-gentleman

kinda guy you know...

like OMfab!!!

that is like my ideal soul mate la!!!

( again, weird i know... deal with it ya'll!!! )

and i've seen him there before
so, i just you know...
look for a while longer while i purchase my drinks and went out to meet my kaigor...

then he suggested lets sit inside, i was like ok...
better view i guess...

gaahhahahahahahhaaa

and so we sat inside and the events that unfold was truly totally random...

kaigor look over and saw the guy i was eyeing on and

HE WAVE AT HIM!!!

as in like saying hello...
my jaw drop... in my mind...

so i asked him

"erm, you know him!?"

"yea, my friend's friend... hang out before..."

"oh, he's kinda cute isn't he?"

"really?! want his no.?!"

"are you crazy!!!"

"dun worry, let me check if i have his no."

*checking his hp while i was dumbfounded...*

"oh darn, i dun have..."

*relieved*

"wait, i'll ask my friends for his no."

*heart rate went up again*

and so to cut the story short...
he manage to get his no. and sms-ed to me...
and i really wasn't sure what i can do with it...

he then sigh and started to sms him...

||sms conversation||

"hey, who was the guy you were talking to just now?!"

"oh, he was a friend of mine... long-time friend..."

"oh really?! btw, my friend here likes you..."

*complete shock and heart rate begins to go over the limits of a normal human being*

"oh, the friend that was with you?! he's alright"

i can't remember what happen next but all i can remember is that kaigor asked me to sms him while we were walking back to our car... and so i did...

||still sms conversation||

"hey, sori that my friend is rude and random... btw, nice to meet you... =P"

"it's alright, i don't mind meeting new friends"

"cool, it was totally random..."

"haha, anyway, have a good rest, good friend"

"ya, you too..."

i know, it's super short but hey, it's a great start don't you think?! i mean complete strangers sms-ing each other... dyamnnn... i can tell you that there were millions butterflies in me stomach that day...

moving to the next day, i was just onlining and minding my own business when my kaigor pops up in my msn and start bugging me about him...
i told him that i haven't sms him yet and that i'm taking my time and stuff...
he go all berserk saying things like don't waste time la, grab the opportunity la, etc etc etc...

and so i sms-ed him and before you know it, i asked him out on a yam-cha date... sorta...

second time in my entire life that i actually

ASKED

someone out...

and surprisingly he said

YES!!!

i was dyamnnn excited about it la...

and of course the entire time, kaigor was like "chanting" weird things that he said will help in making it work...

and so, i went out dinner with me bitches and his new-ly found love...
the two of em' is just one sweet couple...

and then it was me turn for my yam-cha date...
so i walked to McD and waited there with still butterflies in me stomach...

but before that, the entire evening with me bitches...
i have a werid feeling that things are going to end on a positive note but not the positive that i was looking for... weird i know... but unexplainable... of course all things make sense after that...

we talked and the one thing that i was worried about is that we will have millions of silence moment but thankfully NONE...

we talked and we had a good chat...
it was really enjoyable...
but of course that was after i switch to relax mode...
and also the trigger to relax mode was right after he said...

"actually i have a boyfriend already..."

i should be nominated for an oscar for this because my face was light up and totally look sweet and happy for him kinda thing but inside i was soooooooooooooooo dissapointed...
i thought finally i found someone close to my ideal person and it was going well...

of course, all the perfect wonderful guys are either

playboy,
in a relationship,
or
totally unavailable...

but five seconds later we were laughing and talking as though we were friends...
which i guess is the positive part of this...

and so, the night ended on a good side, although it wasn't what i expected it to be but still i was happy... smiling in fact...

=)

and so... at the end of the day, it was a good "date"
i made a new friend and was again reminded of my new year resolution...

still i can't believe how random and totally crazy this was... don't you think so?!

xD

startingnewsemtomorrow - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
t-max - paradise
ashily - lucky

..::|| Happy "Eo-meo-ni" Day !!! ||::..

2009-05-10T20:57:00.003+08:00

" God was so busy with so many things that HE created MOMS to help HIM out "

( ok, i might have change a few words here and there but nevertheless the meaning is still the same ... don't you think so?! )

the whole family decided to celebrate this all-so lovely day one day earlier because well, me dad have to work on the real day... and so, off we went to our usual spot in Klang...

It's a japanese restaurant called Osaka and it's ubber-ly awesome!!!

btw, me mum wanted to eat here ok... the decision was not democratically made...

and we ate like kings!!! seriously...

i love the sticky rice... it made me feel so...

erm...

korean!!!

gahahhahahahahahha

( still dyamnn obsessed with BOF ok!!! )

|| stuff we ordered... apparently their signature dishes was the "Black Dragon" and it is awesome!!! it's maki with unagi and crispy stuff... and then we ordered tempura seaweed with spicy tuna and lastly mussels with mayo... ||

|| me C-R-A-Z-Y family!!! ||

|| Happy "Eo-meo-ni" Day!!! saranghae yo eomma ||

myeyesaredriedupbecauseofthefan - ly OUT bitches...

ps : i know this post is super short but i seriously have nothing to say... hehe... the focus is on me ubber-ly awesome eomma!!! =P

pss : and i've experimented with the new picture layout thingy and hopefully it turns out ok ya'll... too lazy to upload one by one... hehe...

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
shinee - stand by me
SS501 - because i'm stupid

..::|| i'm full... ||::..

2009-05-07T14:13:00.002+08:00

next time when you said these words...

will there be left overs on ur plates?!

View this movie at cultureunplugged.com

|| that sizzling steak look delicious though... craving for some sizzling yummy-ness... ||

..::|| giggling like a small lil gurl... ||::..

2009-05-07T05:18:00.002+08:00

( plz, it's just a figure of speech... NOT to be taken in literal sense... )

i've just finish watching the 9th episode of my newest addiction...

OMfab!!!

i'm giggling the entire freaking time!!!

seriously...

my fab... you wouldn't believe...
probably kena slap like a million times if fagiselle were to see me like this...

( totally DOES NOT permit you of any SLAPs bitch!!! )

hehe...

i'm sowee... just a random-totally-wasting-time post...
i just have to...

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stillgiggling - ly OUT bitches...

..::|| you know it's 2008 when... ||::..

2009-05-06T21:11:00.002+08:00

1. You accidentally enter your PIN on the microwave.

2. You haven't played solitaire with real cards in years.

3. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of three.

4. You e-mail the person who works at the desk next to you.

5. Your reason for not staying in touch with friends and family is that they don't have e-mail addresses.

6. You pull up in your own driveway and use your cell phone to see if anyone is home to help you carry in the groceries.

7. Every commercial on television has a web site at the bottom of the screen

8. Leaving the house without your cell phone, which you didn't even have the first 20 or 30
(or 60) years of your life, is now a cause for panic and you turn around to go and get it.

10. You get up in the morning and go on line before getting your coffee.

11. You start tilting your head sideways to smile. : )

12. You're reading this and nodding and laughing.

13. Even worse, you know exactly to whom you are going to forward this message.

14. You are too busy to notice there was no #9 on this list.

15. You actually scrolled back up to check that there wasn't a #9 on this list.

( courtesy of en email me dad sent... nice one... xD )

..::|| total random... ||::..

2009-05-04T15:18:00.007+08:00

( sleep addict on strike again!!! )

man, i can't believe i manage to direct a person to KLPac around KL without having an extensive knowledge of the road meself...

"blind leading the blind"

except that the other blind have google and internet...

THANK YOU TECHNOLOGY!!!

anyway

i'm so so SO in sarangae with

Boys over Flower

hehehe... love love love them!!!

man, what an eye-candied show la...
i got to know about this from another show that i love which is

Star Golden Bell

and then, me couz Suelynn

( shout out to ya!!! )

was watching that show the other day and i was curious about it...

and so decided to explore the unknown world of korean drama...
and boy oh boy was that a life changing decision...

(dramatic much?! )

i was hooked instantly after the first episode and now, i'm downloading like a maniac all the episodes of BOF...

dyamnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oh well... i guess it's in the gene...
both of me couz...

( another shout out to Nat this time!!! )

are addicts to everything korean... and now i am too!!!

sigh...

BOFfreakingrocks - ly OUT bitches...

ps : can ya'll guess what is the pic below about?! it's pretty simple isn't ?! but it looks dyamnn kewl... =P