f a l l i n g i n l o v e . . .




Wednesday, January 14, 2009

..::|| still keeping my side of the promise... ||::..

when the clock strike 12.00
i bid farewell to 2008 and welcome 2009 with open arms...
and the first resolution i made was this...

"we shall not chase, beg, desperately look for someone, or even put ourselves out there..."
yes, this is the first ever statement i made with "giselle"
(yup, thats vince's girls name... apparently my fag hag and "giselle" felt that i should change my name from Paul to "ALI"... yea i know... wat the right?! )

we decided to make this pack sorta cause 2008 was such a despo year for us... i mean seriously... it was...

nightmares...

so since it's a brand new year, its time for us to be less despo and more pathetic...

ok... that didn't come out right...
but to tell you the truth, i prefer being pathetic than desperate... i mean seriously, pathetic is cool...

gahahahahahaha...

My pathetic-ness is so pathetic it's cool...

sigh... pathetic...

well, what was my point again... oh yea!!!

the reason why i write this post is because erm... well, its kinda hard to like keep the promise la... i mean yes, its good that we are not gonna like look for guys and force ourselves into relationships...

but when you're surrounded by couples everywhere you look, you kinda get jealous a bit and of course the occasional self-pity feeling will leave you feeling pretty sad... as in pathetic-ly sad...

if you guys did follow my blog... yes, i do still have a small crush on him but do i put my hopes up for him?!
i have to say not really, cause i think i know the outcome of that...

instead of being dissapointed ONCE again, might as well i just take the hint that he's totally not interested in me and just leave...

yup, its sorta pathetic to know that all you're other friends are hooking up everywhere and you are left all alone...

I WANT SOMEONE THAT CAN ACCOMPANY ME TO WATCH A ROMANTICALLY-TEAR-JERKER MOVIE AND HOLD HANDS!!!

pathetic...

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anyway, i'm still trying to cope with uni as there are seriously SO MANY FREAKING things to do !!!


i think i better take a nap...

tired...




ghahahahahahhahahahahahahhaha


sudden urge to just laugh out loud...

random i know...

pathetic?!

like totally

pretty much la... =P


au revoir

Paul Wong... pathetica-ly OUT


..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
SNSD - gee
DBSK - wrong number



interesting choice of graphic representation...

me love this pic!!! =P xoxo

Thursday, January 8, 2009

..::|| i shall name you lappie... ||::..

i have no idea how to start this post...
first time ever i've started blogging that i can't seem to find the appropriate words to start off this post...

I GOT A NEW LAPTOP!!!

hehehe... this is the ultimate-greatest-technologically gift i have ever receive in my life... i dare to say that it beats out having a I-Pod... (no offense to all apple fans out there... a humongous apple-spefically-I-Pod fan here!!!)

thanks to my greatest dad in the whole world!!!

hehehe...

yup, this post would be the first official post that i've wrote using my lappie... (yup, i named it lappie... hehe... kewl and cute... =P)

and i have a few pics to show my cute Lappie!!!

the phone camera didn't do my laptop justice... grr... i left my camera in Singapore... anyway... its blue colour and its Dell... hehe... loving it!!!

very futuristic and sleek and silver-ish design... i like the feel of the keys...

the screen... i'm still trying to adjust to the new system... which is vista and I love the design and the ubber-ly cool graphics... as you can see... i took pics and immediatly uploaded the pics...

i tell you, all this conviniences are still very amazing to me... haha... technologically retarded... oh well...

anyway... i'm still installing and customizing Lappie and i tell you there is still a million things to do...

at least now i have my own personal computer where i don't have to like you know... "share" my stuff with people... not that i dun like to, but ... you get the idea...

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second update...

as ya'll know, i'm officially a psych student... (short form... hahaha... learned that while hanging out with seniors and also that's wat all the lecturer address it... i guess psychology is just too long to pronounce... gahahaha )

i made it through the first week... but i can honestly say that the first week would be the only relaxing and laid back week...
i'm still in the midst of tuning my mind and expecting loads of stress-hair-pulling-self-inflicted-migrain...

yup, scary stuff...

although, i have loads of interesting sorta stories to share... hehehe...


oh yea!!!

before i forget...


a big-friendly-totally-fabulicious shout out to all blogger united members!!!
thank you for visiting this ubberly-boring-about-my-life blog... =P
do drop a "hi" or spam my chat box people... it's so dead it need to be spammed... hahahahaha


yes... hmmm... i guess that's it for now...

oh yea... i'm like currently obssesed with korean pop... i have no idea where that came from but i'm stuck with it...

wait, i think it was that day, i sorta channel-surfing and i came across this program where its like a concert of all the korean popstar la... and wonder girls, a five-group girl band was performing...

they were like doing this sorta chinese-retro-pop mix sexy-simple-dancing... like dyammnn... and being me... i youtube-ed it and started a korean-pop frenzy... (super junior... ah... memories...)

hahaha...

my fav video of them ( and i actually learn all the steps like seriously... XD) is this performances...

wonder girls - nobody



i do suggest you guys like download it with www.keepvid.com
and then click on the high-quality one cause it does have a better quality you know...

i have another group and its the girl version of super junior... to me, seriously...
gahahaha...

it's called SNSD... i have no idea what it stands for and i think the english name is called girls generation...

they have like 9 members in the group... i don't know why but somehow i have some degree of weird fascination to boybands / girlbands...

weird i know...

anyway... my fav video of SNSD is this...

SNSD - kissing you



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yup...

i guess that's all i got for now...

meeting up with ex-classmates from KDU later... OMGosh... it has been sooooo long since the day we finish our final paper in KDU man...

can't wait to bitch with them...

hehe...

au revoir



Paul Wong... lovingmeLappie-ly OUT

ps : blogging on Lappie is took longer than usual... =P

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
wondergirls - so hot
SNSD - girl's generation

Sunday, January 4, 2009

..::|| ola 2009 !!! ||::..

yes...
saying "au revoir" to 2008
and
welcoming the brand new totally fabulcious year of


2009


so many MANY things happen in 2008...
you know, in 2007, many people thought that ( or maybe its just me ) 2008 will be a prosperous year cause you know... the digit 8...
as in chinese characters... the number 8 kinda have the same sound as "phat" which is prosperity in chinese... ( i know i spell the pin yin wrongly... sigh... banana speaking here... )

anyway... i thought the same as well, but well, as you have guessed it... it didn't go as "phat" as i thought it would... well, due to my laziness at the moment... i'm so not gonna go into details as i will bore you guys to the land of all boredom...

ok fine... i'll just list them down for ur entertainment and amusement...

~ 6 month of aimless living under my parents house ~
~ the failure of maintaining my so-called perfect results ~
~ fail in one of my uni application ~
~ planned everything before graduation to study in aussie but fell apart ~
~ relationship retardation ~
~ manage to read only one book all year ~

and how can i forget... the "highlight" of my 2008 year

~ the migration of my dearest granny mama to a "better"place ~




sigh... like i've said, 2008 is not really my year...
but i sorta felt like 2009 gonna be better... i really hope so...



ok... now that that's out of the way... lets talk about something less emo...

i'm an officially a HELP student baby!!!
yes, i finally stop my aimless non-studying period and decided to enroll in HELP for psychology... hehe...
ubber-ly kewl...
went for the orientation last fri and it was like KDU all over again...
you know, the feeling of total stranger and everything
but of all places and time...
guess who i bump into...


WEN from borders!!!!!!

totally like can't believe it la... like seriously...

then i bump into more friends... i went from shy-quiet-timid-totally-straight-acting to fast-talking-friendly-smilling-totally-fabulicious-boyish-cutey in a snap... ( call me pathetic, call me perasan... XD )

like dyammnnn...

hahahhahahahahhahahahaha !!!


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alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : can i play?

fabulicious moi : NO...


alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : plz la....


fabulicious moi : *ignoring him while posting the conversation*


alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : *sighing*


fabulicous moi : *still ignoring him*


alvin the total-short-hair-botak-head little brother : you know you're wasting ur time doing this... i punch ur face then you know...


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i guess i have to let him play as it's his last time playing before school starts...

muahahahhahahaha

at least i get to play on school day...

muahahahhahahaha

i shall update more later as i have loads of pics to upload...




au revoir


Paul Wong... totallystillignoringalvin - ly OUT!!!


ps : the conversation above is totally accurate... =P

..::|| do-re-mi ||::..
wondergirls - nobody
SNSD - kissing you